A/N Insert XXX scene here—if I ever get up the nerve to write smut, this is where it'd go people…
She thought after last night that things would be ok. She thought waking up in Jack O'Neill's bed would somehow fix what she had messed up.
She woke up alone.
Their desperation left no room for the cliché of 'making love.' What happened last night was sex. It was passionate, frantic, chaotic, mind blowing sex between two people who loved each other, but there was very little of the love part a lot more of the need part.
This she could look past, if she hadn't woken up alone. No smell of breakfast in the air, no coffee or a note saying he'd gone out for a run. She was alone; she felt used somehow.
A glance to the nightstand revealed the picture from the night before to be one of her Janet and Cassie, taken a couple of weeks before…she wished Janet were here. She would have kept this all from getting so messed up.
She looked around the room for her clothes and found that he had piled them up at the end of the bed. As she was getting dressed she noticed that there was no underwear in the pile. Images from the night before came back and she realized even if she had them, they were merely scraps now.
On any other day that might have made her smile, even giggle a little—having her underwear torn from her body by Jack O'Neill, well, it's not exactly an unhappy time.
Yet, she was alone.
She went downstairs to find the house in the pristine condition it was always in, and briefly wondered what happened to the shards from the broken glass. She felt that she could empathize with the glass, and realized empathy with inanimate objects may actually lead towards insanity, if she wasn't there already.
When she entered the kitchen she found her car keys on the corner of the counter, a bagel beside them with a note that said "See you at work Colonel—there's still space in that room, right? –Gen. J.O."
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Yeah, so Jack has gone a little bipolar in my opinion. But, having your heart trampled gives you the right to be a little messed up.
Sil, you're like my inductee into this writing thing. I fixed the anonymous reviews thing, any other words of wisdom you would like to impart, feel free. I really do appreciate it as I'm new to this.
Thanks again to all the reviewers. I have to say if I actually do write more for this site I'm going to launch a campaign against…review withholding..it needs a better name, every campaign needs a catchy slogan—I'll get back to you on this…