VERY IMPORTANT A/n: Hello everyone! Okay I'm sorry but when I posted the last chapter something weird happened and I didn't notice until later, but anyways it didn't load my whole chapter! Okay so before reading this chapter you may want to check back to the last chapter and re-read it. Sorry for all the inconvenience but you may not understand this chapter if you do not re-read chapter 3. Thanks for your understanding and enjoy the rest of the story. Oh and another warning…this is my very sad attempt at a sex scene, please don't hurt me!

Chapter 4

Rikku's POV

I woke up to many times during the night and the third time Gippal was out of bed and I could see the light seeping out from under the bathroom door. I watched as he opened it, shut off the light and walked back to bed. When he laid down again I turned to face him and I think I took him by surprise.

"Hi." I said.

He jumped when he heard my voice.

"Geez don't scare me like that." He replied in a whisper.

"Sorry."

"What's wrong can't sleep?" He asked.

"I guess so, well I just keep thinking is all."

"About what?"

"Just stuff." I replied getting closer.

"Ahh well I've been thinking too." He said and kissed my neck.

I let out a small noise of surprise when he did that but just allowed him to continue. It felt really good. His ran his hands along my body and I got the chills, but in a good way. He was getting a little to into this and I was scared, scared but I didn't want it to stop. I guess I must have taken my pants off while I was sleeping because I was only in my underwear and a tank top. On the other hand all Gippal had off was his shirt, I felt very disadvantaged at the moment. He rested his hands on my thigh and started nipping at my neck. I let out the smallest moan possible but he still heard it and laughed. He stopped nipping at my neck and pulled away for a second. I went to him and kissed him enthusiastically. I don't think he expected it but he kissed back with equal passion. When I pulled away I was breathing heavy, and I from what I could see in the moonlight, he was too.

"Gippal, I thought you didn't want too." I said through my breaths.

"I lied." He replied and kissed me again.

He helped me sit up and removed my shirt slowly as if afraid he might bruise me with any wrong movement. He was being awkward and it was somewhat cute. He didn't try to touch me anywhere at first and he was moving at a slow pace, which I was thankful for, this was a first time thing for me and I was scared. By the time he had me out of my bra twenty minutes had passed. He stared at me in the moonlight and I moved his hands up my body, he was acting like a sixteen-year-old virgin. He was shaky and I could tell he was more then nervous.

"Relax," I said and I laid down pulling him with me.

Gippal's POV

I couldn't stop staring at her. I have only seen Rikku naked once and that was a mistake. I walked in on her when she was changing. She told me to relax how was I supposed to relax. I had fantasized about this day since I was twelve…I know its sad. She led my hands down her body and I couldn't stop shaking. She finally got fed up with my nervousness and changed positions with me. She sat on top of me while I just laid and watched as she found her way to the zipper on my pants and started to unclothe me. I knew my breathing had become more rapid.

"Calm down." She said into my ear as she started pulling my clots off slowly.

I closed my eyes and breathed in and out. Calm down she says okay…calming down. I became relaxed just in time for her to toy with me. She certainly knew what she was doing for being a virgin. It happened fast and I could never remember a better time. Rikku was beautiful in every way possible. I have been with plenty of other women some that I choose not to bring up, but she was truly the most astonishing of them all. She fell asleep in my arms with just a sheet to cover us and I laid just looking down upon her until the sun came up. I slept for maybe three hours when she woke me up. She stood over me in a long baby blue sundress and when I opened my eyes, I couldn't help but to smile.

"Morning." I said.

She smiled down at me and kissed me once.

"Good morning." She replied.

I sat up and remembered I had no cloths on so I pulled the sheet up to better cover myself. Rikku and I made a huge commitment last night and still I was self-conscious. I waited for her to go into the bathroom and fix her hair to get my pants on, and just as I pulled them up there was a knock on our door. I went to open it and saw Tidus standing In front of me. I had to look down on him his was a few inches shorter then I was.

"Can I help you?" I asked.

"I need to talk to Rikku." He said without looking at me and pushing past into the bathroom. I got the feeling that he needed to talk to her and only her. When I heard the bathroom door shut, I knew something was up so I wandered downstairs to see Yuna on the couch crying. Yep they had a fight. I walked over to Yuna and took a seat on the couch. She looked at me and cried harder. I was never good at this kind of stuff.

"Yuna, is everything okay?" I asked.

