AN: Thanks for all the reviews. I hope you like it and sorry to all the Jess fans.
Chapter; 7 . Married with new keys
Rory woke up the next morning with Logan's arms tightly wrapped around her. She was getting better with everyday going by but also sadder knowing she will never get her baby back. She didn't understand why she was so upset. It wasn't like she ever really held it or saw it. But then again she did both. She held it inside of her, a felling she could not obtain from anyone or anything. She saw it on the sonogram the day her and Logan went to the doctors for her first check up. Everything was great that day and from then on getting better until that horrible day she lost her baby ended it. She had to move on, she was never going to be happy like this if she kept it on her all the time. She was just going to have to wait until her and Logan could try again and hope for the best. She realized that she was thinking completely out of character. They were not even married yet she wanted nothing but to have a baby with him. They had not ever really even talked about marriage even when she found out she was pregnant. 'Why haven't we.' She wondered not realizing she said it out loud waking Logan.
"Why have we not what?' he asked kissing her good morning.
"Oh umm nothing." She said quickly trying to put it off.
"Come on Ace, I can see something brewing in that no stop head of your. Now spill."
" I was just thinking that we have never talked about marriage or anything after or before we found out I was pregnant. Do you want to get married or buy a house where we can actually have kids? I mean we could not have lived here with a kid. I mean it is good for the two of us but not for a baby. I mean we were going to get married right, maybe not while I was pregnant but after. We were not just going to stay boyfriend and girlfriend with a baby were we." She said rambling on
"Rory stop. Ok slow down one question at a time. Yes I was thinking about getting married. No I was not expecting to raise our child here. I was looking at houses while you where at school. And the reasons why I have never brought it up before all of this is because we were practically already like a married couple. Just because we didn't have a paper that said it officially I was still thinking that way. I mean we live together, sleep together, eat together, wake up together, and get dressed together, sometimes even shower together. I mean what would change if we got a paper that said we really are together when we already know that." He said kissing her shoulder. "I am not saying I don't want to marry the one and only women I have and will ever love, I just didn't think it would be that much different and why stress about something that will make my parents an your grandparents happy."
"Yea your right sorry I never thought of it like that. But while we are on the subject did you maybe plan or think about asking me when I was pregnant or before I was." She said with a sad yet hopeful look in her eye.
"Yes and who says I am still not thinking bout it or planning on asking you." He said with smile on his face.
" I don't know nobody I guess." She said turning around now knowing he was at least thinking about marrying her. She leaned inward and gave him a passionate kiss. " So was that a 'Rory I plan on asking you to marry me sign?" she said leaning in for another kiss.
"Maybe, but I couldn't just tell you know could I." He said getting up and out of bed. " I am going to go take a shower."
"Ok.'
As he shut the door and turned the water on and there was a knock at the door. She put on a robe and went over and answered it. To her surprise it was Jess.
"Jess what are you doing here.'
"Rory I needed to see you. I don't know how to say this but I have to tell you. I love you and always have."
Rory stood there in shock "Jess I don't know what to say."
"Just say you love me too.'
"Jess I'm sorry, …. But I don't. I have to go." She said shouting the door
"What, Rory come on. You can't be saying this because you are still with that jackass.'
"Jess he is not a jackass and yes I am still with him not that that is any of your business, now please leave." She said trying to close the door but his hand stopped it and grabbed her wrist pulling her out the door and into the empty secluded hall.
"How can he be better then me."
"Jess you left remember. More then once too, might I add. And your attitude toward Dean or anyone else for that matter was no better then Logan's toward you that night." Rory said trying to break her wrist free but his grip was to tight. "Jess please let me go."
"No if he can have you why cant I." Jess pushing her against the wall. He started to forcefully put kisses on her.
"Logan!" She let out in a whimper of a cry. But she knew there was no way he was going to hear her through the wall, let alone in the shower. "LOGAN! Please help me." she said starting to cry as Jess ripped off her robe and pulled her legs apart pushing them on the wall. "Jess please don't. I jus had a miscarriage and I cant get pregnant again this soon." She said now balling hoping Logan would come out soon.
