DISCLAIMER: Sorry if this is gettin' too weird guys! It will improve! I
promise! Just stick with me please! Oh, and same disclaimer as usual!!!
Ax's POV
We were all stunned. Not knowing what to say or do.
I felt sick in my hearts. Like death was coming.
But no...I slowly began to realize. Death would never come. And I could not cut off my own head, unless someone helped me. And my friends never would.
I was doomed to eternal life.
How ironic it seemed! I had just learned I would live forever. But I felt there was nothing to celebrate.
I searched inside myself. The One...could he hear my thoughts?
I asked the Ellimist. The One snickered at my obvious paranoia.
(No Aximili. He is not a Yeerk.)
(You said Ax was his host!) Tobias yelled in thoughtspeak again.
(Aximili will have the upper hand as of control-)
(NOOOOOO!) The One screamed in my thoughtspeak, seizing control for a few seconds, until I fought him down.
(What was that then?!) Tobias screamed at the Ellimist.
(The One will be capable of seizing momentary control, when Aximili is not paying attention, or preoccupied. The One will never be capable of seizing control of more than one aspect of Aximili at a time. For example, thoughtspeak, Aximili's tail blade, Aximili's face, and so on.)
The One was comforted at that. Quite pleased. He forced my eyes into a smug smile. I fought him down again.
(I will gain control Aximili.) He snickered. (You will be uncapable of stopping me.) He was speaking to me privately in my own head. I shuddered.
(Yes.) He continued. (When you least expect it, I will.)
I felt myself breaking down inside. No. This could not be it. This could not be how my life...my existence...would go. Not like this. Not forever...surely...
(One more thing.) The Ellimist said, as he turned to leave and disappear into the wall of the ship again.
(What?) Tobias snapped.
The Ellimist looked at me, his eyes full of pity. He looked into my eyes.
(Aximili will be able to temporarily escape the One. Through morphing.)
Tobias cursed. (Oh, yeah, that's great! Two hours!)
"He could stay in morph!" Marco said brightly.
I felt a tiny, weak strain of hope. My hearts were full. Then the Ellimist shattered it.
(No. If Aximili stays in another body, the One will follow. I'm sorry. There is no way out of this agreement.)
Marco cursed and grabbed a bowl off the table. He slammed it onto the floor where it smashed in thousands of pieces. It caused Jean to jump and let out a small cry. Her eyes were already full of tears, and red.
Tobias was staring at the floor.
Prince Jake's eyes were shut tightly.
The Ellimist looked sorrowfully into my eyes one last time. (I'm sorry.) Then he said privately.
(You chose.)
And he left me alone, to suffer my choice.
I had chosen. I just hadn't realized what I was getting into.
***
Okay, Waaaaaaay sorry if that seemed like too far fetched, but I just had to have some explanation as to Axie poo's condition! And yes, the Ellimist did let Ax choose, when the ships collided. (But you'll see later!)
I'm sorry I haven't really delivered on the whole 'love story part'. I feel like I've just majorly side tracked into the Twilight Zone of Animorphs, but I couldn't really see any other way of Ax being rescued or saved from the One, and I didn't like the idea of him dying. Ax is like my fave character besides Tobias (They're both so cute! It must run in the family! Elfangor was cute too!He never should have died!) and I could never resign myself to writing about Ax being 'doomed' or him dying. It would be too painful.
Though I didn't really bank on the whole 'next to immortality' thing. That kinda just popped into my head. Oh well...kinda late for the whole maybe-I- shouldn't-have-written-that thing now...
This has kind of turned into a story about Ax too, but I will mainly stick to Tobias's and L'Aini's points of view, maybe reverting temporarily to Ax, every now and then. Though I do like the idea of a long lasting Energizer Ax. Hmm... kinda gives me a whole other idea for a series...
Anyway. I felt that I had to explain how Ax survived. I didn't want to have poor Axie poo sitting around with the One in his head and no explanation of how he got there for several chapters, while I elaborated on Tobias's coming relationship and went into gushy details. I simply could never just ignore Ax's plight. Even for just one little chapter! I meant to make it as "realistic" as possible, and I thought the Ellimist being involved would be a perfectly (in the Animorph sense) "normal" way to explain it.
Boyyy, was I wrong...
But I'm jabbering now, and beginning to feel like that little old white haired guy in the middle of the Matrix that Neo talks to in the Matrix Reloaded (2) (Such a cool movie by the way, though I thought the first was way better. I couldn't understand half of what that little white haired guy was saying after a while! Way too complicated for my simple little ADHD brain...) ; )
Well, I will write more, my dear readers!
Love yaz! Now go and review please!!!
-Birdie num num
P.S. Besides, I've noticed alot of you use the Ellimist to explain stuff in your own fanfics, so be ye not quick to judge!!! Lest ye be judged yourselves!!! Man, it could almost be a key to writing Animorph fanfics; when in doubt, use the Ellimist.
