A/N - Thank you you guys! Ok just to clear up some confusion from the last chapter...the whole "dream" wasnt a flashback it was just a dream..nothing has happened between tommy and jude...yet..hint hint :) Thank you again for your wonderful reviews! heh..

Disclaimer - I dont own instant star or any of the characters but I do own these ideas and the songs/poems

Chapter 3 - Confessions?

Tommy stayed at the studio for a while but then finally realized that this was one of those days that he just wasnt needed. He went out to the viper and drove around for a while before coming to the conclusion that he needed to see sadie..again. He stopped in front of the harrison house without turning off the car as sadie approached it. She oppened the door and plopped herself next to him.

"Sadie, we have to talk." He started.

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Jude walked inside the house ignoring the fact that the blue viper was sitting outside her house, she didnt feel like watching him and sadie make out or whateevr they were doing. She walked up to the bathroom to get a shower.

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"Ok.." Sadie had a worried expression on her face. Tommy looked around the neighborhood trying to avoid her eyes.

"Well, are we going to talk or juse sit here?" She asked, annoyed. Tommy put the car in 'drive' and sped off.

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Jude got out of the shower, wrapping a towel around her wet hair and then another around her body. She looked in the mirror, brushing her teeth. When she was dry and her teeth were brushed she walked out of the bathroom and into her room, closing her door and getting dressed. She was the only one in the house..her mom went out on a date with her new boyfriend that neither sadie nor jude had met yet.

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Tommy was still silent after driving for a while.

"Tommy you're scaring me, please say something." She pleaded, trying to find his eyes.

He looked over at her. This was going to be hard.

"Sadie..I like you, I really do but.." Sadie looked out her window, away from tommy. She was trying so hard not to cry.

"I'm sorry." He pulled off the side of the road.

"Why tommy? I thought we were doing good." She looked at him, her eyeliner was starting to run as she choked.

"I just-I have feelings for someone else." He choked out.

"I knew it! Its jude isnt it?" She whiped her tears and pushed his shoulder.

He sat silent trying to figure out what to say to that, he didnt want her to know it was jude.

"You dont know her." He lied.

"Oh dont give me that tom, its jude..its always been jude." Realization washed over her. She got out of the car, slamming the door behind her.

"Sadie!" He called after her but she didnt turn around.

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Sadie finally got back to the house crying and tired. She opened the door to find jude, who couldnt sleep, sitting on the couch with her notebook writing aimlessly. She couldnt even look at her, she knew it wasnt exactly her fault but still she couldnt bring herself to forgive her that easily.

"You alright?" Jude asked noticing sadies tear stained face.

Sadie ignored her and walked to her room, closing the door behind her and locking it.

'okay..' Jude went back to writing lyrics.

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"What?" Tommy answered his phone once again without looking at the caller id.

"Hey man, you alright?" A familiar voice rang through.

Tommy took his free hand and ran it through his hair.

"Hey kwest, sorry..i'm just..its complicated." He tried to sum up what he was feeling.

"Well, you want me to tell D you're not coming in or what?" He asked without being nosey even though it was bothering him not knowing what was going on, tommy could tell.

"Actually yeah.." Tommy said without second thought.

He hung up the phone.

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A few days passed and tommy and jude had not spoken, tommy hadnt even been at G-major for those last days.

'Where is he?'

Jude sat deep in thought, staring at one of the pictures that was in her studio, it was of herself and tommy after they finished her first cd.

She sighed.

Sadie hadnt talked to her in the past few days either, she began to put two and two together and figured sadie and tommy broke up.

'I dont want to meet moms boyfriend..' She rubbed her eyes. 'Its bad enough I had to meet dads girlfriend..' Her eyes started to tear up but then the watery crystals went away.

Her and her dad werent as close as they use to be and she missed him.

"Hey jude, got a sec?" A familiar voice came ringing from the doorway.

"Um yeah sure." She smiled at kwest.

Kwest walked into her studio looking around whistling.

"Love what you've done with the place." He mocked, sitting next to her.

"Yeah ya know its so easy to make a place your own when ya share it with three other boys." She pushed his shoulder jokingly.

"Ah yes..the speiderman group..must be fun." He smiled.

"So..did ya come here to mock my place and my band or do ya have somethin to tell me? is everything okay at G-major?" She suddenly felt concerned.

