Chapter 4
COMPLETELY INSANE
Raven had been up all night but wasn't tired at all. She changed into her uniform and layed on the couch writing a new song. She was frowning as she wrote it. Me? Like Beast Boy? We're complete opposites.
Opposites attract, Happy giggled.
SHUT UP! I don't need this right now Happy!
Well why are you writing that song when they only think you like him then? They didn't say anything about love, but they should've.
Shove it up your ass, Rage growled.
Someone's a little grumpy this morning, Happy grinned.
It is not wise to provoke Hatred Happy. I suggest you go back to your realm and leave Rage alone, Knowledge advised.
Thank Azar! Knowledge can you tell her I don't like Beast Boy?
I can not.
W-what? Raven stuttered, her eyes wide.
It would have no effect on her if I told her that. She would most likely try harder to make you realize it.
Oh.
Go, sleep, Lazy yawned.
I'm not tired and it wouldn't matter because you're always tired.
I WANT CANDY! Happy screamed.
TOFU! Brave shouted.
I wouldn't want anything to teat, Rude rolled her eyes.
Nutrition is essential Raven, Knowledge put in.
KILL THEM ALL AND EAT THEM!
EW, that's just gross. Timid whispered.
Not to mention, civilized. Rude added.
"SHUT UP!"
"Sorry Rae I just want to know it you wanted some tea," Beast Boy's ears fell to the side as he walked to the kitchen.
"Huh?" Raven stared at him, and then panicked. SHIT! SEE WHAT YOU MADE ME DO! "Beast Boy, wait!"
He stopped and faced her.
"I'm sorry; I didn't even know you were here. My emotions were just all screaming at me at the same time so….."
"That's ok Rae." He grinned a toothy grin.
Aw, cute. She almost smiled back. "Raven not Rae!" She frowned.
"So do you want some tea?" He acted like he didn't hear her.
"Sure." She picked up her book.
He came back and stood behind the couch. "You never told me what the book was called."
Raven slammed the book shut. "You've been acting strange lately. Care to tell me why?"
"Only it you lone me the book," he grinned slyly.
The goth tried to read his mind.
Don't think, don't think, don't think, don't think, don't think!
The dark girl stared at him. Odd. "I can't lend you this book."
"Why, you don't trust me?"
"Besides the fact you can't find anything in your room, the fact your room is byohazordious, and some other things that will be unsaid I do trust you."
"Hey! I wouldn't lose it cause it's yours. If it was mine I wouldn't worry. Anyway, where were you today?"
"I was in my room."
"I looked in your room."
"YOU WENT IN MY ROOM!"
"Chill Raven. I said I looked in your room. So where did you go?"
"None of your business!" Raven stood up angrily and left the room, forgetting her book.
BB grinned and stared at what she had written.
Dedicated to Garfield Logan What Is This Feeling Cause I Don't Love YouYou are my best friend
But when I see you
I just wanna fall
And my feelings toward you
Just don't wanna follow the law
At first I thought
It was nothing at all
But now I'm feeling something
Toward you
You are right beside me
If my tears start to fall
And when you're near me
When I walk down the hall
You're always there
To comfort me
No matter how much I fall
When we're apart
I can't keep my
Mind off of you
What is this feeling
That I feel toward you
I've had a crush on you
But now is it something more
When you are with me
I can't help but feel free
I always seem happy
Whenever I'm with you
I don't want to be
With anyone else but you
But when I see you
I just wanna fall
And my feelings toward you
Just don't wanna follow the law
At first I thought
It was nothing at all
But now I'm feeling something
Toward you
You are right beside me
If my tears start to fall
And when you're near me
When I walk down the hall
You're always there
To comfort me
No matter how much I fall
I don't wanna
Be without you
I just want to
Be around you
My friends suspect
It's something more
Why can't I simply
Just adore you
They think it's more than a crush
They think it's more than just lust
I'm getting a huge head rush
Just thinking of you
They think I love you
And I'll marry you
I say they're the fools
I'll follow the rules
Cause I don't love you
But they just respond
With denial
It wouldn't be right if I did
And I'm not throwing a fit
Because we are best buds
And that's it
But when I see you
I just wanna fall
And my feelings toward you
Just don't wanna follow the law
At first I thought
It was nothing at all
But now I'm feeling something
Toward you
You are right beside me
If my tears start to fall
And when you're near me
When I walk down the hall
You're always there
To comfort me
No matter how much I fall
Cause I know what I'm feelin
Will someday go away
That day is not far away
And when it comes I'll say
I wish you had been right
But the relationship
Just wasn't right
Cause I don't love you
But when I see you
I just wanna fall
And my feelings toward you
Just don't wanna follow the law
At first I thought
It was nothing at all
But now I'm feeling something
Toward you
You are right beside me
If my tears start to fall
And when you're near me
When I walk down the hall
You're always there
To comfort me
No matter how much I fall
RR
Is she in denial or is she serious? Does she like me but not love me? BB asked himself. I love her but if she does at least like me then maybe she just needs time. Or she's in denial. A light-bulb appeared above his head. I could go inside Raven's mind and ask her emotions or other sides or…. Whatever. As Beast Boy stared at the last page he closed the book and heard the doors open, someone walking in.
"Beast Boy?" Raven stared at him, praying he hadn't read her book.
The green titan faced her with the book in his hand, walking toward her. "Hey, Rae I noticed you left your book here so I was gonna give it back to you right now." He grinned nervously.
"Y-you….you didn't read any of it, did you?" She asked, feeling worried as her cheeks started to go pink.
"No, but that doesn't mean I'm not giving up on asking what this book's called. Come on Rae, why don't you want me to read it?" He handed it to her.
Her blushed darkened. "It's really personal, Beast Boy."
"It's your diary?"
"NO! It's just something personal I wrote." Rae stared at the floor.
BB opened his mouth to reply.
Beep! Beep! Beep! Beep!
Cy, Star, and Rob all ran into the room.
"It's just a little robbery so only one of us has to go…." Robin stared.
"I will go," Starfire flew off sadly.
"Dude, why's Star so sad?" Cy and BB asked at the same time.
Raven stared at Robin.
Robin sweat dropped.
"How long can it possibly take for you to fix it with Starfire?" The goth raised a brow.
"Fix what?"
"What'd you do man?" Cyborg asked.
"It wasn't my fault! Raven! ….. and Star!... I didn't." He pointed here and there.
The two stared at Raven for an explanation.
"Starfire overheard Robin say he didn't like her and ……"
"ROBIN ARE YOU COMPLETELY INSANE?" BB nearly pulled his hair out. "HOW COULD YOU EVEN…."
Raven used her magic to keep his mouth shut as she rubbed the bridge of her nose, letting a sigh escape her.
That's the end of chapter 4 people! I hope you liked it. You may proceed to press the little button where you review, PLEASE! THREE reviews! Sorry I took sooooooo long but hey I'm updating two chapters so I think it was worth the wait.
Next Chapter: Kiana meets BB! The team see Kiana but don't know what connection she has to Raven (except BB). Will Robin fix his friendship with Star?
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