Author's Note: I know I said I would update sooner but my pet Rabbit died and I was a little messed up about it! I've written the last chapter – I'm thinking there may be a possibility for a sequel? Depends on demand and how creative I'm feeling.
This chapter is the reason why this story is rated M, this is why I'm giving you a WARNING! I seriously don't want to get in trouble for this chapter! Slash, slash and more slash, through out this chapter seriously don't read it if you don't like!
Silver and gold
Chapter 5
Re and me have been together five days and those five days have been the happiest of my life, he completes me, I love him, I haven't told him yet but I do and that's all that matters. I sent an owl to James the morning after me and Re got together, I asked him in a not very nice manner if he knew that I was the one that Remus was in love with? To which he answered yes! James is a total monkey balls twat sometimes, I'm allowed to say this being his best friend and all! Any way, in the five days we have been a couple we've been inseparable, I love his warmth, I can't bare to be without him, he is the other half of me, he makes me whole. We haven't taken out relationship any further than kissing, it's good not to rush things for once and I want to show Moony I'm serious about him. I look over at my clock it's 12.33, we went to bed half an hour ago, re's nearly asleep next to me and I'm watching him sleep, its not weird I love him!
"Remmy" I say quietly to the nearly slumbering boy next to me, he snuggled his nose into my neck making me tremble with anticipation
"Paddy" he whispers, his breath brushing my ear, my heat is starting to pound in my chest
"You know I love you don't you Re?" I ask him slightly unsure of myself, his lips brush my pulse point, before raising his head so that his golden eyes could meet mine
"No I didn't" he says smile playing on his plush lips "but I do now" he leans into me and kisses my lips, pleasure goes down my spine and straight to my groin as he sweeps his tongue against my lips. Remus climbs on top of me straddling me hips pushing down into me I groan into the heated kiss my erection growing. I lift my hips up against Remus' desperate to realise some of the built up tension, our kiss broke abruptly the need for air to grate
"Sirius" he whispers on my lips he golden eyes shining into mine through the darkness "I want you" he breathes, "I've always wanted you" my love confesses. He pecks his lips to mine, he's panting slightly "Be my love, my lover, my forever" he beautiful Amber eyes are sparkling like liquid honey in the half moon light, he blushed slightly closing his eyes for a moment to let his eye lashes rest on his cheek before opening his eyes and taking my breath away, he's so gorgeous.
"Forever" I whisper to his lips before crushing them together I bury my hand in his soft hair, his head resting each side of my head as he leans into me.
"Take me …" he whimpers before nipping on my bottom lip, I groan, Remmy has stopped moving above me, I snatch his lip again and roll us over, pushing my love down into the bed he moans into the kiss and pulls back. I can feel his panting breath against my now sensitive lips, his eyes are rolling back in his head slightly and I'm smiling like a manic, my smile softens
"Are you sure?" he nods, I look down at his body he is wearing so little but its still to much, a baggy tea shirt and a pear of boxers are all that is in my way, I gently take a grasp onto the bottom of his tee shirt and pull it upwards and giggle as his gets stuck on his head. I kiss his neck and hook my thumbs into the waistband of his boxers his erection springing free as he thrashes around on the bed beneath me, obviously desperate for some form of release … it would be mean to leave him so desperate and needy! I kiss his neck sucking on his pulse point, his legs wrap around my waist as I run my hands up and down his legs, Remus' hands are in my hair drifting towards my neck and playing with the sensitive hairs he found there. His hand glided down my back, and loved the feeling of him touching my bare flesh, mesmerised by his hands on my body I only notice his hands have moved to my arse when he squeezes gently causing me to buck forwards. I moan against his neck, I looked down taking notice of his scarred body for the first time, even though the prefect canvas of his body was littered with imperfections it was beautiful and perfectly Remmy to me. I move down his body, kissing him above his belly button before licking a circle slowly around the button before dipping my tongue in then draping my tongue slowly downwards, I love the feel of Remus' soft fine pubic hair on my tongue, I'm glad that James and Pete are home for Christmas, I don't think they would have appreciated hearing Remus' moans! I pull back and come face to … um … face with Remus' painful looking erection
"Sirius please" he begs prettily, his eyes are closed and his straight soft honey blond hair is spread out on my pillow, his legs are spread with my head in between them, umm where did my boxers go? Cheeky little barstard!
