Chapter 4. True feelings
"It's not like you and me are dating. So i can have my tounge in who ever's mouth i want. Just to prove a point, she grabbed Miroku and pulled him closer. She kissed him and then her tounge made it's way into his mouth.
Inuyasha stood there stunned and Sango turned away with tears in her eyes. She just walked away and only Inuyasha notice. Miroku started to get into the kiss until he hurd a door shut. He opened his eyes and noticed Sango was gone. So he pulled away. Inuyasha still stood there with his eyes and mouth wide open.
"Kagome, will u bear my child?" Miroku was hoping that she would say yes this time because of what she just did with him. 'Does she love me like she use to Inuyasha?' Kagome had walked out of the room to find Sango because she had noticed she was gone.
'Oh crap, i forgot that Sango loves Mirkou. That must've hurt her feelings. The whole reason she went on t he date with Hojo's friend was to make Miroku jealous.' Kagome thought. She walked up to her room and saw Sango there laying on her bed face down crying. "Sango, i'm sorry. I was just trying to prove a point to Inuyasha. I'm mad a him and we arn't dating and he doesn't have to be as protective of me. It's not like we mated or something. Sango you are like my sister and i didn't mean to hurt you like that. You're a big part of my life, your the big sister I never had." Kagome was hoping talking to her would work. Because it was true, Sango was like the big sister she never had.
"Kagome, i cant believe you did that. I mean, you know how i feel about Miroku, it's obvious that he doesn't love me back. Thank you for showing me that. But your like the little sister to me and I love you for that. But you have a guy that loves you and you should go back to him. At least you know you do." Sango looked down. "I wish I had some one that loved me the way he loves you." Tears started flowing down her face. Miroku's face turned red once Sango finished saying that. He just wanted to go up to Sango and tell her how beautiful she was and how much he loves her and how much he wants her to be his and only his. Inuyasha knew what Miroku was thinking and nudged him and Miroku got the picture.
"Sango, I have something to tell you. I...I...I...I Love you Sango and i always have. I think your the most beautiful woman I have ever seen!" Mirkou said with a huge blush on his face. Sango looked at him and he said that and turned redder than a beet. 'Is he being serious? Does he really love me?' Sango thought. "Sango? are you ok?" Miroku asked her. Sango just ran up to him and placed a light kiss on his lips and hugged him.
"I love you too Miroku! I always have I was just scared that you didn't feel the same way, so i didn't tell you." Sango said as she placed another soft kiss on his lips. After she did that, he licked his lips and pulled her into another kiss.
Inuyasha and Kagome decided to leave them to their business. Kagome sat on one end of the couch and Inuyasha tried to sit next to her but Kagome just went to the other side away from Inuyasha. He felt hurt. "Kagome, can't we just talk about what happened? I feel really bad and want to talk it over. Please!" Inuyasha was upset that Kagome was ignoring her because she turned her head away from him.
"Inuyasha, what happened happened, ok just drop it and lets not talk about it." Kagome was still upset about all this happening. Inuyasha started staring at her because he just wanted her to talk to him so badly. He was even more upset now because he was being ignored by the one woman he loves. "Why don't you just go back to Kikyo and start your happy life, then you wont have me in the way anymore. You'll also be with the one you love." Kagome felt hurt as she said that. She knew that she still wanted him so badly. Inuyasha looked at her and looked shocked. He felt hurt, even more hurt than when Kagome moved away from him. He just got up and walked up the stairs. He decided to go into her brother's room since Inuyasha knew that Sota wouldn't care. He always went into Sota's room. "How could Kagome think that I love Kikyo?" 'Maybe because i use to always run off to go see her. Now for all i care she could burn in hell. Maybe then she would rest in piece. And i can be with Kagome with out her bugging me to go with her. I'll write her a note to tell her how i really feel about her. Then maybe she would come back and it would all be better'
It was 10 and Kagome decided to go to bed. She got in her room and Sango and Miroku were sleeping in her bed. Miroku was holding Sango close to him and Sango was smiling and facing him hugging his neck while sleeping. So Kagome grabbed a sleeping back and went to bed. She slept on the floor while her best friend and the love of her life slept in her bed. The next morning Kagome woke up and turned to see something sticking out of the mattress of her bed. She picked it up and saw that it was a note. The Note was signed from Inuyasha to Kagome.
