Updating record: If you remember there was about five chapters but because I did not like them I deleted them. I also changed the title but I will not display that until the next chapter, hopefully I will remember to change it. If not it is somewhat the same I guess….

I look back at some of my earlier works and I wonder how I gotten so bad at writing. This is why I am limiting my writing, I can not bare to see no reviewers or readers.

Setting Winter

By: Sexysilver

The soft yet cold rain fell on her as she walked through the dark lamp lit street. The long coat she currently sported was wider than normal; inside it hid twins. Her arms wrapped around their shoulders' through the soak brown trench coat as she searched for shelter. Seeing no shelter, no help she continued on hoping that the children under her coat were warm. Coming to an alley with a large cardboard box that once boxed a 24-inch TV, she stopped. She placed her children inside covering their cold wet body with the trench coat and sat at the entrance. She watch them doze off with a smile on her face momentary forgetting her frozen body and her following past. They left everything behind when she saw that woman's minions approaching. She had nothing expect the cloth on her back. They traveled many miles, her stomach turning and eating itself while her children were well fed and warm.

Coming into town she hadn't realize she stumbled back to the town she abandoned many years ago until she saw the house she grew up in. She so badly wanted to run into her father and or her brother's arms and feel the safeness she felt when she was a child. She could not she knew it but her heart lunged at the thought of her father, her brother, Syaoran being so close yet so far away. She had to keep moving. Aya stirred in his sleep drawing her attention back to them, placing a hand on his forehead his tossing and turning stopped and she breathed a sigh. He still remembers she thought ruefully, how she wished she could erase his memories but she couldn't. If she did magic then she will find her and she will take her children away and she couldn't let that happen.

The noise of chatter and passing cars woke her, looking around in confusion the events from days before came flowing back. She quickly looked inside the box, relief washed over her when she saw her children still asleep. Eight years has past since she was kidnapped from this quiet town and in those five years she could have come back but she didn't she couldn't. Placing her fore head on her knee she felt the stress of these years on her body and wanted so badly to be over but as long as the clow book exist there will be people or rather things as you will after it.

"Mommy?" the little girl said sleepily sitting up and rubbing her eyes

"I'm right here honey, go back to sleep its still early" she commented pushing back the amber hair from her face, her daughter's forehead felt hot and her pulse raced. Placing a gentle hand on Aya she felt that same hotness, she felt as if she failed as a mother.

"Wake up Aya were going to the hospital" she commented shaking him awake, her son groan in protest. Picking them up she quickly ran to the hospital hoping she still knew how to get there. Breaking through the hospital door she ran to the receptionist.

"Both my children have fevers" she nearly screamed at the lady on the other side of a large semi circular desk.

"Alright here fill this out and we will be with you shortly" the light colored blond hair woman calmly stated handing her a clipboard with several papers attached.

"What? My children are sick they need attention and your making fill out paper work?" she screamed drawing every eyes to her but she did not care.

"Please be seated and a doctor will be with you shortly" the lady commented lightly. She back down she could not afford to get kicked out; her children needed medical help. Walking to the far corner she place her children in her lap softly singing to them.

"Mrs lee will see you now" a red hair young woman announced. She nodded her thanks and followed her inside the glass doors. Leading her to an empty room she told her that the doctor will be with her shortly. After a few minutes the doctor came, she was a woman around her mid twenties with long flowing dark hair and the reddest eyes she ever saw. She reminded her of her childhood friend Meling, she wondered how she was doing right now?

"Hello I'm Doctor Lee" Lee stopped and stared at her then shock her head, "what seem to be the problem?" she asked pen in hand ready to jot down any notes.

"My children they have fevers" she answered and Mrs. Lee nodded and put away her pen and placed the clipboard on the table.

"You're a new mom I should have known" she watch Mrs. Lee check her children, "they are as healthy as a horse but more on the skinny side, are you feeding them enough? I will give you something for their fever and some vitamins" Mrs. lee recommended picking up her clipboard and pen and jotting something down.

"Thank you, you are the greatest" she praised walking to her children and hugging them. Mrs. Lee came back a second later with four medicines and a bottle of vitamins.

"Here these are soft chew" Mrs. lee explain handing the tablets to her, nodding she coated her children to eat it.

"These are the vitamins, they need to eat one daily understood?" she nodded understanding. She needed a job to pay for the hospital bill and had to stay here until she could. Walking from the hospital she looked down at her children, she should enroll them in school this way someone was watching them and they were keeping out of trouble. There was still the question of housing, she could not very well stay in a box until then she needed an apartment. She still had a few dollars left that could pay for the apartment but then she would not have enough to pay for food. She could not let her children starve. She decided she would just get a room for her children and her just until she could pay for the hospital bill. Right now her children would stay in a box until she found a job to pay for a room.

I wrote this in an hour. I felt so inspired. My aunt who I visited when I was very small was so scared when I got a fever that she woke everyone and anyone for help. She said she rushed me to the doctor's house to cure the fever. She did that to all four of her children, she could not handle fevers. it makes her mind blank and her pulse race.

I hope you like it…. I know the grammar, spelling and sentence structure is bad but ignore them.

I am sorry to those who like the fourth and fifth chapter but I did not like it, it did not sit well with me.

Thank you to my readers that are still there and a special thanks to aerococount, bLacK-AngEL465, elysianwinter, fictionrose, and setphie23.

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