Authors Note: Are you tired of hearing this yet? I don't own Instant Star! If I did why would I be on a website posting what could be an episode? Well anyway. You guys really made my day! 4 reviews the first day it was up. It's given me lots of inspiration!

Jude's POV

I did what I always did in fashion emergencies. I called Kat. Kat knew my own closet better than I did. Then again, she did design most of the clothers in it. She advised me to wear my red halter top and the regular style of jeans. I quickly applied little make-up and ran down the stairs. Speed, Wally, and Kyle and I were all driving to G-Major together. Mom was still fussing over her make-up and dress when I had left. It didn't take them very long to get to G-Major, what took them forever was parking the car. Whenever there was a party at G-Major it was impossible to park anywhere within a block away. Kyle let everyone out and offered to park the car.

We were immedietly greeted by EJ. She had told us that we were up after Mason, and Mason was on now. I ran to Studio B to get my guitar, and I quickly sprinted back. Mason had just finished his act, and SME and I had just gotten up on stage.

(A/N I only wish I owned the lyrics)

I've been sitting in the dirt (for 24 hours)
I've forgotten what I'm worth (for 24 hours)
Said that you'd be here last night

I'm trying to shake you from my skin (for 48 hours)
Clean up this mess I've been put in (for 48 hours)
I'm guessing you can't always win
I'm guessing you can't always win

Chorus
I can't have anything I want
They say I'm just too young
But it's not my fault
I'll find my own way home if I gotta
I'll make it all alone if I gotta

I'm not so trustful with my friends
I'm on the road alone again
I guess I'm tired of giving in

I'm sick of wishing you were near
You've gone your way, you've made it clear
Why do I feel you everywhere?
Why do I feel this everywhere?

Chorus
I can't have anything I want
They say I'm just too young
But it's not my fault
I'll find my own way home if I gotta
I'll make it all alone if I gotta

Don't wanna spend my time
Watching the world go by
I think I'd rather die
And I dont got a plan
Don't wanna justify
To stay where I stand
Something I won't deny

Chorus
I can't have anything I want
They say I'm just too young
But it's not my fault
I'll find my own way home if I gotta
I'll make it all alone if I gotta

Chorus
I can't have anything I want
They say I'm just too young
But it's not my fault
I'll find my own way home if I gotta
I'll make it all alone

24 hours
24 hours
24 hours
24 hours
24 hours

We all took a bow as the audience aplauded. Everyone was happy, well with the exception of Patsy who was up after us. She was singing some freaky-gothic-depressed song that I was ready to bet that she hadn't written herself. I couldn't help but look for Jamie. When I finally found him, my eyes turned from happy and energetic, to sad. The look in his eyes, that look was never in his eyes when I performed. Right now, the look in his eyes was full of admiration, and happiness. When he had watched me perform, it had looked like he was happy, but I now know that was a fake look, not the way Jamie looked when he truly was happy. Why couldn't I have seen that before? Was I to caught up in myself?

"It's harder to get over him if you look Jude." a voice had said from behind me.

"How do you always know what I'm thinking Quincy?" I replied.

"Maybe I'm a mind reader. Maybe it's the fact that we were in the studio over what, 60 hours altogether during last year?" he said with a laugh.

Tommy was the only person who really understood me. We didn't even need to speak most of the time, all we had to do was look at each other's eyes, and we could tell if there was something wrong. It was never like this with Jamie and I. Jamie could never tell if I was sad. The only reason he could tell if I was happy was because I would jump around. And the only reason he could tell I was mad would be because, well... have you ever seen someone, with their face beet red, pulling out their hair, and yelling 'I hate you' and not think 'That person must have anger issues' My thoughts were interrupted by a female voice from behind me.

"Jude! Earth to Jude!"

"Oh my god! Kat! I thought you wouldn't be here until tomorrow!" I said hugging her. (A/N: I know Kat was in the episode Miss World, lets pretend she wasnt. :D)

"I got an early flight to suprise you! Did it work?" she said laughing

"Yeah it worked Kat! And guess what!" I replied.

A look passed over her face that said 'Tell Me Tell Me!' so I took a deep breath.

"I dated Jamie! I dated Jamie Kat!" I said still shocked that I had.

"Aw! I wish I could've seen that! Is he dating anyone now?" she had asked.

I motioned towards the stage, a shocked look went over Kat's face. "Jamie went for a depressed, all black wearing, pierced/tatooed girl? That's shocking. Wait... Is that the Patsy girl you were talking about!"

"Yeah. It's get-you-drunk-and-ditch-you-when-the-cops-get-there Patsy." I said slightly depressed.

"Go talk to Jamie! I can tell your upset, and you will be until you clear the air." Kat started

"I'll go right now Kat--" But as I turned around, I realized that the song was over. I looked to see where Patsy was, and I found her. Kissing Jamie. "Nevermind Kat, it can wait." I said quickly. I watched Jamie and Patsy leave through G-Major's double doors. Probably to head out to Patsy's trash can. Oh wait... it's trash day, so that couldn't be. And Jamie's house was kind of old school. There was a sign on his bedroom door that had read "No Pierced Punks Before Marrige!" (A/N: Sound familiar?)

Just forget about him! I kept telling myself. I talked to Kat, and half-listened to her talk about her internship for about 3 hours. I invited Kat to have a sleep over at my house, like we used to when we were little. We'd be watching a few movies, including Harry Potter, maybe I could convince Kat that she couldn't marry Daniel Radcliffe this time. Either way, I hoped it would keep my thoughts from Jamie.

Kat and I said by to Georgia and Tommy, and let my mom know that Kat would be staying the night. She agreed, I don't think she heard what I said though. She was too busy talking to some guy she had apparently met. Either way, I didn't care. Since Kat already had a lisence, she drove home, Speed and the rest of SME had let me know that they were leaving a long time ago. We finally pulled into my driveway, and then Kat started pestering me about Tommy.

Authors Note: Sorry about shortness, and the somewhat cliffhanger. I'm so happy! My first day with the story up and I have 7 reviews! I promise to write more tomorrow, and if I don't, consider this tomorrow's. I wrote two chapters today! See you guys! Night Night!

-Kimie