"What do you want?" his eyes flutter open and his eyes lock with my own, his pupils are dilated with ecstasy
"Everything your willing to give me" well I can't do nothing now he'll think I don't want him and I really do want him!
"Wait there a sec" wand I need my wand, I spotted it sticking out of the trousers I had been wearing that dad, which I had tossed on the floor before getting into bed earlier, snatching my wand I hurry back to bed, Remus is watching me
"Why do you need that?" he asks looking puzzled at my actions, I put my finger to his lips and my lips to his erection, he moans softly as I lick the tip and guide it into my mouth, I suck on him lightly dragging my tongue on the under side of his erection as I bobbed my head up and down, his hips were thrusting upwards into my mouth, I used my hands to pin his hips to the bed before I stared to deep throat him. Bring my hand to join my work on Remus' erection, I massage the base, hollowing my cheeks I suck a little harder bobbing at an infuriatingly slow pace, as Remus moans under me. I take my wand and imbed the tip in Remus' entrance, I feel him stiffen, drawing back from him I whisper
"Shhh relax baby" its all well and good saying this when you not the one with a bit of wood up your arse, but I do need him to relax "lubearcus" I mutter, I had done some research into the charms we would need, Remus moaned as slick cool liquid lined his enterence, I with drew my wand pointed it at my own erection and said the charm again before tossing it to the floor. I begging to suck on Remus' erection again, feeling the tip brush the back of my throat as I insert a finger into Remus' tight opening, I didn't insert it all the way. Remus soon become impatient trusting back against my finger, I insert the rest searching for something, I reached deeper brushing over a bundle of nerves Remus' moaned begging incoherently thrusting and thrashing violently on the bed while I maintain my sucking. I don't want Re to come too soon but I need to keep him relaxed or this is going to hurt! I draw my finger out a little before inserting it again this time joined by another, this time I avoided his prostate, concentrating on his preparation rather than pleasure. I thrust my fingers in and out of him my own arousal driving me to the point of insanity, I start to rub myself against the bed to rid myself of some of the built up tension, thanking myself for not rushing this with him, I have to make this good for Moony. I with draw my fingers from him and he moans in protest I move up is body and hook is knees over my shoulders, my eyes lock with his "Re this might hurt … I'll stop at any point you want me to" he smirks and pulls me to him locking me in a passionate kiss we part and breathe deeply before I thrust into him, his eyes are wide, I kiss and lick his neck trying to get him to relax and release some of the unbearable tightness "Shhh Re, its ok come one baby" why have I taken to calling him baby? Maybe I subconsciously think it's relaxing? God its painful staying still when you're this aroused and in the person you love. He starts to relax as I whisper to him, he shifts under me but in the position, which I have him in, it's quite difficult
"Siri move…God I can't stand it" he said he's panting and we've barely started yet I guess I have been teasing him a little, I thrust forwards imbedding my self completely we're both moaning, I can feel my orgasm begging to build, I aim all of my thrusts as the spot I found earlier Re is trashing below me I could come just by looking at him, I keep my cool and thrust faster "Sirius" he moans loudly, I feel his walls shiver around me, I thrust deeper loving the feeling of Re coming around me, come spurts over my chest, but still I don't come, Re's eyes open and he looks at me questioningly. I continue to thrust into him hitting his sweet spot and he's soon fully aroused again, I kiss him my tongue sneaking its way into his mouth stroking and teasing him and I thrust into him at a inhumane pace, I'm now so, so close and I don't want to leave Remus behind. I kiss Re with all the passion I have he gives it me right back, I find his erection with my hand stroking and squeezing him in time to my thrusts, I brake the kiss I can't hold on any more, panting and moaning I lose my self in him
"Re" I moan before I come inside him he joins me instantly, I pull out and collapse on top of him "You ok?" I ask brushing his honey blond hair out of his eyes, his eyes flutter
"Siri, that was amazing…I really have to repay the favour sometime" he said curling my left nipple, I take hold of his hand and bring it to my lips kissing the back of his hand, I move lying on the bed beside him, I bring him to me falling asleep in the half darkness with Re half on me asleep also.