A/N - Still have writer's block --..hate it! sigh thanks you guys for sticking with me and thankyou for your reviews, they mean the world to me :). I promise..the next chapter will have more drama..well I will try my best anyway, please continue reviewing and here is chapter 10..

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Chapter 10 - Everything has to fall apart sometime

Lex silenced her and succeeded in getting her pants below her hips.

"Just as I remember." He said with a smirk plastered on his face. She didn't want to hear anything that he was saying.

He unbottoned his own pants and began to unzip them when..

"LEX! GET THE HELL OFF OF HER!" Victoria screamed, running towards her daughter.

"Vicky! I was just-" He pulled away from jude quickly.

"Yeah I know exactly what you were JUST doing! Get the hell out of my house!" Jude couldn't move, when he had sat on her she felt herself go numb and the feeling wasn't going away.

Lex tryed once more to explain,

"GET OUT!" She wouldn't let him, he finally gathered his clothes and ran out of the door.

Ms. Harrison looked down at her daughter whose eyes were cold and distant.

"Honey.." She wrapped her arms around her and started to cry. Jude stayed silent.

Sadie rushed through the door and seen jude on the floor with her pants pulled below her hips, she gasped.

"Oh my god." She threw her hand over her mouth and started crying. She didn't think lex was capable of something like this, he seemed so sweet and all when he was with her. He never rushed her to do anything, but then again she never disagreed with any of his ideas. She felt so guilty.

"He raped me mom," Jude finally spoke.

"You didn't believe me." Her voice was also distant. Victoria brought jude closer to her and sadie broke down and fell to the floor next to them, crying.

"I'm so sorry." Victoria cried into judes hair. Jude still couldn't feel anything and couldn't move, if she would have been able she would have ran away from the two, far away. They didn't love her, they didn't believe her..there was no use for her here. They stayed like this for a while, not wanting to face the reality of the situation. Jude's cell phone had rang multiple times but she couldn't move her hand to reach it and she wasn't about to ask her mom or sister to answer it for her. Sadie's phone started to ring a few seconds after. Sadie whiped her eyes and fumbled with her purse, finally picking up her cell phone. She flipped it open without caring who it was.

"Hello?"

"Sadie? is jude with you?" Sadie closed her eyes.

"Tommy, not right now, ok?" She was about to hang up on him but jude stopped her.

"Sadie, give me the phone." Jude said, flatly. Sadie hesitantly gave her the cell phone.

"Tommy?" The person on the other end was the only thing that mattered to her. She wanted him to be with her, there, right now.

"Jude, why was sadie crying? what happened?" He asked.

"He tryed it again." She said bluntly. Jude waited for his response but there was none, nothing came from the other end.

"Tommy?" She asked, her emotions catching up with her.

"You won't have to worry about him anymore." He promised.

"Tommy, no. Don't do anything stupid!" She pleaded, finally being able to move, she pulled herself from her mother's grip. He sat there looking at georgia and then out his apartment window, then back at georgia, it was a never ending cycle.

"I'll be there in a few minutes, tell sadie to pack some clothes for you." He said and then closed the phone, put it in his pocket, and walked towards the door.

"Tom where are you-" He shut the door behind him and walked quickly down the hall to the elevator.

"Going.." She sighed to herself and figured something else happened with jude.

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"Umm.." Jude managed to button her pants. She grabbed her side with one hand and with the other she pushed the floor to bring herself up.

"Sadie, can you pack a few things for me?" She asked as nicely as possible. She was expecting her mom to flip on her and tell her not to even think about it but her mom said nothing, sadie was a bit shocked though.

"What?" Sadie got off the floor and walked towards jude, taking her cell phone back.

"Tommy said to." She stated. Sadie was jealous yet again but she was getting use to how tommy felt for jude. She nodded silently and made her way upstairs. Jude walked over to the couch slowly, once again, and fell into the softness.

Victoria sat hunched over on the ground, she stared at her hands that were shaking uncontrollably.

Jude didn't feel the least bit guilty about how she was treating her mom, why should she? she believed some guy she had just met over her. A few minutes passed and the doorbell rang.

"Come in." Jude said as loudly as she could, it hurt her to speak too loud.

Tommy walked in, his face was ghostly white. She couldn't help but stare at him. Walking to her slowly, he ignored her mother's position on the floor.

"You ready?" He asked, pulling her up carefully.

She nodded in reassurance.

"Sadie!" He called and just a few seconds later sadie came down stairs with a few small bags. He took them from her with his free hand, his other was around jude's waist.

"Thanks. We'll be back for the rest later." Sadie opened her eyes widely. 'The rest? I thought she was only going for a couple of days..' Sadie thought to herself. Victoria still sat on the floor oblivious to what was occuring around her, she didn't object.

Tommy carried her bags in one hand and held jude securely with the other. They made it to the car and then he carefully helped her into the passengers seat before putting her stuff in the back. He got in and watched jude for a few seconds before starting the car. Jude felt his eyes on her so she turned towards him and slightly smiled.

"What?" She asked, her voice was raw again.

"I really don't know." He took a deep breath and then punched the steering wheel. She jumped, she had never seen tommy like this and it scared her.

"Tommy?"

He looked at her again and this time brought his hands to his face and leaned back into the seat, after rubbing his face his hands dropped back to the steering wheel.

"I'm sorry, Jude." He spoke from his heart.

"Don't be." She retorted.

"I said I'd never let anyone hurt you again and then-"

"I said don't be, you couldn't have done anything." She said, looking out the window and remembering lex' smirk. It disgusted her. Tommy said nothing more. They drove to his apartment in silence. Once they got there tommy grabbed jude's bags once again and then helped her out of the car, as he did before. They took the elevator to his room and he helped her inside the door.

"Home sweet home." Jude said smiling, tommy also smiled at the thought but then seen georgia eyeing him, it ruined the moment.

"Home?" Georgia asked, getting up off the couch. Jude took her bags from tommy politely and told him she could get to the guest room by herself. He quickly told her to put her stuff in his room because georgia was staying in the guest room, she nodded and walked away slowly.

"Tom, what are you doing?" Georgia asked. Tommy was still trying to figure that out himself.

"I don't know what you're talking about." He stated, walking past her and into the kitchen, he opened the refidgerator door.

"She can't live with you tom, the press would have a field day." She exclaimed, following him.

He slammed the frigde door.

"What do you want me to do georgia? huh?" He asked, frustrated. Just then jude came out of tommy's room.

"Georgia, I thought you had to go to the states." She sat in tommy's recliner carefully.

"You think I would leave you at a time like this?" Sha asked, sitting on the couch. Tommy did the same but avoided jude's glare.

"Tommy, you told her?"

A/N - I know I know..not that interesting but writer's block does that to ya..I tryed tho..heh..okay well once again I'll try to make the next chapter more interesting..Review you guys, k:)