BlackOut
Grym Goddess here!. I so do not own FB.
anyways my grammer is probably bad and my spellings sucks, but o well, if i catch it i'll fix it, so don flame at me or gripe at me for it ok. TY to my reviews and to the ppl who read it even if they didn't review.
Ok as you knowTohru Honda has Amnesia, so she isnt herself she might as well just cuss, bc she already yelled at them. And Yuki is a bastard face i don't like him!. So i like to make him look like the bad guy, ok i am gonna get this fic started bc i am feelin sick at my stomach, and i wanna get chappie four typed up b4 i throw up...
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Chapter Four:Love, pain and tears.
Tohru had tossed and turned through out the night. Although she couldn't remember anything, she still heard cring and screams in her dreams. Waking up from tears running down her face and the sence that someone was watching her.
"W..who are you?"She whispered at the man sitting at the end of her bed.
"Its just me"His voice was soothing, making her heart burn.
"Kyo san?"
"You still don't remember do you" Kyo sounding hurt and not liking to be called that. He lowered his head and sighed.
Tohru looked at he dark figure sitting on her bed, she crawled out of her covers, and sat infront of his shoulders.His voice his smile, he makes my heart cringe, like I could do anything because he is near me, and he smiling at me, but why. Why is he so important, does he mean anything to me, did I, do I love him, does he love or loved me, I don't understand any of these emotions, I don't understand what is going on. Tohru thought. The way he talks and looks makes me chill through out my body, does his touch do the same thing to me,I see him staring at me, he is worried that his Tohru is forgotten. Tohru scooted closer to him and she placed her hands on his face, and one in his hair. I don't remember him, i have no idea if what I am doing is right, I cant remember but I can feel. Her hand placed around the back of his neck while the other was on his face, she moved in closer to where she could feel his warm breath on her face, she moved in closer so that he lips barley touched his. He moved in and deepened the kiss. I couldn't kiss someone I don't know, but what my heart tells me and my brain are two different things. Kyo gentally pushed her back so her back was against her bed, he then moved over her, placing a pillow inbetween his chest and hers, and leaned own, not to smash her, he began to kiss her neck, and down to her collar bone.And moved back up to her mouth. slight moans came from her. Her hands began to slip up his shirt and explore around his body.
NO! This is wrong, she doesn't remember me, Id be taking advantage of her, what my body wants right now doesn't matter, i cant, I wont hurt her!.Kyo yelled in his head. He sat up and moved her hands out of his shirt, he scooted away from her, and lowered his head and shame.
"Im sorry, Im sorry , Im so sorry" He began as tears seeped from his eyes. Tohru sat up. "You didn't do anything wrong"She said looking down to the dark floor. "I thought if I got closer to you it would help me remember, when I hear your voice or see your face my heart it hurts, when i felt you, felt your lips on my body, made me want me, yet I don't understand the feelings I had for you when...before I forgot..."she paused as he looked up at her. "I have no idea id you loved her if she loved you, alls I know is that she is still here, her heart remembers, but her brain doesn't. She wants you just as much as I do, and probably even more"
"Tohru..."
"How can you call me that, when..." Tears began to fall from her eyes. "Kyo..?"
"Yeah.."
"what...what do you mean yo me, her. Did you love her, did she love you, what was there?" She asked.
Kyo sighed."There was nothing between us"
"NO, no thats not true, there was something, there was something because I can feel it, I can feel it, there was somethig" She cried a him.
"There wasn't"
"If there wasn't something you would of tried to..., and I wouldn't of allowed it..., she loves you, I love you, so there had to be something" Shr placed her hands on his face and kissed him once. He grabbed her hands.
"Even if I told you, she wouldn't remember, it would just be a waste of time"
"Is that all I , she is to you, a waste of time?"
"No!"
"Then Tell me Kyo, help her, me to remember, I want to remember so bad"
"I..I love her, but then you, she, forgot. Forgot about me"
"I am determined to remember, but when She doesm kiss her, kiss her with all the power you have"
Kyo looked at her."But...ok" He leaned in and kissed her forhead."You should get some sleep"
He got up off her bed and she settled back down."Kyo.."
"Yeah?"
"Stay with me to night.."
"But I sleeping next to someone you don't know is..."
"In my heart is the memories, that the brain cant see,please Kyo"
"Tohru...I"
"Just until I fall alseep"
He sighed."Until you fall alseep" He crawled in bed with her, and felt her snuggle up to his arm.
I love you Tohru Honda, and you have better heard me say that earlier,because when you remember either way Im gonna kiss you. He thought and smiled, as he looked at the girl. Even in the dark her beauti was still radent.
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Yes it's short but its still good right?. Well leave me reviews and read and give me ideas, and not all in thyat order but I honestly think you get what I mean.
Grym Goddess