She finally heard him call her name and she tried to scream his out but Jess quickly cover her mouth. Lucky she was able to get just enough out for him to come open the door. As soon as he did the elevator door opened showing a now very angry Chris and Lorelai.
"Omg get the hell away from my kid." Chris said as he punched Jess away from Rory leaving her standing there completely naked.
Logan soon grabbed her rob and through it around her and held her as close as possible pulling her inside.
Chris soon had Jess in a headlock against the wall and Lorelai yelling at him. "How could you do that to her Jess. God you are such a fucking bastard. If I ever see you anywhere near her again I will make sure you never see daylight again. She just lost her baby Jess, and so help me god if you were able to do anything to her before we got here I will rips you head off and feed it to dogs." As she said that she slapped him a couple times and kneed him in the balls.
She then hurried in to see if Rory was ok.
She opened the door to see Rory in tears in Logan's arms. She slowly walked in about to start crying. Her daughter was getting or about to be raped in front of her. As soon as a tear fell down her face Chris walked in and she fell into his arms.
Logan had no idea what he wanted or could fell. The love of his life was assaulted and he was only a few feet away from it. He felt terrible and on top of all that Jess knew of the most painful event in their lives.
Rory finally broke the silence.
"Logan I'm scared." His heart broke. She was scared in the one place she was supposed to fell the safest.
'I know, god Rory I am so sorry. I wish I could have heard you or waited to take a shower, something that would have stopped this." Then he asked the question everyone was dying to know. "Rory did he, was he able to….?"
"No, thank god, but if you had come out a minute later or mom and dad had arrived any later he would have."She said in-between cries. " I even told him about the miscarriage and that I couldn't get pregnant again hoping that would stop him but he didn't. He just …. pushed harder and….harder. I was so scared you wouldn't come out and he would and I.
"Rory I am so sorry. You have no idea how bad I feel." He said giving her a kiss on top off her head. She wrapped her arms around him tighter.
"Logan it is not your fault, I should have gotten you out before I answered the door or when I saw it was Jess I should have told you something. I just never thought he would do something like that."
"No Rory you should feel safe here, not need me to protect you from answering your own door. And what happens when I am not here, you can't just avoid answering it. But I am going to call the front desk and make sure they never let Jess come back in the building. I am also going to tell them to put the key back it service so people can only get up here with it."
"You use to have a key to just have the elevator bring you to the floor." She asked
"Yea but Colin and Finn would complain about it and I even gave them a copy but they would usually only use it when they where drunk and could never figure it out and get yelled at for.." He trailed off " Never mind, I will go down there now and have all that done. Will you be ok with your mom and dad?' he asked smiling
"Ya I think so. Love you."
"Love you." She said giving him a kiss. He then got up and started walking to the door
"Wait, Logan what if you see Jess down there." She said getting up and running over to him
"Don't worry Rory just calm down, Plus I am sure your mom pushed him around well enough." He said trying to make her think if he saw him he would just ignore him. Truth be told he wanted to kill Jess and if he saw him he probably would and if not he would send someone to do it.
"Ok just be careful. And I don't want the next time I see you to be with a black eye or anything worse just stay calm and safe."
"Ok.' He gave her one last kiss before he went out the door.
"Rory honey, thank god you are ok." Lorelai said with tears rolling down "Are you sure he didn't?'
"Ya, but he was so close to." She said crying again "So what are you to doing here any ways?'
"Your grandparents told your dad about the miscarriage so he wanted to see you and I thought I should tag along." She said thinking back to what they had seen. "Rory are you ok. You have bruises all over you and you look like you are going to pass out. Why don't you lye down. I will get you some coffee."
'Ok, but can you lye with me I don't want to fall asleep alone and Logan is down stairs."
"Of course I will." She said walking her over to the bed and lying don with her.
"I am going to go get the coffee and make sure Logan is ok." Chris said giving them both a kiss on the cheek."
"Thank you Daddy." Rory said smiling at her dad
"Of course angel." He said smiling back and looking at Lorelai. She worded out 'thank you' too
