A/N: Ok, so sorry it has taken me a while to update. But I had writers block. Thank you guys for reviewing it makes this story mean more to me then it did in the beginning. Sorry the fuck word slips a couple of times. Here we go…..

Recap:

Donna: Please, tell me something good.

Jackie: Something good.

Donna: Be serious.

Jackie: The thing is… I don't remember.

Donna: Oh… crap.

Chapter 10: Light Years Away…

Donna: What the hell do you mean you don't remember? How can you not remember? I fucking remember!

Jackie: I don't know. The only things that I remember are……

Flashback Jackie's POV (Telling Donna)

Michael: Why don't you love me?

Jackie: I think I should be asking you that Michael.

Michael: What are you talking about? I do nothing but love you… strictly. We're going to be together forever. Remember?

Jackie: How can I forget? You tell me everyday.

Michael: Are you talking back to me?

Michael slowly got off of my bed and started to walk towards me. I walked back as far as I could, which wasn't far enough, I hit the closet doors. Michael got so close to me that I could hear his heart beat. His shorts were so itchy against my naked skin. I knew what was going to happen. I didn't want to. I was too sore from all the physical abuse, I didn't know if I could take anymore. Michael picked me up and threw me on my bed. He started to unzip his pants all I could do was cry.

Michael: What's your problem?

Jackie: I don't want to do this Michael!

Michael: I do.

Jackie: I don't.

Michael: Well I'm sorry you feel that way.

Donna: That's all you remember?

Jackie: Then when he was done.

Flashback Jackie's POV (Telling Donna)

Michael: You should have just told me that you loved me.

I didn't know what to do, I was shocked. For some reason I didn't feel anything I was just blank. Inside of me there was nothing. Just empty space, I drifted off and didn't listen to him. I just played a recap in my mind of what happened. Did that really happen? Michael just raped me and yet, it seems like light years away. How could some one so lovable do something so… so… so… wretched?

Michael: Jackie?

Jackie: What?

I was lying in my bed under the covers. My back turned to him, I didn't want to see him. Just thinking about him made me cringe. Just thinking about him, I remembered his breathing, heavy and disturbing. How could he do such a thing and not feel guilty? Slowly my mind started to fade, the memory of it just seemed to drift. I knew what he had done, but all of a sudden it just seemed to be gone. Just like when someone forgets a person's name, a person that they just met, it's at the tip of their tongue but for some reason it isn't there. That's what my mind was doing.

Jackie: Get out!

Michael: Excuse me?

Jackie: You heard me!

Michael: I'm not going anywhere sweet lips.

Jackie: I SAID GET THE FUCK OUT!

Yeah, I should have learned to keep my fat mouth shut because he fucking hit me again. I screamed from the shock of it but I didn't feel it. He hit me again and I yelled "STOP! MICHAEL PLEASE DONT" I had to go to work and I didn't want any more suspicion. So I grabbed my clothes, ran to the window, and climbed out, in fear that the maid (if she was even on duty) would hear me. I hid behind a bush to change and ran to the mall. It was only down the street so I was close. I was numb. He made me numb. I didn't feel a thing. Just (yet again) empty space between me and the rest of the world. From that moment on I became women……

Jackie: And then you know the rest.

Donna: Oh my God Jackie. You really don't remember!

Jackie: Yeah.

Donna: Why didn't you tell me in the first place?

Jackie: I didn't want you to think I was lying.

Donna: I would never think that. You have proof.

Jackie: What?

Donna: The fucking bruises all over your body!

Jackie: Yeah, I guess…..

Donna: We should get you checked.

Jackie: NO WAY DONNA!

Donna: No one would have to know except for me and Mrs. Forman,

Jackie: Why Mrs. Forman?

Donna: Because she's a nurse and she can get us in for free, no questions asked. Plus she already knows and she can keep a secret…

Jackie: Well, ok. But if I do this and something is wrong…well there isn't anything wrong so never mind.

Donna: Don't worry we wont talk about it again. The hospital I mean. It will help talking about it….

Jackie: If I can ever remember….

Donna: You will, just give it some time. Come on let's go ask Mrs. Forman.

Donna and Jackie walked to the Forman's to go and ask Kitty to help them, but she was already outside walking to Donna's house. They just stood there shocked that they were going to each others houses to talk to each other at the same time.

Kitty: Oh, good I was just looking for you girls.

Donna: We have something to ask you Mrs. Forman.

Kitty: Funny I was just about to say the same thing.

Donna: Oh well…

Kitty: I was just thinking about your situation Jackie….

Jackie: Wait! In the Vista Cruiser… no one will hear us in there.

Kitty: Right…

They sat in the Vista Cruiser, Kitty in the drivers seat, Jackie in the passenger's seat, and Donna in the back seat.

Kitty: … so I was thinking. We should take you to the hospital Jackie, just to get you checked up.

Donna: We were just coming to ask you the same thing.

Kitty: Ok, Jackie I just want you to know that the doctor wont tell anyone… we'll tell a white lie and say your parent's know and they gave me permission to take you.

Jackie: Why would we lie?

Kitty: Because if your parent's don't know then he has to tell them. I know you don't want them to know and I respect that. So I'll forge a permission slip as you fathers writing, deal?

Jackie: Deal. Thank you Mrs. Forman.

Kitty: You're welcome sweetie, and don't worry I wont tell Stephen or anyone, you're secret is safe with me.

Jackie: Well they already know. Just don't tell them that we went to the hospital, I don't want them to worry more then they already are.

Kitty: Ok dear.

Jackie: And please whatever you do don't tell Mr. Forman… I have enough problems…

Kitty: Oh dear!

A/N: Ok, so tell me what you think… PLEASE REVIEW! If there are any comments about like spelling or of you don't like this chapter or have a problem with it, from now on can you please private message you comment? I would appreciate that. So yeah, thanks… and again… PLEASE REVIEW!