Kimi to Boku wa Todokanai Omoi

(You and I, Unfulfilled Feelings)

Firstly, Gundam Seed and Gundam Seed Destiny and also the characters are absolutely not mine. I'm just a fan who happened to have a big expectation in AsuCaga relationship. And also, the title was taken from Mobile Suit Gundam SEED Destiny Original Soundtrack III, arranged and composed By: Toshihiko Sahashi. It's the piano version of See-Saw's 'Kimi wa boku ni niteiru'

Second, I just want to tell all of the readers that English isn't a language I mastered so there will be a lot of grammar mistakes and etc. I apologize sincerely for this.

And last but not least, enjoy the First part of the story!

Chapter 1

Kimi to Boku

(You and I)

Cagalli Yula Attha, the rightful leader of ORB walked out of the ORB parliament meeting room briskly. Her loyal bodyguard, Ledonil Kisaka followed closely. She kept her gaze on the road and didn't speak a word along the corridor. "You've done a great job in controlling the situation now." Kisaka commented and that earned him a smile from her, a tired one. "I don't want to be pushed around anymore." She spoke tiredly. "But thank you for your compliment."

They arrived at her private office shortly and she pushed the door open. She sat on the chair behind her desk and sighed heavily. She closed her eyes and leaned back against the chair. "You need to take some rest." Kisaka advised. She shook her head. "I need to finished some paper. That meeting was unpredictable, I thought we could finish by noon but I was wrong." She smiled an assuring smile at Kisaka and he knew that he couldn't change her mind at that time knowing how stubborn she was. "Fine, but remember don't overwork yourself. I don't like the idea of having Kira Yamato confronting me about the method I used to take care of you." Cagalli glared a bit at him. "I'm not someone he should be worried of. Tell him that." She stated with a smile. Kisaka smiled knowingly and bowed then walked out of the room, closing the big door after he stepped out of the room.

Cagalli looked at the documents in front of her and took a file then examined it. She yawned and after few hours scanning the document her body gave up and she fell a sleep on the desk with her head on her folded hands.

Few hours later (It's already dawn),

A soft sound of door's knob being turned could be heard inside Cagalli's private office but the princess couldn't hear the sound. A young man entered the room and smiled upon seeing the princess sleeping on the desk but his smiled was replaced by a worried expression. He walked slowly toward her, his eyes never left her. Slowly but firmly, he lifted her up into his arm and carried her gently bridal style. "You are getting lighter, Cagalli." He spoke softly and carried her out of the room. His destination was her bedroom.

Another young man was waiting outside for him. "I'm going to take her to her bed, Kira. I can postpone the conversation for a while." He gave some explanation to the other young man, Kira Yamato, Cagalli's twin brother. Kira smiled and gently brushed some hair from her forehead and touched her cheek gently. "It's up to you, Athrun. Though I'm not very sure she'll have time tomorrow." Athrun, the man who carried Cagalli only gave Kira a smile. "Don't worry I have the patience." Kira sighed and nodded. "I'll wait for you and we can return to the beach house together." Athrun nodded and then walked down the corridor carrying Cagalli in his arms.

The maid smiled knowingly seeing Athrun carrying their leader in his arms. He tried hard not to blush. He stooped right in front her bedroom's door and wondered how would he open the door with Cagalli in his arms. Luckily, a maid came in time and opened the door for him and also turned on the light for him. He thanked the maid and she excused herself.

He turned to look at Cagalli's sleeping form. He used to see her sleeping in the past when he was still her bodyguard and sometimes she slept with tears on her face. He sat on the edge of the bed beside her, and gently brushed his fingers against her cheek. He noticed tiredness on her face and smiled sadly, mentally telling him that partly it was his fault for making her this depressed. His thumb caressed her cheek gently. "I'm sorry, Cagalli." He spoke softly and let go of his hand from her cheek when she rolled on the bed so her back was facing him now.

He was about to got up from her bed… "Why are you apologizing?" Cagalli's husky voice startled him. "You're awake?" Athrun sat down again. "I've been awake since you entered this room." She explained plainly. "Thank you for carrying me to this room." She continued.

Athrun kept quiet not knowing what to say or what to do. And the uncomfortable silence continued for a few minutes until Cagalli finally broke the silence. "Why are you apologizing?" She re-asked her previous question. Athrun reluctantly answered. "Because… I never apologized properly to you before."

To be continued…

Well? How about the first part? It's just the beginning. I already wrote the second part but I don't want to post it so soon. I've already watched Gundam Seed Destiny and also the final phase and I felt so upset with the progress of AsuCaga relationship.

The second part will be posted soon.

aoi-yuuhi 04-05-2006