Leave Me Alone

Ned's Pov

So me and Moze are friends but I still have no clue on how to tell her I'm in love with her.And if I do I would honestly tell her.All I've got is the sending her sappy love letters and I can't do that beacause she would think it's Loomer sending her them.A loss for me a gain for him.Do you realize how much me falling for Moze sucks right now?It just plain and simple sucks.Hey was to know I was bound to fall in love with her eventually.What can you do when life thorws you that one little cruve you may never be able to defeat?Nothing you accept life the way it is.And I still have to fill out that year book thing.Everyone has their own page.Aphlabectially order.It is the stupidest thing I have ever seen in my fourteen years of existance.Moze's brithday is in two weeks.Maybe this could work out to my advantage.We get the yearbook in two weeks.On to the yearbook.My doom.

Name:Ned Bingy

Born:14

Age:June-17-1991

Grade:9

Eye Colour:Blue

Hair colour:Brown

Favourite Animal:Bobcat

Favourite Movie:None

Favourite Bands :Dashboard Confessional,Switchfoot or Panic! at the disco.

Best Friend:Jennifer Mosely

2nd Best Friend:Simon Neslon Cook

Now that's down let get down to how in the world am I supossed to tell Moze I'm in love with her.How?Now there are supposed to be three or four ways I think.They are:

1.You hope they realize your in love with them

2.You send them love letters.

3.You tell them.

4.They maybe in love with you and too scared to tell you and you end up telling them.

Now which one?God damn it she knows what's wrong.I could tell her but what if she doesn't feel the same way or she doesn't know.Oh my god I am crazy.Maybe this is all just a bad bad bad nightmare where I think I'm in love with Moze.I'll pinch myself.That should tell me.

"Ow."I say starting to hurt even wrose than I feel.

I just wanted to die right then and there.

The truth was out there.I was in love with Moze.She was my best friend for years.What the hell was I supposed to do?The only thing I could think of doing was to write those stupid love letters.

Here it goes.All or nothing.

A tip don't use your own hand writing.Use a computer.

Dear Jennifer

Okay I'm new to this love thing.I know the felling.I'm watching my parents fight almost everyday,my brother is in love with his best friend so he has more advice on this and it is to tell you straight out that I'm in love with you.And it's true I am in love with you and I'm not freakin' about like I always thought I Would.Sorry this isn't more romantic but..I am normally a really sweet crazy guy as you have said the crazy part to me so many times.Now your my best friend,you know more about me than anyone esle even my mom and she has admited more than once.Now if you get a songlist with these songs you should know who I am.

1.Teddy Geiger-For you I will(Confindince)

2.Nickleback-far away

3.Blink 182-All the small things

4.Sivlerstien-Discovering The Waterfront

5.Taking back sunday-Makedamnsure

6.Simple Plan-I'll meet you there

7.Artcic Monkeys-I bet you look good on the dancefloor

8.gob-Oh Eilen

9.Switchfoot-Dare you to move

10.Switchfoot-Meant to live

11.Switchfoot-Stars

12.Switchfoot-Tonight we are one

13.Yellowcard-Only One

14.Yellowcard-Ocean Avenue

15.Bowling for soup-Almost

16.Bowling for soupo-1985

17.Edwin Mc cain-I'll be

Now I know this sounds like something Loomer would listen to but this is light rock not heavy like his.Oh by the way you will find out who I am.

-Yours trruly Secert adirmer

I slept on it and she'll get it.I printed it.

God this is pathecic.

I can't even tell her I'm good at the gutair better than Loomer too.Even he says it.But I'll tell her that later.Okay maybe at school.

What to wear?Blue jeans, White t-shirt and a blue checkered shirt underneath.Baby blue t-shirt.And blue all star shoes.She is a sucker for blue.

And plus blue is my favourite colour.

Come to think of it she did help me out with the clothing thing.She aslo took down Missy too.She had to hold me from hurting Missy.I did pretend to date her to keep her from Jake Goldman who broke her heart and I wanted to kill him for that.Okay I never did mind do anything form protecting her or her heart.I really do like her alot more than a friend.I mean think if I think about I always hated the scorn of guys she dated.I tried to like them.I couldn't,it felt like they were taking her away for me and well they were.

Enter her combation and leave.That was the plan but she was there.The downfall.The time for truth or be a little chicken shit.Let's chicken out for now.

"Moze what's up?"I asked with a smile.

"Nothing.You?"She asked with this confused look on her face.

"Nothing but I-maybe over Suzie".I say saying a little bit of the truth.A white lie never hurt anyone.

