AN; I know some of you didn't want Rory to be Pregnant but please stay with the story I think you will like where I take it.
They were lying on their bed together just enjoying being with each other in silence. She was lying with her head on his chest and their legs tangled together. He had his arms around her bringing her as close as possible. She was randomly making circles up his stomach and chest. They were happy; really happy for the first time in both their lives they had no words to describe this kind of happy. In love happy.
"That was amazing Ace."
"Yea it was. Really amazing." She said kissing his chest and moving up to his neck. He rolled over so he was on top of her now and started kissing her neck and moving along her collarbone. He started moving his hand up and down her thigh putting himself in between her legs and putting kisses of fire down her chest. "Logan.."
"Yea?"
"We cant, I have to get an article to YDN. It is due in ten minutes. I have to get up, dressed and out of here Clark Kent speed." She said as he was stilling kissing her.
"Blow it off." He said whining
"I cant, I only have so long before I have to put it off for awhile and maybe even good."
"Why is that?''
"I don't know, because I am going to have a baby." She said with a hint of frustration that he seemed to have forgotten.
"Don't worry I didn't forget. How could I forget I am going to be a daddy."
"Ok so what is the questioning about me having to leave Yale for."
"Just because you have a kid does not mean you can't go to classes. It is called the wonders of a nanny."
"Yes but I don't want to be walking around 7 months pregnant in classes as people stare at me. And a nanny can not take care of that."
"Fine."
She started to get up before she cold he pulled her back. "Logan, I have to go."
"I know I am just saying goodbye." He pulled her in to a very heatfully passionate kiss. As she lifted her head he place his hand on her flat stomach. He looked up at her and said,
"I love you, both of you." She smiled and replied
"I love you too." She kissed him one more time before throwing her clothes back on, grabbing her bag and running out the door.
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A month later she was working like crazy trying to get all her classes in for the year before having to stop in 6 months. Logan had been trying to tell her to slow down but being Rory, there was no chance. She was just beginning to show a little tiny lump. Her and Logan were happier then ever and they couldn't wait to be parents.
Rory was on her way out to one of her classes but was stopped when her stomach was in uncontrollable pain that brought her to her knees.
"LOGAN!" she screamed using all of herself trying to get it out. He ran into the room to see her on the ground holding her stomach
"Rory, what's wrong." He went over to her pulling her up
"Baby" was all she could say
He immediately took her to the hospital and was told to wait outside while they took Rory away from his sight.
"Luke, Coffee!" Lorelai yell as she walked into the diner.
When she sat down her cell started to ring and Luke pointed to the sign.
"Oh you big baby."
"Out!"
"Fine.' She said walking out the diner
"Hello."
"Lorelai, hi its Logan. Rory is at the hospital. There is something wrong with the baby."
"Oh My God. I will be right here. Where are you?"
"New Haven emergency room."
"Ok Bye."
A few minutes later the doctor came out to get Logan and tell him he could see Rory.
When he walked in he saw here lying on a bed with tears going down her face. Before he could ask she told him.
"I lost the baby."
He stood there for a second not knowing what to say. Just like that their baby was gone. They had no control of it.
"Rory"
"Logan I lost our baby. I was not able to carry my own baby." She said with tears streaming down her face.
"Rory it is not your fault."
"Yes it is, the doctor told me I had been working to hard and put to much stress on the baby and I should have slowed down not speed up."
"Rory" he said sadly as he walked up to her and pulled her into a hug. " I lost our baby Logan." "Shh, its ok. I am no going to blame you. No one will."
Just then the door opened and her mom walked in "Rory?"
"Mommy"
"Honey, what happened?"
" I lost my baby mommy, I lost our baby."
"Oh Honey" she said walking over to her daughter and gave her a tight hug.
" How could I have lost my baby. My first baby is gone."
"Sweets these things happen its not smething you can change."
"I know. When can I go home?" she asked randomly not wanting to sit there any longer.
"I will go find out." Logan said giving her a kiss on her head.
When Logan left Rory began to cry even more
"Honey whats wrong?"
"You should have seen him mom."
"What?"
"Logans face when I told him. He was so sad. We really wanted this baby and I stopped that from happening. He is going to hate me forever. I don't even know how he cn look at me."
"Rory stop that. Logan loves you and you having a miscarage is not going to change that. You to can have more kids. You can try again."
"I know but, everything was so great he was always talking to it and telling me he was so happy. I want this baby. Promise you wont tell anyone about it."
"You have not told anyone?"
