Invisible Sun
I don't
want to spend the rest of my life
Looking at
the barrel of an Armalite
I don't
want to spend the rest of my days
Keeping
out of trouble like the soldiers say
I don't
want to spend my time in hell
Looking at
the walls of a prison cell
I don't
ever want to play the part
Of a
statistic on a government chart
Batou x (It's a surprise); Stand Alone Complex
"Are you sure you
want to do this?"
"Yeah."
"... Are you
su-"
"If you had the chance, you'd do it too. Now stop
asking the same question and get on with it."
While he loved the damned
dog, there were times where he really wished with all his heart
Gabriel would just accept dry dog food and be done with it. Though,
chances were even if God would be so kind as to broaden the Basset
Hound's tastes, Batou would've stuck with the expensive brand of
choice. She was a special dog that required a special brand for
optimal health.
Yeah... Yeah that was
it...
Batou kept convincing
himself that was why despite how hard the truth nagged him in the
back of his mind. Five years passing, he really missed the
Tachikomas. It was the reason he bought a dog in the first place, to
take care of something that had needs and expectations.
A long time ago he even
gave his Tachikoma a name.
It was almost cheesy that
he should denote that same name to the Basset Hound waiting hungrily
at his apartment. Boots thumped as he turned the corner with this musing and trekked into
the store.
"Wait... Before it
all goes. I've a question."
"... Yeah?"
"I know you aren't
Japanese. If you are, you're a pretty lousy one. A bit too outspoken
and kind of brash."
"Heh. Yeah. You caught me
red-handed."
"So... Out of dumb
curiousity, what is your nationality?"
"Say my name
outloud and this time don't mispronounce it like you always do."
"... Ah."
There was a smile of mirth
as he picked up a good five or so boxes of the dog food brand in
question. Well stocked and prepared, so they say. Gabriel really was
a hassle. Togusa admired the dog and was welcome to take care of the
thing while Batou was on a sick leave, and most of the Section 9
members teased the older man's affection for the animal. Motoko
especially enjoyed grilling him from time to time, though did admit
on one rare occassion that Gabriel was indeed 'rather cute'.
After that, Batou couldn't
stop stupidly grinning for days.
"Hey there!" A
warm, gruff voice hummed near the cashier. Batou turned a head
thoughtfully, regarding an older gentleman with his head stuck in a
computer terminal, waving thoughtfully while peering out just
slightly.
"Hey... Can you hand
me that wire there...? Can't seem to reach it."
"It's still hard
to believe you're in love, old man."
"Yeah. She's...
amazing."
"I believe you."
"I don't want
her to get hurt. I'm not willing to risk my family's life for this
line of work. We've gotten into too many riffs, too many close calls
to death. I can't risk it. Not now.."
"So... She really
is pregnant."
"... Yeah."
"... Did you find
out the gender of your baby?"
"Yeah. It's going to be a
boy."
"Really? Did you
decide on any names?
"As a matter of fact, I did.
Unfortunately, it seems I have a tendency to mispronounce it."
Batou raised a single brow
ridge as he collected the wire by his feet, extending it to the man
hiding inside a terminal. He could see a brown bush of hair, though
any other features remained undertermined and to the imagination.
The man in question only
peered out, taking notice of the several boxes delicately balanced in
Batou's arms.
"You know. Your dog
could get sick on that stuff..." He gruffed, tinkering away at
that terminal. "You should give it dry food. It's good for
nutritional balance."
At that moment, the
cybernetic man could do nothing but look down at his feet. The
repairman pulled himself out and looked up at Batou with warm brown
eyes, raising a hand for him to firmly collect and shake. It was
evident that while he may have been Japanese, he obviously prefered
the Western custom of greeting. "Thank you very much."
Batou could do little but
look down at that hand and grimace slightly.
"I just... There
are other ways, you know. You don't have to wipe your memory."
"No.
I do. It is the only way."
"But..."
"Listen. Consider
this my final act for Section 9. I created our defense barriers with
my own two hands. My mind is chock full of confidentiality
agreements, I'm surprised I haven't been brainhacked yet by some low
key terrorist group out for revenge. By any means, this is the only
way. To assure your safety, to assure this section's safety, and to
assure the safety of my family."
"... Fine."
"What? Don't like to
shake hands?"
Batou frowned as the
silence strangled the moment. Instead, he turned and firmly ignored
the man, going back to his purchases. The cry of a child broke the
silence, and a young boy barely three years old ran through the slick
floors of the small convenient store. Big brown eyes and chocolate
hair, dimples and smiles. He giggled and leapt into the arms of the
repairman who shared his eye color, hair color, and warm smile.
"Why, Bateau... What
are you doing here?" He announced happily, raising the boy a few heads higher than himself
"Ma... Mama!" The child shrilled
A woman stepped out from
the door, wearing a simple dress and a simple smile. She approached
the man and his son, kneeling down with a small brown paperbag and a
chilled beer. "Hello Ishikawa. I thought I'd bring you some
lunch."
"Are you sure you
want to do this?"
"... I thought I to-"
"No.
I mean. Name your kid after me. French names aren't very
popular."
"... I think Bateau is a wonderful name, big
guy."
Batou rounded the corner with five boxes of dog food and a mess of memories chattering behind him. He found himself a good life. He was happy. Maybe that's why he couldn't stop smiling as he left the store.
"Ishikawa?"
"Yeah."
"Are you
sure...?"
"... Let's get this over with."
Author's Notes:
Whose to say Batou isn't
Half French Half Japanese? ;)This was a sad fic to
write. But at least it's a depart from Batou x Motoko. I love
Ishikawa. I really wanted to write a fic on him, something a little
angsty, a little bittersweet, and a little pleasant.
Naming his kid after Batou
was just a sweet touch.
Please R&R. I love
hearing criticism and praise! Really I do!
