Rating: K+
Summary: I can't play tennis anymore, So I quit...Why? That's simple, there is nothing left for me. Ryoma stopped playing tennis. why? Some angst and death(no regulars). Will Ryoma get his will to play tennis back?
Pairings: FujiRyo, one sided TezRyo(Teuzka's side), onesided KawaFuji, OishiEiji
Listening: Plumb - Damage
Notes: I forgot to do this with the other chapter but I will do it now
'When they think.'
"When they speak."
singing
And everybody is a little out of character or that is what I think

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When there is Nothing left for you - part 7

It took Ryoma and Miyako a while to reach his house, because Ryoma had thought up that he needed snacks for the weekend. When at his house, Ryoma and Miyako talked for a bit, not much, because Ryoma isn't that talketive. When suddenly the doorbell rang, Ryoma almost jumped up. Miyako noticed it and would almost fall in laughter, but luckily she could keep her face straight. Ryoma walked up to the door and opened it. There he was, smiling like always. "Come in Fuji." Ryoma said and opened the door further. "Saa... thank you, Ryoma." Fuji walked in.
In the beginning everything was really strange, nobody knew what to say. "So Ryoma where is the piano, so we can start at our song." Miyako said smiling. "Oh yes, follow me." Ryoma said and the two followed her. In a mostly empty room there stood a beautifull black pianoforte, that was covered with a thin layer of dust. "That is a beautifull piano." Fuji said breath taken. "Yes." said Miyako who was also amazed by the piano. "Thank you, I will get a cloth so I can get the dust of the piano." said Ryoma who fast walked away. When he returned with a cloth he fast cleaned the piano so that Fuji could take place at the piano and Fuji started to play something. When he finished he said, "So Miyako do you have an idea for or song?"
"I'm sorry but I don't have anything, you?" Miyako said disapionted.
"A have a little something, but that's only the beginning of something." Fuji said
"Please play it, maybe by the time you have played it I know something." Said Miyako hopefull and got het violin out her case. Fuji started to play and by the end of the interlude Miyako joined him. Even though it was a small part they played together, Ryoma was amazed by the fact that they knew what to play. They wrote down everytime when they got a new part. Fuji and Miyako whero so caught up in there playing, that didn't saw Ryoma leave.

"I guess I will make some dinner." Said Ryoma when he heared his stomach growl. Ryoma started cooking and started humming the tune that Fuji and Miyako had been playing for a while now.

"Where is Ryoma." said Fuji while looking around in the room. "I don't know." said Miyako also looking around and than said, "You like him don't you?" Fuji wanted to stand up, but looked surprised at Miyako. "Yes I do." said Fuji truthfully and smiled sincere. "I thought so." said Miyako smiling. "How did you know?" Fuji said. "Just call it a womans intuition." said Miyako smiling and than her stomach started to growl and they started to laugh. "I think your hungry, let's find Ryoma, maybe he can do something about it." Fuji started towards the door and Miyako followed him. "Do you hear that?" said Miyako listening to the humming. "Yes and do you smell that, I think Ryoma is cooking." answered Fuji. Miyako nodded and they walked towards the kitchen.
"Dinner is almost ready." Ryoma said when he saw Miyako and Fuji.

"Aah...This was good Ryoma, I didn't know you could cook." said Fuji smiling. "Thank you." said Ryoma trying to surpress a blush comming to his cheeks. "Aah...I'm so full, Fuji is right you are a good cook." said Miyako trying to surpress a giggle because she saw Ryoma blushing. "How is the song comming by the way." said Ryoma changing the subject. "Saa...the first part is finished, but it the second part is really hard." said Fuji and Miyako nodded agreeing. "You two can sleep here if you want, maybe that you will be able to do more work." said ryoma a little shy. "Yeah, that's a good offer, but I will have to ask my parents." said Miyako smiling. "I call my parents to to let them know." said Fuji smiling.

"My parent are oke with it." said Miyako with a deep sigh. "It took some time to let them agree, didn't it?" said Fuji slightly smiling. "Yes, they where concerned that I might do crazy things with two boys under a roof." and she sighed again. "But Ryoma now you have to sing, I haven't heared you sing yet." asked Miyako looking at Ryoma. "Oke." said Ryoma and he walked towards the stereo and put a tape in it and said, "It's not my best song but it will do." said Ryoma as the music started building up. Ryoma closed his eyes and started to sing

I'm not intending to share my feelings
With them who I love or those who I hate
My days, My nights, my tears, my cares
My deepest desires I keep hidden inside me.

