i sat outside a
starbucks, a cigarette in one hand and a caramel mocchiato in the
other. I reach my left arm up slowly and take a puff off my cigarette
and remove it from my mouth. It was my normal friday morning
routine.
My life is way too organized and planned out. I do
the same shit, all the time. it's time a for a change. I say
this every friday too.
A stranger waklks up breaking my
concentration. It's a boy. He had jet black hair that hung over his
left eye. His right eye an icy blue.
"Hi," he says. I
watch his pale lips as he walks watching his cold blacl lip right on
the right side of his lip move a little bit.
"hello," i
say smoothyl. I brush my curly black long hair out of my face out of
my face. Out of the way of my pale blue eyes. A hair got stuck on the
monroe piercing right above the left side of my lip. I gentled tugged
at it trying to remove it.
I think I've seen you around school
before. Don't you go to Jefferson," he asks smoothly. I could
tell he was trying to play off the cool look. I kept tugging
at the hair, finally freedom. I look up at him making eye contact.
Gosh he's a cutie.
"Yes i have the unfortunate
pleasure of attending Jefferson. I'm Rachel," I find myself
saying and stretching out my hand to hiom. He shakes it.
"Bobby.
Can I sit," he kinda pulled his shoulder back to him, as if he
were in an uncomfortable spot between two lovers in a movie theature.
He gestures to the iron chair which sat at my table. I nodded softly.
I brushed my long black curls away from my face again. I put the
cigarette to my mouth and took a drag. I then leaned over the side of
the chair and put it out on the pavement. "Wow," I turn
back to him.
"What," the words seem to flow out in a
hatefull tone.
"I didnt know you smoked," I nodded.
I bit my lip,
and sort of stared off into space. "You're going to be late,"
he says.
"I know. Almost every Friday I am, and every Friday
I make a lame excuse. What are you doing here?" I never see
anyone besides myself here on a friday mornings
"Don't
feel like going is all. Plus, I'm new and wanted to explore the city
a little bit." I chuckled a bit when he said this. "Whats
so funny?"
"Nothing," I picked up my black purse
and pulled another marlbaro lights out of my purse. I took my lighter
out of my pocket and lit my cigarette.
"No, you laughed at
something I said. What was it," he says, sounding a little too
curious.
I leaned into him, "wanna know a secret?" he
nodded. "Seattle sucks. Our school sucks. Everything in this
fucking state sucks. Except for a few select people, and this
Starbucks." He laughed. I like his laugh, its not too deep
but not too high.
"Yea. I'm from the wonderful state of
Texas, and this cold shit... Just doesnt cut it," he chuckles.
He pulls a pack of Newports from his pocket. "Can I bum your
lighter for a sec?" I toss it to him. He removes a cigarette,
and sets the pack back into his pocket. He places it between his lips
and lights it. He hands me my lighter back. "The way i see it,
this planet should be warm, not cold," he says leaning into me
as if this were some super secret spy mission. He settles back into
his chair and takes a drag off his cigarette.
"Girly man,"
i said jokingly. He put his hands over his heart. We both laughed
loudly. I liked how we were comfortable with each other.
