Chapter three now!

Its a huge update, since I had written them out in advance through my DeviantArt account. So if you'd like to read ahead, go to the page. XP if not, wait for it. Next chapter has yaoi content, but not full out yet. Chapter V WILL have yaoi, and is not suggested to read if you do not like it. Skipping the bit will not harm you in any way of the plot. But chapters before IV and after V will have plot.

I do not own anyone except Dixorim and my friend owns Yoxri. This was orgionally an rp, so I play Saix abd Demyx while my friend plays Axel

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Chapter III: Unwanted thoughts

Demyx jumped when another portal of darkness opened. He jerked away from Axel as they saw a hooded figure step through holding a Claymore hanging loosely from his fingertips over his shoulder. Demyx almost glared at him, they knew from that signature weapon that it was none other than Saix.

Saix lowered his hood apon seeing them and smirked. "A bit close, you two?" His smirk faded instantly when he spoke of business. "Xemnas wants Roxas now, Demyx. Not an hour from now." he said in his usual monotoned and calm voice.

Axel looked at Saix, his eyes filled with anger, and his blood began to boil. "Shut up. Mind your own damn business. He'll bring him whenever he's ready. He's the one who fought him! How about you take your lazy ass and take him youself since you seen so anxious to get him to Xemnas and all." Axel looked at him and grinned. He turned back around, took Demyx in his arms and continued to ignore Saix.

"That is why I came. Xemnas wants him because he plans to awaken Sora's full potental. Then..." He went over and picked up Roxas' unconsious body, slinging it over his other shoulder opposite of his Claymore on his other shoulder. "He will use Kingdom Hearts to return our hearts and make us whole again." He extended his hand and opened the dark portal again.

"Enjoy your little moment, Axel. You'll never know when you or your new toy will return to the darkness." He laughed, mocking them both as he left through the darkness.

"Bastard." Axel mumbled to himself. He looked down with a slightly saddened look on his face. "You ever wonder...if having a heart would be a good thing? I mean, yeah there's happy feelings, but..." Axel looked up at Demyx before continuing. "Oh, what am I saying? Isn't this what we've been waiting for? I'm sure it'll be worth all our hard work, considering we've gone all this way." Axel smiled slightly, trying to change the mood.

"I hardly remember being human its been so long. But having a heart again...would be worth it. No more pretending we're real anymore." Demyx smiled back at Axel, happy at just the mear thought of how close the Organization was from recovering their stolen hearts. I can't wait... He thought to himself. "But when were we really 'pretending'? What you felt when we kissed...was that 'pretending?" Axel took Demyx's hand and placed it on his chest. "I don't think its possible to fake love...you can't pretend that! So..." He paused, worried. "So what do you feel when I do this?" Axel leaned in and kissed Demyx.

Demyx leaned into the kiss, but broke away moments later to answer. "I didn't pretend anything, Axel. I just...I can't feel anything else yet...We don't have hearts - Nobodies." He looked away abit.

Axel took Demyx's chin and made him look back at him. "Well if you can feel that without faking it, couldn't you feel other things too? What you felt was probably one of the strongest emotions. So couldn't you have others?" Axel smiled with an almost child-like look.

"I think its possible." Axel whispered softly.

"It might be possible...but we're incomplete...not all of them are there." Demyx replied, looking down again. Axel again took his chin and tilted his head back up to him. "Well that's why we're trying to become whole. once we become complete, you'll be able to have all your emotions." Axel kissed him on the forehead gently. "And isn't that what we all want?"

Demyx placed his hand on Axel's chest, his gloved fingertips rested on Axel's bare skin. "We nobodies want nothing more than to truely exist. I guess eveyone has some emotions inside...keeping us between existance and oblivion." He whispered. "Maybe if we finally get our hearts back, we can not only truely exist, but be real. Be somebody - rather than nobody at all." Axel looked down where Demyx's hand was. He began to brush as he looked back up at him. "But we're not nobody. We're half of somebody. Having a heart would only fill in the missing peices. We may be called Nobodies, but we're living. We have personalities, we have skin and bones, and we have the ability to feel. Arn't those the qualities of a somebody? Just because we're heartless doesn't mean we can't be somebody. We are somebody. We're just...different." He smiled, looking deep into his eyes as he continued.

"And just so you know," Axel held Demyx's hand and kissed it. "You're somebody to me."

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Awwww! touchy moment. XD Axel is so cute when he's passionate! more coming soon