"No…we had a big huge fight." She said.

Yuna was attractive I wont deny it, but she looked awful when she cried. Unlike Rikku who looked good either way at least to me. Then again Rikku didn't cry that much.

"Well what was the fight about?" I asked.

"No offense Gippal, I like you I really do but I would feel more comfortable talking to a girl if you know what I mean." Yuna said.

Oh, I understood perfectly well. And I was happy that she didn't want to talk about it.

"Well at least let me tell you this. Tidus and you will have fights believe me this is nothing compared to what's to come but you guys also love each other a whole bunch and that will always come out on top."

Yuna actually smiled at me.

"Wow Rikku has changed you. That really makes me feel better Gippal thanks." Yuna replied and gave me a big hug.

She stood up after that and went to talk to Lulu. I just turned on the TV and watched music videos, Rikku's favorite band Sorrows Edge came on it was a hard rock girl band. I listened to the song and thought of Rikku; everything made me think of Rikku.

Rikku's POV

Tidus came into the bathroom and sat on the toilet. He didn't say a word for the first few minutes but I knew something happened between him and Yuna just by the look on his face. I kneeled next to him and took his hands into mine. He looked like he might cry, I mean lets face it Tidus is not the strongest person emotionally. When I first meet him, I couldn't figure out if he was gay or strait until he and Yuna hooked up.

"Tell me what's wrong." I said in a reassuring voice.

"Yuna and I had a fight."

"Go on."

"Well you know I am scared about the whole baby thing and I know she is too, so I suggested that maybe we should think about this before getting into it you know."

"You don't mean you mentioned abortion."

"Well I yes I did."

"Tidus! That's horrible!"

"I know and then I suggested adoption…Ri I'm just not ready to be a father."

"You can't ask Yunie to do something like that you know how sensitive she can be. Plus think about it you will have a lot of help, from me and Gippal, Lulu, Wakka, even Paine would help you guys out! You have nothing to be worried about and I know you don't want to give up your kid either. So, tell her you are so sorry you ever suggested any of that and you would never purposely hurt her. She will forgive you, and nine months later you will hold that beautiful baby boy or girl in your arms and you wont even think about handing it over to another person."

"Rikku…how come you always have the right thing to say?"

"I have went through a lot of pep talks with Yunie when you were gone, I guess I just got good at it." I replied and gave him a smile.

Tidus helped me up and we went downstairs to see Yuna walk through the door.

"Yuna, I am so sorry." Tidus said as soon as he saw her.

Yuna ran to him and embraced him.

"I would never want to hurt you or our baby I'm just scared is all." Tidus said.

She clung to him and sobbed in his chest.

"I'll never mention anything like that again." He said.

Yuna pulled away and gave him a kiss.

"I know and I'm scared too, but we'll get through this together. I know we can do it and with the help of all our friends I know we will be just fine." Yuna replied and they hugged again.

Okay this was getting sickening. I mean sure yeah they love each other but come on…gag me!

"Get a room you two." I said and walked past them into the kitchen.

I grabbed a Dr. Pepper out of the fridge and popped the top. I heard the TV going in the other room and heard music videos it seems I got Gippy attached to my music. Good at least we wont fight when it comes to that. I liked the song that was on. It was from a band called Sinful Vengeance another girl rock band; most of the bands I listened to had girl singers. What I really didn't like was rap and country that just had to go…anyways Gippal walked into the kitchen and pulled me into a hug from behind.

"I need to check in at Djose, I've been gone for almost a week now."

"Okay, are you coming back here?" I asked.

"Well actually I was hoping you would come with me." He replied.

"Oh well maybe."

"And while we were there maybe we can go to the moonflow and check out those new apartments they built." He said.

"What are you saying?" I asked.

I didn't know how to react, okay so now he was asking me to get an apartment with him. Maybe last night was a mistake.

"I was just thinking maybe we could look into getting one." He replied releasing me.

I turned on my heal.

"Gippal we haven't even told Pops about 'us' yet and I think I need to before moving into an apartment with you. Actually I think Yuna and Tidus are the only two that know."

"Well no I think Paine figured it out a while ago." Gippal replied.

"Still, I need to tell Pops first."

"Tell me what?"

I turned to see my father and brother enter the house. They brought a crib with them.

"Pops? What are you doing here?"

