Recap:

I know she holds some sort of secret, I want to know what.

Through out the meeting I did notice that she kept on touching her leg or she would touch her shoulder and she would show some sort of discomfort, but within let say five seconds her face would show no emotion. It would have been as if I had imagined it.

Ginevra Weasley is a secret. A secret I will travel to all lengths to find out.

Chapter 4

"Welcome my fellow men, women, and others. Tonight is the night, where you shall see the young ones start their destiny. You shall see the young ones perform what they are meant do. You shall see if these young one are what it takes to be come like yourself in our world of power, glory, and luxury"

The fool forgot to mention death, blood, gore and destruction.

"Last night we saw them take their mark, tonight we shall see them become one with their marks."

Your trying to figure out what Voldy's on about right? Well last year when it was my turn to DO it. It horrified me, just don't tell anyone is said that or ill get nasty…understand? Right where was I? Err oh yes, that night when I completed it I decided to help the "light" side. It put my whole life into a different perspective and I felt bad you could say about the things I had done. Tonight is the night where Voldy sees if these fledglings are what it takes to become Death Eaters. Tonight is the night where you kill your first innocent. You never know who you could end up with….a muggle, a squib, hell even a witch or wizard.

I remember my night. He called it my night of glory, I called it my night of hell.

He gave us the same speech…did you know that he actually practices his speeches…I'm figuring its in front of a mirror or Wormy (Wormtail) and my father. His sounding boards.

Have I told you about my parents? There is something fishy about them especially my father…I was gone for a full five hours today and he didn't say anything unlike couple of days ago when I was gone for 30 minutes and he went loose!

Anyway where was I?….

Ah yes.

"Draco Malfoy, it is your turn. Wormtail move that snivelling little fool from there. He is a disgrace to us! Dispose of him, his parents wont mind I'm know."

Poor guy. Told him that he was a fool for even bothering to turning up. I could tell he was scared when we figured out that to become a full death eater you had to murder. It was my turn and I didn't know if I could do it. I was going to try though because I had so many people at my neck.

I stood in front of Voldy and they brought my victim. She was pretty, petite and scared. She was only 10. a very tender age. They told me her name was Katie, and that she is very bright. I could tell that she was bubbly child. One that had a very loving childhood. One who had very loving parents. The type to listen and care for them.

She was crying and she was trying to catch my eye. I don't regret the moment that I looked at her. In that moment that they met everything made sense. It made sense to what Dumbledore was fighting for. It made sense why people hated the thought of Voldemort. It all made sense. It was then I made my choice. It was then the guilt rushed in. It was then I knew what I had done was wrong.

"Adrian Cortez"

Voldy's voice pulled me out my thoughts. Thinking back on that day, I wonder if these "young ones" are feeling what I felt waiting.

Fool! He looks scared. They're going to give him hard one.

"This is Diane. And a squib. I'm sure you now her don't you. You used to play with her when you were little. Didn't you?"

"Yes, sir"

"You are to kill her."

Ah look he's hesitating. He might take his time, he looks young. I'd say about 15 maybe even 16. From that deep accent I'm thinking he is a Durmstrang student.

" I can't, I can't" he's whimpering now. I can see his father looking at him with wide eyes. He's shocked.

Don't know if he can do it…

I didn't really know she was here until I saw her. I was sure I would be able to sense her because I did last time, but no. I couldn't you know sense her presence. She looked beautiful the jet black cloak made such a contrast with her pale skin and her blood red hair. It made her seem dangerous, and it is pretty much obvious that she is.

I wonder what its like for her to face Voldy, and not be afraid to know that he's going to kill you as soon as he finds out that your deceiving him. I know she is not afraid because it is another thing that's obvious about her. His own Death Eaters are afraid of him. They bow down to him and not always out of respect. She looks at him straight in the eye. She can lie to him while looking at him in those same powerful eyes. She's strong. She's dangerous. She holds more power then she knows. Of course for me, she's perfect

That's all obvious in the way she carries her self and the way she talks. I know she knows that I'm watching her, watching her every move.

The ceremony is over and I'm kind of glad. The bodies of the deceased have been arranged into three different piles, one for the muggles which is the largest, the pile for the squibs came second and the last pile, which consisted of 10 bodies is of the muggle-borns, half-bloods and blood traitors. There's a trend you know. It's all women and children. I'm feeling guilt being spread around me and I can not stop it. I want it to stop so the faces go away, the pain, the screams. It's so hard and I don't know what to do. This is a first. Not being able to do anything. Not knowing what to do in a situation. I'm suppose to know what to do in every situation, I'm suppose to be able to think on my feet but seeing this is hard for me to comprehend anything.

The fledglings now have to burn the bodies, there can not be any sort of evidence left behind. Aurors have been patrolling the forests and woods for a couple of months. It's got the death eaters worried because they thought they would be safe here. They don't realise that no where is really safe for them. Unless they had…no I don't even think they no they exist or maybe Voldy thinks they are just a myth. Well one can only hope and have some faith. I look for Iain and Uncle Sev, and nod that they should leave soon. Voldy had left not long after the ceremony finished and he had greeted the worthy ones. The ones who well couldn't "perform" as he says were taken away. I don't think they would ever be seen again. I wish them luck if they have not already been killed. Of course she's gone too, she left with him. I know she's not scared but I'm scared for her. The fact that I am a Malfoy doesn't really come into this. I'm not supposed to care, to feel but I do. I'm not so much the "Ice Dragon" anymore.

My father had instructed me to follow him after it had finished and I'm doing that now. There's death in the air. The stench of it. If I listen hard enough I can still hear the whimpering and crying of the young children. The screams of agony and the hatred filled voices mumbling away in the wind. The gleaming red sky seems as if it has been painted with the blood of the victims. There's also that frozen chill that goes straight to your bones. In the far distant you can still hear members of the DE apparating or disapparating away. The closer we come towards Voldy's manor the more I want to run. I don't know why…

I'm sorry for taking so long. I know some people have this on their fav list and you would have received that email saying the fourth chap was up, it was but I took it down again because I hadn't really thought it through, and now I have! I've been extremely busy since the end of march , what with my grandmas passing and well just more family matters I haven't really had the heart to work on anything but I'm going to start it again because well I have to work through everything and this actually helps! I hope everyone likes this chapter, I'm not really sure on the beginning but ahh well…please tell me what you think. I don't mind CONSTRUCTIVE CRITISISM.

Alexia!