"Really?"She asked.

"Yup".I said heading towards Cookie's locker.

"Cookie".I say as I see him.

"Guys you were uh heh heh the winners of best friends.And you have to take pictures.And you got nomited for cutest best friends".He said unsure of himself.

"Cutest Best Friends?"Moze asked in disblief.

"Yeah".He said.

"Your joking?"I asked him sadly.

"No".He said

"There's a category?"We asked.

"Martin thought of it".He said.

"Martin?"We asked.

"Yeah?'Martin asked.

"There's a category called Cutest Best Friends?"Moze asked angerily.

"This year there is.And it's not called cutest best friends.It's life long best friends guys.Oh do you have a picture of you two when you were babies?"He asked.

"No-actually I do".I said thinking on it.

I made sure there was three copies of it for me,Moze,and Cookie.We were only three and well just me and Moze.It's really sweet.Crazy that I made sure Cookie had a copy for himself though.

"Okay do you have it on you?"He asked.

"No".I say.

"Okay see you in study hall than".He said leaving to go see Cocanut Head.

"See ya at lunch?"Moze asked.

"Yeah".I say heading off to homeroom which I shared with Moze.

I just wanted to be left alone.

Moze's Pov

Ned been acting weird for the last couple days.Why?Maybe because I know about his parents or something esle.What?Anyways..I have to think of a way to break up with Jake.Nicely too.Weird.I compare every guy I date to Ned.I can't help it though.He is my best friend after all.Let's describe Ned.

Ned is loyal,nice,sweet,gengourous,smart,cool guy to hang around with,and the prefect guy to date.And I didn't think that last one.

Yeah there's a little teeny tiny possibilitly I could be into Ned.As in like 'like'.I know I like him alot and I do care about him alot too.Oh my god I think I'm falling in love with Ned Bingy.No he is my best friend and dating could ruin our friendship.

A note flutters onto my desk.

'Jen quit thinking about Ned.You are in love with him'Suzie.

'How would you know?'I scribble quickly.

"Cause you never wore that look with any other guy'She wrote.

'Am not'I wrote.

'You stick to your chilish bullshit Jen but you are and you can't lie to yourself forever.I voted for you two for a reason.Be pretty cool if you dif date him.'

'yes I can'.

'Just ADMIT IT'

'I CAN'T.'

'Y?'

'I've tried'.

'o'

Do you have number 26?I asked wanting to change the subject off Ned quickly.

So what if she's right.That doesn't mean anything.I''ve been dying it since about grade five.Okay so there's a dance coming up.

I make my way to my locker slowly trying to process and slow down my thoughts of Ned.

I enter my combation as Ned walks by with the nod of his head.He'll get me something.

A letter pops out.

"Why me?"I ask miserably as I sit down.

"What happened?"Ned asked.

"Another love letter from Loomer".I said.

"Are you sure it's Loomer?"He asked.

I gave him the letter.

There was no shock written on his face.It was more like amusement.

"Do you know anything?"I asked him.

"If I did I would tell you but I don't.But didn't Loomer handwrite last time?"He asked.

I nod my head.

Leave. Me. Alone.How hard is that to understand?Ask Erin.My stepmother.The pain in the neck!LEAVE ME ALONE!I shout that eight times a day.

Cookie's Pov

Who says you can't tell when your best friends have very emphaize on very mutual feelings for each other but are too stupid to admit.Oh wait that would a be a me.Oh yeah Ned and Moze shall be an item with help from me Simon Neslon Cook aslo known as Cookie the Cybrog.Yeah I really got fill out that form.

Name:Simon Neslon Cook(Coookie)

Age:14

Born:August-3rd-1991

Eye Colour:Black

Hair Colour:Black

Favourite Animal:Moutian Loin

Favourite Movie:None

Favourite Band(s):Artcic Monkeys

Best Friend:Ned Bingy

2nd Best Friend:Jennifer Mosely

There done.Now how to set up Ned and Moze without them knowing.

"Idea".I say out loud by my locker.

They just look at me.

There's that dance I or someone esle dares Ned to ask Moze to the dance as a date for them.

"Forgot it".I lie.

They shurg it off.

I can't do that to them can I?

I just wanna be left alone to think.

So what do you think.It okay so far?Should I contuine with it?Running on orange juice:.Anywayz you probally know what the next two chapters are about.U do rite?Not to hard.I g2g.Bye bye.See ya later.

PS:Ned likes like my friend Matt with brown hair instead of blonde.They're still hot:):D NExt!

BYE BYE BYE:(:)U tell me?New saying.JK