Kagome,
Babe I love you so much and I'm sorry about what happened between us. I just wish I could erase everything bad that ever happened in the past few days. You know that song that says you never realize what you had until you lost it. Well i just realized what I had. I had the love of my life, the woman I want to mate with. The woman i want to spend my whole life with. Baby, I love you so much and I wouldn't be able to start to imagine my life with out you. But then of course i would still probably be sealed to that tree. Kagome, I love you and I always have and always will. Nothing will ever change that. Not even Kikyo. I never loved her, it was just lust. I didn't realize that until I met you. But if you really want me gone, then I will leave and take one shard for if you do decide to come fine me. Baby I'll wait for you and I don't care how long it takes for you to come get me. But so you know. Baby, I love you and no one will ever take that place in my heart. I will keep that place for you and only you. I know I keep telling you, but i'm going to tell you again. Kagome, I love you. I stayed up all night thinking about all the good times that happened between us. All the love that we both shared with each other. Everything that happened and how happy you made me. No other girl, no woman will ever make me that happy. I could get high off your scent and I would wait for you forever until the day that I die. Baby, I'm not like all those other guys who say I will wait for you forever and then move on and go to another girl. No baby, I WILL WAIT FOR YOU FOREVER!
I love you always and forever and no one could change that baby girl. Thank you for making me happy and thank you for all the things you tought me like how to read and write. How to love again andhow to acctually feel wanted. That's how i feel with you, you make me feel wanted by everyone even though I'm not. You make me feel accepted by everyone. I know how you feel about me right now and I know that you hate me. But no matter how you feel about me, I love you baby and I always will. I can never say it enough because it will never prove to you how much I acctually love you. Nothing in the would could show you how much I love you. All I need is you and then my life is complete and I would give you anything. Everything and my love is all that i need to show you but still now enough to show you. Kagome, if you will ever find it in your heart to forgive me, then maybe we can die together. Your the only one that i want to die with and live with. I want to make you mine forever and no one elses. Baby I love you and no one else and I always will. No one will ever love you as much as I do. I know that this might sound weird, but Kagome baby, you are my world. Your my life your my soul and my everything. I hope you'll understand what you mean to me and no one could ever mean to me what you mean to me.
I love you always Love you,
Inuyasha
Kagome put the note down and started to cry. She looked up on her bed and Sango and Miroku were gone. 'They must've gone out of the room. At least they arn't seeing me cry right now.' Just then Sango came in the room to see tears running down her best friends face. She knew because she was the one who put the note there and she had read it too. She saw the not next to her and just gave her best friend a hug and let her cry on her sholder. Kagome's tears were tears of joy and sad at the same time. She was happy that She knew exacally what Inuyasha felt about her. She was happy that he told her. She was sad that he had to come to this and she was sad that he had left her and went back to feutal Japan.
Kagome desided to go find Inuyasha. She packed her stuff and went to go look for him. She knew that he was the only one for her. She knew that he was the only one for her. He was the only one she wanted to be with. She had thought about it and realized that she felt the same way about him the he felt about her. She didn't want to let him go and never did. She knew that Inuyasha was her world and her life too. She left with out a word and walked out the door. Miroku gave Sango a weird look, he didn't know what was going on. She just sat next to him and gave him the note. Miroku read it and shook his head, he knew what was going on.
Kagome
'I have to find you Inuyasha, your mine and only mine.' All of a sudden she senced the jewel shard just as she got to the feutal era and looked up. Inuyasha was in the tree that he was always in when he waited for her. "I take it you knew I was going to come look for you?" Inuyasha startled looked down and saw her, he jumped down and brought her to him. He hugged her for a long time. Kagome tried so hard to hold back the tears she had in her eyes. But she couldn't help it. She tried to stay quiet but she knew that Inuyasha could smell her tears.
Inuyasha pulled back and wiped the tears fromher eyes. He looked at her for a quick moment and then lightly brushed his lips accross hers.
Hey, I hope you guys liked this chappy. I think it might be a little longer. It was about 4 or 5 pages this time. But here it is. Sorry it took so long. I've been really busy. I'm hoping to write another chapter really soon! Please Review