Always From Afar

"Oh Lord Rosiel!" A voice called out as she walked in side. Rosiel turned his head just to see none other but Kirie.

Kirie stood before him with a smile on her face. She looked around the room and the smile faded.

"I guess Katan's back then…" She said, disgust obvious in her voice.

Rosiel glared at her for a moment. Why did she hate Katan so much? He'd have to ask Katan later…

"Oh, Lord Rosiel!" Kirie cried flinging herself into his arms, her voice becoming almost disgustingly nice. "I came to take care of you but HE is back…" A pout covered her face. "I thought you got rid of him to be with me."

Rosiel stared at the girl who had just forced herself into his arms. He didn't want to remember kicking Katan out, he didn't want to remember the look on his face (or on hers), he didn't want to remember how he held her…

Katan

Katan was in the Laundry Room the door now closed. He didn't want her to see him, he was afraid she'd get Lord Rosiel to kick him out again…

He could hear everything that was being said from in here, everything. Luckily he couldn't be seen, or else Kirie would have insisted that he left her and 'her' Lord Rosiel alone. He could never understand why she called him that. He was both of their lords…

And if anyone was allowed to call him theirs it should be him! At least that's what Katan thought. Katan was with him longer and loved him more. No matter what Kirie said, she couldn't love Lord Rosiel more then Katan. It just wasn't possible.

Rosiel and Kirie (cough hate her cough)

Kirie stayed in her lord's arms saying nothing. Mostly because he was saying nothing. It was one of those few times he was deep in thought and ignored the world around him. Maybe just maybe she could give him a little something to snap out of this...

Rosiel was thinking of what he did to Katan, and what he could do to make it up to him when he felt Kirie shift in his arms. He didn't pay much mind to it until he felt her lips brush his own.

It was the first time anyone had kissed him. Normally he was the one giving out the kisses. But this kiss… it was different, it felt so…

Katan

Katan stared at them through the hole in the door. It had just magically appeared when there was silence though out the room. He thought for a moment that maybe Kirie was gone but, unfortunately she wasn't.

She was there. In Lord Rosiel's arms. Her expression seemed like she was plotting something but he wasn't sure what, at least not at the moment.

Katan looked upon Lord Rosiel's perfect face and had to stop himself from sighing. Katan never lied to his Lord. He was the most beautiful of all the angels; Katan wondered why Lord Rosiel always asked him that question. Of course he thought he was beautiful. Who didn't?

It was obvious to Katan that his Lord was deep in thought. It was rare for him. Usually he knew what he was going to do before anything else happened; it was as though he knew what was going to happen.

That or he was too busy being emotional. You know emotional for Lord Rosiel. Sometimes crying, sometimes laughing like a madman. You never knew which it would be until it happened.

His Lord looked beautiful as he had said before. Katan was attempting to burn the image into his mind. He was sure his Lord would never let him see him like that again. He probably wouldn't be letting him see it now, if he knew he was there anyway.

That's when IT happened.

Katan's eyes got big as he saw Kirie go in for the kiss. As her lips pressed against Lord Rosiel's Katan felt his heart shattering. It may have been a short kiss to the rest of the world, but to Katan it was dragged out.

He wanted it to end, but that as well as his Lords 'serious' face was burned into his mind.

Katan felt it happening again. He felt the tears welling up in his eyes, trying to burn their way through his eye lids onto his face. He hated this, he hated her. He couldn't cry, not with them in the next room. If nothing else he couldn't let them hear him.

Why Lord Rosiel? Why choose her over me? Katan's mind questioned over and over, as the scene replayed itself for him. He was going to need to go to the park again soon…

Rosiel and Kirie (cough stupid Kirie cough)

Rosiel's eyes got big afterward. Kirie was looking at him with a light blush along her face. He was amazed she had been this bold. Amazed, not impressed. Rosiel threw her out of her arms.

Her kiss was just… a kiss. It meant nothing to him. Most kisses meant nothing to him, but he could remember every kiss he had ever given Katan. He could remember none that he had given Kirie. None but the one she gave him.

Kirie wasn't that horrible. Neither was her kiss. It wasn't actually that bad of a kiss. The only problem with it was…

It was from her… not from him. There were only two kisses Rosiel really wanted. One from his sister, but most of all one from Katan.

He had never gotten any kind of reaction from Katan unless he ordered it from him. It made Rosiel wonder if Katan even liked him.