"Yeah everything is fine..except the fact our best producer is missing." Jude looked at him skeptically.

"Tommy?" She felt stupid asking because she knew it was him.

"Yep.." He looked at the floor.

"Oh..umm..well I dont know I havent heard from him in a few days." She found the spot he was looking at and also started to gaze.

"Hm, I thought you might know why he decided to take a few days off." He looked back up at her.

"Heh..how should I know?" She smiled nervously.

"Oh I dont know..maybe because you two usually know eachothers every move." He smirked.

"Use to.." She mumbled.

"Everything okay between you two?" He asked.

"I guess...hes just..complicated." She looked up at kwest.

"Wow..i've heard that before." He remembered his last chat with tommy.

"Am I missing something?" Jude asked, confused.

"Haha..nah..do you want to talk about it?" He got serious.

"Theres nothing really to say." She lied.

"Come on jude, explain to me why you think he's complicated, not that I disagree..he is definately complicated."

She got up and walked towards his picture and then started to outline his face with her finger. She smiled.

"You can tell me." Kwest reassured her.

"I had a dream about us," She turned and looked at kwest,"You know whenever he says we need to talk I get the feeling that maybe it could be about..." She stopped before she confessed to kwest how she felt for tommy.

"About your guys' relationship?" He asked, motioning for her to sit down.

"Heh..okay yeah something like that." She sat.

"I'm just..I dont know what to do or say around him anymore." Kwest could hear the hurt in her voice.

"I Know." He gave her a half smile.

"Oh no, it gets better." Tears developing out of no where.

Kwest sat and listened to her explain how stupid she was for thinking tommy could like her and how naive she was for falling for him again.

Kwest put his arms around her and brought her close to him. They both stayed quiet for a few minutes before jude finally broke away.

He smiled at her.

"Jude, come on you know hes head over heels for you."

"Yeah well he has a fine way of showing it." She protested.

"You're 16."

"I'm so sick of hearing that, you know between you and tommy I dont think I could ever forget my age! not that I need you to remind me." She Jumped up off the couch. Kwest sighed knowingly.

"He'll come around, i've watched him for almost two years now and it's getting to him..the way he looks at you..i've known tom for a long time and i've never seen him look at another girl the way he looks at you."

She smiled.

"Well I better continue my search for lil' Tommy Q" He laughed, getting up.

"Yeah, I have to meet my moms new boyfriend tonight, he's coming over for dinner," She rolled her eyes, "And it's getting pretty late out so I better go too." She followed him out the door.

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"Mom, do I really have to meet him?" Jude whined, chewing on a pop tart.

"Jude honey dont eat that, you wont be hungry later..you know how important this is to me." Her eyes pleading.

Jude sighed and threw away the half eaten substance.

"Fine but i'm not acting any differently than I normally do."

Her mom smiled at her daughters strong spirit.

"Thats fine." She said, warm heartedly.

Jude went up to sadies room and knocked on her door..

"What?" Sadie screamed.

"Come on..the guys gonna be here any second." And as if on cue, there was a knock on the door downstairs.

"Wonderful.." Jude said sarcastically, walking down the stairs, sadie not too far behind.

The man walked inside and kissed victoria on the cheek.

'Oh my god..' Jude stood wide-eyed.

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"Tom, i've been looking everywhere for you." Kwest walked up to the table tommy was sitting at and sat across from him. They were at the cafe tommy and sadie were at earlier that week.

"I just needed to be alone for a few days." He spoke quietly, looking up at kwest.

"Man, why are you doing this to yourself?"

"What are you talking about now?" Tommy asked, already aggravated with the situation.

"Jude." Kwest got tommys attention.

"What about her?" He asked, playing dumb.

"Dont play stupid tom, I know you..and I know that those feelings you have for jude are not artist-producer..not even friend to friend." He smirked as tommy turned two shades of white.

"Shes 16 man." He burried his face into his hands.

"Yes I know that, but you cant help the way you feel and we both know you do feel for her." He patted tommys shoulder.

"I don't feel for her like that..I cant feel for her like that." 'How can I say that? I'm such a liar..'

"Alright well tell me when you're out of denial." Kwest got up and started to walk away.

"And you need to be back at G-major tomorrow.." He finished and then walked out of sight.

A/N - Review yall...please? like I said it makes me happy..and I think you guys are gonna like the next chapter..we shall see I guess.