I've been cheated on in this life to many times
People have lied to me to much
So you don't have to expect anything from me
My deepest thoughts I don't share
with no one
with no one
with no one
with no one

Fuji had a dry throat by listening to this song. 'I want to share with you, why don't you let me in.' Miyako listened carefully to the song and was mesmerized by his voice. 'So much power, so much emotion.'

Those are things I don't want to express
Those won't come out even if I die
My deepest thought are inside me
I don't want make them in words or phrases

But sometimes I wish I could share them
To show myself and not having to play any part
And still it's better to keep things the way they were
I just don't want to talk about it
with no one
with no one
with no one
with no one
with no one
with no one
with no one
with no one

Fuji felt like he could cry any moment.

Then not sharing my life with anyone,
And people who love me, I just don't care anymore
I have drinks and food and further no wishes
I don't need anything anymore and certainly no people

Even if I have some hard days
I won't tell a soul,
No, nobody has to expect anything from me
My deepest thoughts I don't share with no one

When things came to an end Ryoma opened his eyes and he had his gaze on Fuji. 'I'm sorry Fuji for making you listen to this song. This song was never meant to be heared.'

I've been cheated on in this life to many times
People have lied to me to much
So you don't have to expect anything from me

"And what did you think of it." Ryoma asked after the song was finished. "Really sad, but your voice is beautifull." said Miyako. "Yes Miyako, I agree with you, when did you write this song?" said Fuji looking at Ryoma with his eyes open. "Some time back when I was still in America, I guess I felt that way back than." said Ryoma sad. Miyako felt the tension in the room getter bigger, she jumped up and said, "I have an idea for our song." The rest of he night the worked on the song together. At 12 o'clock Ryoma showed Miyako the room where she could sleep. Fuji shared with Ryoma one room. Fuji wanted to talk to Ryoma but was already to sleeping when Fuji returned from the bathroom.
Fuji looked at Ryoma's face, who just lay there peacefully sleeping. "I will make you mine, Ryoma." whispered Fuji into the air and then he bowed down and gave sleeping Ryoma an kiss on the cheek and went to bed himself.

The rest of the weekend and week the practiced at the songs they had to perform. Fuji and Ryoma spend a lot of time together. 'Why do I get angry when some girl is hanging all over him, it not that I like him. Ano..I do like him, but it can't in that way. No not possible, he wouldn't be with me if he knew that I liked. But I just said I didn't like him. Why do I say now that I do like him. This is really becomming confusing.' Ryoma sighed as he looked at the back of Fuji who was talking to a girl in his class. Ryoma had tried to stay away from Fuji this week but some how he was drawn to the boy. Miyako hanged out a lot with them to, but she was not such a girly girl, so he decided he could stand to be around her. Although she sometimes commented to me that I was looking a lot at Fuji and than she just smiled like didn't say anything. Girls are really strange.

On thursday Fuji and Miyako couldn't hold themselves anymore: "Please tell you have finished the song." They looked at him pleading. "No not yet, but if I did, I wouldn't tell you, it will stay a secret till the performance." said Ryoma. He had made up his mind, if he wanted to tell Fuji how he felt for him he would do it through his song. 'Fuji I like you.' It were simple words but he couldn't get it to say it out loud. Two days till the festival.

"Fuji?"
"Yes, Miyako?"
"When do you tell him?"
"I don't know if I should, I don't want to scare him away." said Fuji sad.
"What if I tell you he likes you to."
Fuji eyed her strangely, "I don't think your right."
"But what if I am, will you let him walk away?" with that Miyako walked away.

'Will I let him walk away, will I be able to let him love someone else. No I will never be able to let him go he is mine. And mine alone, I will tell him...I will tell him at the festival.'

Athors note: I know crappy ending. The song I used in this chapter is actually a dutch song I translated into English. The song is called "Niemand" that means No one in English and it's a song from Marco Borsato. The end is near, I can feel it. This chapter was rather long and the next chapter will be even longer. So I don't know if I will make that part in one chapter or if I should devide into two chapters. You will know soon enough. Please read and review, I live for your reviews(smiles)