"No I just was not sure how people would react so I was going to keep quit for as long as possible. Paris started giving me looks the other day. She told me my eatting habits are finally starting to come back to me. I didn't say anything I was just happy and patted my stomach and laughed."
"You were starting to show? I havent seen you in a while. I wish I would hae just sopped by to say hi and see how you were doing."
"Its ok. It better that you didn't get attached.'
"Ok well I just want to let you know we have to start going back to Friday night dinners. Grandma and Grandpa are back from that trip they went on and want to see us all of us so bring Logan"she said trying to pull Rorys mind from the baby that was no longer.
"Ok.'
Logan and the doctor walked in then ,
"Can I go home?' Rory asked impationtly wanting to leave and forget this ever happened.
"Ms. Gilmore we want to keep you here for the night. Losing a baby is not like getting a broken leg and casting it up. You have to stay here so we can make sure your body responds the right way to the lose."
"I can do that at home. It would be better for me to that at home. I promise I wont leave my bed. Now please let me go. I cant be here." Rory said starting to cry
"I understand this is very hard on you both but we cant have you at home without a nurse and monaters."
"Logan do something I want to go home I just want to be with you." She said looking at him with a broken heart.
"Ace I cant lose you to if anything goes wrong I could hurt you."
"Logan" she said in sad whisper "Please."
"If you want we can send you home with a in home nurse and moneters. But it is not cheap, but it's the only way I can let you be at home." The doctor explained and Rory looked happier emediatly.
"Do you want to do that." Logan asked having no problem spending the money seeing as she never let him spend it on her before its about time.
"Yes."
"Ok I will go get that setup for you and you should be leaving in about half an hour. Mr. Huntzberger if you would come with me I need you to fill out some paper work.?"
He faced Rory and gave her a hug and kiss "I will be back in a minute.''
"Ya ok." She said not wnted to let go of his hand which she had intangled with his. Before she did she pulled him back to her for a better kiss that seemed to last forever "Thank You."
"Anything for you." He said leaving her with her mom
"See he loves you and nothing will change that."
" I know , I just wish I had not lost it."
"I know but you have to know that he will not ever blame you and loves you no matter what."
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Logan and Rory came home and Rory was put straight in bed by the nurse that was already there and put her back on the monaters. This was not really much better then the hospital but at least she was in her own house own bed and could have privicy that she didn't get from being in the hospital.
"Are you ok." Logan asked mking sure she was comfortable
"Ya I guess."
"Rory you know we can have more kids. This was not our only chance."
"I know and I want to. I just need some time to process this. But promise we can try again soon?"
"Well the doctor wants us to wait at least two months to let your body get back to its full normal state. But yes after that if and when you are ready to try again I all for the idea of making another baby with you."
"I love you"
"I love you too"
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Friday seemed to come very quickly and though Logan thought it would be better for her to stay home then go for dinner she wanted to act normal to help get over it. He of course only wanted her to be happy and gave in.
"So are we going to get out of the car or just sit here like crazy people." Logan asked
"I am waiting for my mom.''
"Ok.'
She leaned ove and started to kiss him. He responed and let his mouth open as did she. He moved his hand to her lower back pulling her closer to him. She let out a moan as his hand travel up her back and he moved to her neck. She some how managed to stradle him in his tiny Porsche. She rapped her hands around his neck as she put her mouth to his and started kissing him hard with passion and wanting. They had not had sex in a little under a week and they were going crazy. As he started to pull off her sweater there was a knock on the window causing Rory to jump and hit her head on the roof.
"Are you okay" he asked looking at her then ok the window to see who it was.
He rolled done the window and Lorelai was standing there waiting for them to get out
"Hi" he said
"Hi, you to should probley wait till you get home to do that. Just a suggestion." She said with a smirk on her face
They got out then and Rory fixed her outfit and smiled at her mom.
"If I was a normal mom I would be mad but im not and I am proud to bad my mom didn't walk out here. Then she would see you are just as bad as me and she would ot be so nice to her thought to be angel grand-daughter."
"Mean, yet true."
Logan just stood there hoping Lorelai would not say anything to him. No such luck.
"Logan I thought you could contain yourself in front of my parents but I guess I was wrong. You just had to have her." Logan stood there not knowing how to respond.
"Mom!" Rory said hitting her mom on the arm
"What."
"Can we just ring the bell." Logan interrupted but before they could the door swung open
"Your late." Emily said letting them in.
"Don't blame me mo they are the ones who where…" Before she was able to finish Logan interrupted
"Its nice to see you Emily"
"Yes you to Logan."
Hope you like it. More soon and I may have to change the rating to be safe