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Chapter 21 - Would I regret?

He stopped before reaching the button and broke away from the kiss. Jude looked down at where his hand was.

"Jude.." He started.

She looked up at him and her eyes were shining as if she were about to cry.

"Yeah?" Her voice was so faint that he could barely hear her.

"We don't have to do this." He assured. She looked back down and grabbed one of his hands.

"I know tommy..I want to."

He was concerned and wasn't sure she was ready for this but she wrapped her arms around him and pulled him back into the kiss. He wanted to resist but it was jude and he had to admit he did want to be with her. Jude pulled him on top of her and he wouldn't be able to contain himself for much longer. He broke away again and tried to catch his breath.

"Jude..seriously, I don't want you to do something you'll regret." Jude, also trying to catch her breath, was now shaking but it wasn't noticable. She tried to push away the feeling, keeping her eyes on tommy's.

"Tommy, I want this." She assured, starting to pull up his shirt. He looked down at her hands and watched her attempt to pull the shirt off. Without thinking about it anymore he took it off himself and then took her mouth into his, eagerly. The kiss immediately got as intense as before and his hands wandered back to her pants. This time he wasn't hessitant to unbutton them. She felt the pants loosen around her hips and fear began to kick in but she wasn't about to show it.

He left her pants unbuttoned and his hands went to the inside of her shirt. His fingers brushed her stomach again and it made her shiver even worse but she hid her emotions well and tommy didn't notice. He only broke away from the kiss once to get her shirt over her head. After doing this his eyes met her's and he finally noticed her trembling beneath him and the pain in her eyes. He pulled away from her and began to back up on the bed but she grabbed his hand and pulled him back to her.

"What are you doing?" She asked, unsteadily.

"I shouldn't have started anything. You aren't ready and I don't want to push you into anything." He tried to keep his eyes averted because of her being topless. She had to be uncomfortable around him, being in just a bra and all.

"Stop tommy. I told you I want this." She squeezed his hand.

"You're shaking jude," His voice quivered. She had never heard his voice crack before..

"I want to be with you, but I don't want you to be scared of me, you should never be scared of me." He turned to look at her.

"Ever."

"Tommy, I do want to be with you, okay? stop being like this." Her voice quivered and her hands started to shake more vigorously. She pulled him on top of her again but tommy pushed her away, gently.

"Jude, stop." He got off the bed and pulled his shirt back on.

Jude sat staring down at her legs, they layed limp on the bed. She was still shirtless but she didn't care, she hadn't even noticed. A tear strolled down her cheek.

"Why don't you want to be with me tommy? is it because he was with me first? is that it?" She didn't look up once. She didn't want to see his face. He couldn't even respond to that.

"Is it because you wouldn't be my first? is that it tommy?"

He had to say something.

"Jude that is crazy, you know that is not it!" He paced along the side of the bed.

"Then what tommy? am I not good enough?" She finally looked up at him.

"Jude. You were shaking! you're scared."

She looked away from him and allowed another tear to fall.

"See, you are still shaking!" He grabbed her hand and pulled her close to him into a tight embrace. She started to sob into his shoulder and he just held her in a comforting way.

"We don't have to do anything." He whispered into her hair and she cried even worse. Tommy was too good for her. He was always so sweet and understanding and here she was acting like he was the bad guy. She felt horrible about everything she had put him through.

"I'm so sorry tommy." She choked into his shoulder.

"Shh." He managed to brush her hair out of her face, without moving her, and kiss her cheek lightly.

"We've got all the time in the world." He promised. She laughed out of happiness but the tears continued to fall. She pulled away from him and kissed him passionately.

"I love you tommy."

"You have no idea." He said and then kissed her once again, lightly before pulling her back into a hug.

"All the time in the world.." He repeated, smiling.

A/N - Teary-eyed Alright..well..thanks once again and send me one final review! oh god..I am gonna cry...lol bye byez ya'll!