Recap:
Finally she started to pull back her hood and I was shocked. I was more shocked then the time I saw Millicent Bulstrode and Crabbe in the shower, more shocked when I found out Snape is a spy….
"Hello Tom"
Chapter 2
So they kicked us out. Dickheads! Don't they know how much I want to be in that room where the love of my damn fucked up life is sat! Don't they know how shocked I am and curious. Damn am I curious. I want to know what the hell is going on. My stupid father's in there, I mean why on Merlin's name does he get to stay. This situation is making me whine. Malfoys don't whine!
"Malfoy? Are you feeling ok? You look constipated."
"Shut up Zabini. I want to know what's happening in there thats all, andconstipated! Malfoys dont become constipated! I can not believe I am having this conversation with you." Ok so I'm frustrated and not constipated. Idiot Zabini.
It's just unbelievable, I don't even know how I'm going to tell Dumbledore about this. I can't do that to her and her family. As much as I hate them I cant do that. I'm not that evil you know.I have to be a bit evil...I have a reputation to maintain.
I did all this for her, becoming a Death Eater and she's one her self.
Question is…why? Why is she one? What could make her become one? Why is she involved in things like this? God this world is really fucked up.
You do something for someone and they don't even care! Not that she knows that I became one but come-on!
My father knows about her, and they way she acted in front of him as he was inferior. What the hell is up with that! Did I mention he took it as well…he listened to her order him around. The most sickening thing was the way Voldy was grinning at her…leering you could say. I did not like that
God why cant they hurry up and finish talking because I'm getting quite a few funny looks from everyone. I think I should stop talking to myself. ARGH!
About an hour later my father comes out and sends me home saying-
"Boy" he calls me boy when in front of others but only calls me Draco when were at home. Crazy! "tell your mother I may not return home till late, and tell her not to worry much, I wont bring a whore home."
I tell you now Death Eaters are fools. I mean they couldn't see through what my father said or it might be the fact that he is such a good liar, but it was quite obvious to me what my father was really saying.
What he really was saying was…
"Boy, tell your mother, ill try and get away from these dumb idiots soon, and I love you."
My parents are one the most soppiest couples ever…when alone.
So that means Death Eaters are foo- I really cant say that anymore. I'm one my self. Sometimes I just forget that I'm a Death Eater, not by choice but I still am. I wake up in the mornings thinking life is good until I go in the shower and see that…thing on my arm and then realise, life sucks.
So anyway, he sends us home and I don't want to leave. Its like its my duty to protect her or something because she's still in there and I want to be there, I want to know what she's thinking about, what she's feeling. God I'm a poofter.
Unfortunately I had to go, so I did and all the way home which really wasn't long because I just apparated, ok scratch that. When I got home and after I told mother he message I went to my room which by the way was actually decorated by Frucci! All I kept thinking about was why she was there, what her reason was.
Its been a couple hours since I returned home and my father is back now. Alls quiet in the manor, and I just received a message from Dumbledore asking me to meet him and the rest of the order tomorrow to inform them of everything that happened. I'm dreading it because I'll have to tell him about her, and I don't think I can…