Or Crayak. Drode. All of them, really...
Ax's POV
We were all stunned. Not knowing what to say or do.
I felt sick in my hearts. Like death was coming.
But no...I slowly began to realize. Death would never come. And I could not cut off my own head, unless someone helped me. And my friends never would.
I was doomed to eternal life.
How ironic it seemed! I had just learned I would live forever. But I felt there was nothing to celebrate.
I searched inside myself. The One...could he hear my thoughts?
I asked the Ellimist. The One snickered at my obvious paranoia.
(No Aximili. He is not a Yeerk.)
(You said Ax was his host!) Tobias yelled in thoughtspeak again.
(Aximili will have the upper hand as of control-)
(NOOOOOO!) The One screamed in my thoughtspeak, seizing control for a few seconds, until I fought him down.
(What was that then?!) Tobias screamed at the Ellimist.
(The One will be capable of seizing momentary control, when Aximili is not paying attention, or preoccupied. The One will never be capable of seizing control of more than one aspect of Aximili at a time. For example, thoughtspeak, Aximili's tail blade, Aximili's face, and so on.)
The One was comforted at that. Quite pleased. He forced my eyes into a smug smile. I fought him down again.
(I will gain control Aximili.) He snickered. (You will be uncapable of stopping me.) He was speaking to me privately in my own head. I shuddered.
(Yes.) He continued. (When you least expect it, I will.)
I felt myself breaking down inside. No. This could not be it. This could not be how my life...my existence...would go. Not like this. Not forever...surely...
(One more thing.) The Ellimist said, as he turned to leave and disappear into the wall of the ship again.
(What?) Tobias snapped.
The Ellimist looked at me, his eyes full of pity. He looked into my eyes.
(Aximili will be able to temporarily escape the One. Through morphing.)
Tobias cursed. (Oh, yeah, that's great! Two hours!)
"He could stay in morph!" Marco said brightly.
I felt a tiny, weak strain of hope. My hearts were full. Then the Ellimist shattered it.
(No. If Aximili stays in another body, the One will follow. I'm sorry. There is no way out of this agreement.)
Marco cursed and grabbed a bowl off the table. He slammed it onto the floor where it smashed in thousands of pieces. It caused Jean to jump and let out a small cry. Her eyes were already full of tears, and red.
Tobias was staring at the floor.
Prince Jake's eyes were shut tightly.
The Ellimist looked sorrowfully into my eyes one last time. (I'm sorry.) Then he said privately.
(You chose.)
And he left me alone, to suffer my choice.
I had chosen. I just hadn't realized what I was getting into.
***
Okay, Waaaaaaay sorry if that seemed like too far fetched, but I just had to have some explanation as to Axie poo's condition! And yes, the Ellimist did let Ax choose, when the ships collided. (But you'll see later!)
I'm sorry I haven't really delivered on the whole 'love story part'. I feel like I've just majorly side tracked into the Twilight Zone of Animorphs, but I couldn't really see any other way of Ax being rescued or saved from the One, and I didn't like the idea of him dying. Ax is like my fave character besides Tobias (They're both so cute! It must run in the family! Elfangor was cute too!He never should have died!) and I could never resign myself to writing about Ax being 'doomed' or him dying. It would be too painful.
Though I didn't really bank on the whole 'next to immortality' thing. That kinda just popped into my head. Oh well...kinda late for the whole maybe-I- shouldn't-have-written-that thing now...
This has kind of turned into a story about Ax too, but I will mainly stick to Tobias's and L'Aini's points of view, maybe reverting temporarily to Ax, every now and then. Though I do like the idea of a long lasting Energizer Ax. Hmm... kinda gives me a whole other idea for a series...
Anyway. I felt that I had to explain how Ax survived. I didn't want to have poor Axie poo sitting around with the One in his head and no explanation of how he got there for several chapters, while I elaborated on Tobias's coming relationship and went into gushy details. I simply could never just ignore Ax's plight. Even for just one little chapter! I meant to make it as "realistic" as possible, and I thought the Ellimist being involved would be a perfectly (in the Animorph sense) "normal" way to explain it.
Boyyy, was I wrong...
But I'm jabbering now, and beginning to feel like that little old white haired guy in the middle of the Matrix that Neo talks to in the Matrix Reloaded (2) (Such a cool movie by the way, though I thought the first was way better. I couldn't understand half of what that little white haired guy was saying after a while! Way too complicated for my simple little ADHD brain...) ; )
Well, I will write more, my dear readers!
Love yaz! Now go and review please!!!
-Birdie num num
P.S. Besides, I've noticed alot of you use the Ellimist to explain stuff in your own fanfics, so be ye not quick to judge!!! Lest ye be judged yourselves!!! Man, it could almost be a key to writing Animorph fanfics; when in doubt, use the Ellimist.
Or Crayak. Drode. All of them, really...