Baby?- Clarke's P.O.V *couple weeks later*
It's been a couple weeks since union day and for the past week and a half I've been feeling sick. Bellamy is getting worried and he wants me to call my mom about it but I'm not going to.
I love my husband, don't get me wrong, but he is wrong about calling my mom. I think it's just a stomach bug or something, it's not that bad. I'm going to O's house to talk to her about it and see what she thinks. I arrived at O's and she was happy to see me, she hugged me and then we went to her couch.
"How are you doing, Bell told me you haven't been feeling well" she says as soon as we sit down.
"I think it's just a stomach bug or something but he wants me to call my mom and I know that's not a good idea at all" I tell her.
"well other then not feeling 100% yourself, how have you been, it feels like it's been forever since we last talked to hung out"
"yeah it has been, and I'm okay but it's stressful at work and most days I just want to stay in bed with Bellamy and not move"
"yeah, oh did I tell you that last week Lincoln proposed"
"what, no you didn't, congrats"
"thanks...I'm hoping we can get married within a year or two and then start a family," O says.
Then it hit me...everything I have been going through are all symptoms of pregnancy, I can't be...can I. I think Octavia kept talking but I couldn't hear what she was saying because all I was thinking about was that I wasn't sick at all but that I was creating another life inside me.
I know Octavia is talking or trying to get my attention but I could think about anything other than to get to Bellamy and tell him that we are going to be parents within a few months.
"I have to go, I'm sorry I'll come back later and we can talk more" I tell Octavia as I leave her home.
"Okay don't hurt yourself" She says then closes the door after I leave.
I ran as fast as I could to where Bellamy was on guard shift but I didn't see him. I saw Miller and I ran up to him and when I stopped running I just stood there catching my breath.
"Clarke, is everything okay?" Miller asked when he saw me almost fall to the ground.
"Where. Is. Bellamy?" I asked him while catching my breath.
"At your house he went home early to take care of you"
"Okay thank you"
I went home and found Bellamy on the couch reading something. "Bella...my" I say, still trying to catch my breath.
"What is it, what's wrong?" He says with panic in his eyes and concern in his voice.
"Nothing, I know what's wrong with me"
"What?"
"I'm not sick... I'm... I'm pregnant I think"
"You're what"
"Octavia was talking about one day starting a family with Lincoln and then it hit me all of my symptoms are a sign of pregnancy" I tell him.
He doesn't say anything back instead he pulls me in his arms and whispers "are you sure"
"Pretty sure, I'm like 95% sure that I am" He then puts his lips on mine and lifts me up and spins us around.
"I can't believe it, we are going to be parents"
"Yeah, I'll have Lincoln take a look tomorrow if you want"
"Yeah, okay"
"I love you"
"I love you too"
Truth about how they feel about the baby- Bellamy's P.O.V
I can't believe that Clarke and I are going to have a child, this is all I have ever wanted since I was 16 but I never thought it would be with the woman I'm in love with and that is in love with me.
Clarke is my everything and now so is this child. I just can't wait until I can hold it and it says it's first words and all that stuff. The one thing that I'm not excited for is when the baby gets here, Clarke is gonna be in pain, and I hate to see her in pain, but at the end we get a child.
When me and Clarke I'm married, I didn't expect kids until at least a couple years, but I'm glad that we're getting it now, and I'm excited for Octavia because she is engaged.
"I'm going to Lincoln for him to do a check up, you want to come?" Clarke asks.
"I would love to," I say to her.
"Okay come on"
"Okay, and I want you to know that I'm excited for this, I can't wait"
"I know, so am I and I know your gonna be a great father"
"And you a mother"
"If you say so" She says
"I do now let's go" I say and we leave to go get a check up.
Clarke's P.O.V
After we saw Lincoln and he confirmed that I am pregnant, we went home and just cuddled because I was getting tired. I am so happy, I am starting a family with the man I'm in love with. The only thing that could make it better is if I had a good relationship with my mom.
I have my brother and I have my husband, my sister in law and all our friends, but having a mother to give me advice on how to be a mother is the only thing I want but I can't have that. I feel like because I don't have a good relationship with my mom, I won't be a good mom to this child.
Laying here with my husband helps me be at peace, he holds me while I forget, and he tells me that I'm gonna be a great mom and at times I believe it, but I always go back to thinking I'm gonna be a horrible mother.
"What are you thinking about?" Bell asks me.
"Nothing important, I just love being in arms" I say to him.
"I love you being in my arms"
"Your sweet, I love you so much"
"I love you too, ever since you started yelling at me in that stupid, damn dropship"
I laugh and smile then I say "well I have loved you ever since you saved my life by holding onto my hand when I fell through that hole in the ground"
"We should go to bed, come on," He says.
"Okay, your the love of my life you know that"
"Yes and do you know you are the love of my life as well"
"Yeah, good night Bell"
"Good night princess"