Title: It's a Big Girl World
Author: MissMouseMD
Rating: T
Disclaimer: Don't own it.
A/N: Okay, I think it was a site glitch, but I couldn't log on for like three days. Sorry about the delay, and PLEASE REVIEW!
Bad
(Age Fourteen)
Meredith Grey is a bad girl.
Everybody knows it.
Even the teachers.
They look at her and sigh.
Wonder what happened.
She used to be such a nice girl.
…
She rarely does homework.
She's always partying.
Far too experienced for a 14 year old.
Too grown up.
The sad part is, her mother doesn't even know.
…
There's a party this weekend.
It's at a senior's house.
She's going.
She always goes.
…
She's putting on eyeliner in the mirror.
Dressing as sexy as she can.
She's hot, and she knows it.
She definitely doesn't look fourteen.
…
The party is loud.
Everyone's drinking.
She is, especially.
Alcohol numbs her pain.
She knows the guys are looking at her.
She's that one hot freshman.
She already has a bad reputation.
She doesn't care.
…
A guy walks up to her.
He's cute.
Older than her.
A senior.
He's talking to her.
She nods, and smiles.
She doesn't really care about what he has to say.
He looks her over.
"Hey, let's go upstairs, where it's quieter, okay?"
She shouldn't.
But he's cute.
And he likes her.
So she follows.
He ushers her into a bedroom.
She knows what's coming.
She goes in anyway.
He closes the door.
…
When it's over, she puts her clothes back on.
Sits on the floor.
Holding her knees to her chest.
She thought it would make her feel loved.
Wanted.
Needed.
But now she just feels lonely.
Again.
…
That night, she drinks so much, they have to carry her home.
They dump her on the front doorstep.
When Ellis Grey heads out to work the next day, she trips over her daughter's sleeping form.
…
When she wakes up the next day, there's a bottle of aspirin next to her bed.
She has a massive hangover.
And a head full of unpleasant memories.
She expects a lecture from her mother.
Secretly, she doesn't mind.
At least her mother will finally acknowledge her existence.
But all she says is,
"I'm very disappointed in you."
And then she forgets about her again.
…
The next weekend, she lets another guy take her upstairs.
Maybe this time it will be different.
Maybe this time she'll feel loved.
A/N: So, what do you guys think? Let me know, please!