Of course he likes you… he calls you beautiful everyday… he has always told you, you are beautiful but Kirie never has. Rosiel thought to himself.

As Rosiel's mind wondered he forgot about the angel before him. Kirie wasn't used to being ignored by her Lord. Especially not after kissing him. She normally would have never been so bold, but this time it just seemed right…

Kirie smiled at the fact he hadn't pushed her away. That meant he didn't mind the kiss. So this time maybe she could try say… a longer one. Kirie looked at her Lord and brought her lips to his in a passionate kiss.

For a moment Rosiel didn't know what was going on, until it hit him. Kirie was kissing him, again. This time it didn't last for a couple seconds. This time he could feel her trying to force a reaction in him.

Kirie smiled as she felt her Lord beginning moving. Maybe he's going to finally kiss me back… Kirie thought to herself with a smile.

Katan

Katan watched them, a horrified look appearing on his face as Kirie kissed him again. This time it had so much passion in it, it almost made Katan sick. He didn't want to watch this, but he was afraid that if he turned his back he would never see his Lord Rosiel again. And that was the worst punishment he could ever ask for.

Katan watched them; the familiar feel of water slipping down his face told him what he already knew. He was in love with his Lord, and watching this was like stabbing himself with a dagger…

Katan watched waiting for Rosiel to react. He couldn't tell if Rosiel was returning her kiss. Perhaps he wouldn't…

Rosiel & Kirie

Instead Rosiel pushed her off of him. He wanted nothing to do with her at this point. Taking his hand up he slapped Kirie with more force then he had ever used on her. The extra force and surprise of it all forced Kirie to the ground, her eyes showed she was surprised and shocked.

"Never kiss me without my permission again." Rosiel told her, his tone cold and uncaring.

"But—Lord Rosiel!" Kirie cried, her hand coming up to the reddening cheek.

"Leave." Rosiel told her, his tone showed no emotion.

"But--- but my Lord…" Kirie said now frantic, she knew he was very unhappy with her at this point.

"Leave." Rosiel said again, this time his tone threatening.

Kirie shook. This wasn't suppose to happen… Kirie thought to herself, tears falling down her checks.

"Yes my Lord." She said the words coming out pained and sounded like she was choked (sp?).

Kirie pulled her self to her feet. Her body trembling as she did so. Shaking, she bowed to Rosiel and began walking away her shoulders shaking with silent sobs. Kirie walked to the front door and, taking one last look at Rosiel, walked out.

Katan

Katan stared for what seemed like years. He had never expected something like that to happen, not in a million years. The question 'why' running through his mind over and over. Rosiel had treated her so coldly, after all that time convincing her he loved her, why would he do that?

Katan's tears had stopped falling during the… fight, if you could even call it that. Instead of sadness, his face was covered with amazement and surprise. He didn't think Lord Rosiel could even be that cold to someone. He was never like that with him.

Katan bowed his head and came out of the closet he had felt trapped in only a moment ago. Rosiel turned and looked at him and stared. Rosiel hadn't known he was that close to him.

Katan felt as though Rosiel's eyes burned through him. He felt like Rosiel could see everything. All of his thoughts, his dreams, his… wishes.

"Katan…" Rosiel started.

"Yes Lord Rosiel." Katan said with a bow.

Instead of finishing Rosiel walked up to Katan and kissed him.

Katan felt himself go ridged for a moment. It took only a few seconds for Katan to have his body under his control and force it not to react. It wasn't that he didn't want to… it was just...

Lord Rosiel was too good for him. There he had finally admitted to himself. His Lord deserved everything, and Katan could give him nothing.

Rosiel ended the kiss and looked at Katan. "Kiss me." Rosiel told Katan.

Well I guess 'told' isn't the right word of it. More like ordered. So Katan being the faithful follower mumbled, "Yes Lord Rosiel." Before pressing his lips against his Lord. Reacting only because he was told to… at least that's what he tried to tell himself.

End Chapter 3

Preview for Chapter 4: Rosiel attempts to make Katan react to him, and Katan's doing everything in his power NOT to react. Will Katan finally kiss his Lord Rosiel? And will Kirie be able to stay away, or is a plan already forming in her mind?

Hey everyone! Sorry this chapter took… forever to come out. I know, I know, I'm such a loser… But I have a good reason! Not really actually. School started like 2 weeks ago, and it's my first year of High School so… yeah, I was kind busy getting used to it.

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