"Yuna called me last night and told me the good news about her expecting so I brought over a crib for my little nephew or niece to use when the time comes." He said.

Brother looked over to me and then at Gippal.

"What is 'he' still doing here?" He asked with an attitude.

My dad came into the kitchen and he and Brother set the crib down.

"Well, Gippal is umm looking for a roommate and he asked if I was interested." I said.

Okay so yeah I was nineteen, but I still listened to my pops. He annoyed me but I loved him to death and he was all the real family I had left besides Yunie and Brother. However, all and all I just didn't want him disappointed in me.

"Absolutely out of the question." He said.

Gippal looked at me and sighed.

"Now don't think it has anything to do with you boy, but my niece needs Rikku to stay here with her right now and help out with the little one coming and all."

Yeah that's what he said, but I knew and Gippal knew it was because I was his "little girl" and he knew Gippal wasn't so innocent. Well neither was I any longer…

"Pops! You can't just make me stay with Yuna. She can manage on her own and I'll just be over by Djose she can reach me any time she needs too. So what's the real reason you won't let me go?" I inquired.

My father stood there and I knew he was getting a temper.

"If I wanted to live with Paine you'd have no problem with it at all!" I yelled.

Wow, why was I making such a big deal out of this?

"Fine Rikku I just don't want you going off with him." He said and glared at Gippal. "Alone." He finished.

Then I saw the look on Gippal's face…oh boy here it comes.

"Cid I think you should know that Rikku and I are dating."

The look that crossed my fathers and not to mention my brothers face next was pure fury.

"You don't lay your hands on my sister!" Brother yelled.

"Too late." Gippal answered.

"Gippal shut up!" I screamed.

"You are dating and you didn't bother telling me this sooner?" Pops asked trying to control his temper.

Tidus and Yuna walked into the room after hearing everyone start to fight. Gippal was standing up for me to my family…bad idea; my brother and dad now permanently blacklisted him.

"You guys please!" Yuna said.

Everyone was silent.

"What is this all about?" Yuna asked.

"This bastard deflowered my little girl!" I heard Pops say.

I was now hiding my face in sheer humiliation so I couldn't see anyone just hear.

"Cid, it's okay she is a big girl now." Tidus said.

"Tidus be quite." I heard Yuna say.

"But Uncle Cid you have to realize that they are both adults now and can make their own choices." Yuna replied.

"I know I know, but the least they could do was tell me first." Pops said calming down a bit.

I uncovered my face and walked over to my boyfriend and family.

"Pops I'm sorry I didn't say anything yet, but we only started dating three days ago." I said.

He looked at me.

"It's okay Rikku I understand that you're growing up now."

"Thank you."

"Anyways I guess it will be alright if you get an apartment with Gippal." He said and shook his head, "I aint sayin I like it but I don't have much of a choice. But I tell you this once boy and only once." He said turning his attention to Gippal. "If you hurt my little girl in any way or form I'll hunt you down and castrate you."

Gippal looked at him and I saw him gulp.

"Yes sir." He said and put his arm around me.

"Wait, you are just going to let him get away with hurting Rikku." Brother said.

"He didn't hurt her Brother so just drop it. Now lets go get this crib in the baby's room." Pops said and they took off down the hall Brother mumbling under his breathe.

Yuna and Tidus followed them down the hall to direct them into the right room leaving Gippal and me alone.

I sighed and fell into his arms. He held me and I just let him, which was weird. Confrontation with my family was not one of my favorite events. And having him just blurt everything out hadn't made things easier.

"If you ever do something like that again I will hurt you." I said.

He laughed and kissed me. What was this going to lead too? Would we stay together this time or will I come running back to Yunie and Tidus with a broken heart. I couldn't exactly trust Gippal, I mean sure I loved him but he had let me down too many times. So what was I doing going to live with him, it was a catastrophe waiting to happen. So we might have not had a chance at all, but if I didn't go would I ever know the answer? So as I stood there in his arms and my heart continued to beat I decided that maybe a risk was worth taking, even if the downside was something I didn't want to imagine. But then again I didn't want to imagine being apart with him so what was there to lose? Answer: everything.

A/n Okay here is chapter 4 I hope you all enjoy my story so far and sorry for the crappy sex part heh I'm not very good at that stuff. Anyways don't flame me too bad for it okay. Anyways please do review though I love reading them they make me all happy inside Thanks again for reading and chapter five is yet to come.