3/13/06
Darkness
I feel, evil today.
I want, nothing.
I see, darkness.
Darkness around me.
the curse, the curse has my future plotted.
Anna, will never understand.
Richard, will always hate me.
And I, will always feel...alone.
the horses run, and i not know why.
i see, images floating in my head,
night and day.
no one loves me,
no one cares.
no one ever will.
my heart,
broken,
shattered,
black,
a void.
she wants me away,
in that dark place.
i want to go home,
to mommy,
to live,
normal.
anna, i love you.
i love you mommy.