Chapter 4

Confession

Anna's POV

Okay Anna breathe just breathe there is no need to be nervous its just Yoh. What can he do? Apart from breaking my heart for the 5th time and screaming at me but that's all! Oh God I need to come down! Okay I can't show any weakness I need to keep a straight and cold expression on my face.

Wow he looks so cute when his angry urgh! I need to concentrate and I can't do it out here! I think Yoh's posse of lame friends might be listening and I don't want them to hear this conversation. "Yoh lets talk in the park" I said to him in a quite yet cold tone.

I was right as we passed Yoh's house his little crappy friends had their ears stuck to the wooden fence trying to listen to our conversation! If I still lived there I'll make them clean the whole house spotless for listening into Yoh's conversation and mine.

We continued to walk towards the park I was very deep in thought thinking about what I was going to say and what I was going to do but before I even had a reasonable plan we arrived at the park and Yoh had began to talk and boy did he talk!

"Look Anna what happened between you and me is between you and me don't start dragging my girl friend into this! If you hit or hurt my girl friend in anyway I will not be responsible for my actions do you understand me Anna?" I was so bloody shocked it wasn't because he was standing up to me but because the coldness of his tone of his voice was enough to freeze hell over!

There was silence between us for a couple of minutes but those minutes felt like centuries.

When I finally said something I said it in a voice that wasn't my own. I have no idea what I was thinking or what came over me but it was like a different person was controlling my body and I was conscience of it?

Well this is what I said to him in a tone of voice that was quite, sad and in pain " Yoh do you remember before the Shaman king tournament that we we're in this park. I wanted to tell you that I….loved you before you left but for some weird reason I thought it would be better if I told you once you were Shaman king and I was your queen but seems like…. I never meant much to you Yoh…..I'm not sorry for hurting your girlfriend and I would do it again because you were the one good thing in my life and she took that away from me"

When I looked up at him. He had a face of pure shock and confusion and then he said "Anna…I…I..so..rry" in a way I was expecting that respond and I did the only thing that I could possibly do after that reply which was to run like always.

I hated myself for being so weak. For confessing something so important but in a way I left relief because now I wouldn't wonder about the "what ifs". I sat down in a park bench for at least a couple of hours. Until I felt someone sit beside me.

When I looked up to see who had sat down beside me it turned out to be Ren? Now that's weird what would Ren be doing here? Hmm I decided to ask him " what are you doing here?" he replied, "I was looking for you. I have a job offer for you Anna"

A job offer from Ren what the hell! Why would he be offering me a job but I thought I might as well asking him doing what " and what would I be doing in this job?" he then said " I need you to pretend to be my girl-friend for a week while I visit my family in china. I would ask Pilika but I don't want to have any problems with Horo Horo and she's to weak unlike you which my family would be very impressed by….I will of course pay you a handsome sum, buy you new clothes for the different occasions and my family doesn't like public displays so we wouldn't be kissing or …touching. So do you agree?" Well there were pros and cons. The con was that Ren was Yoh best friend and if Yoh found out their friendship would be ruined but Yoh didn't care about me so this con doesn't account! And well the pros are that I will get paid and God knows that I need money to survive and buy a new TV in colour! And clothes.

So I agreed to go to china with Ren it would be nice to get away from Japan for a while to try forget about that jackass!

Next day! (Monday)

Yoh's POV

I can't believe that I just stood up to Anna! But why do I feel so bad, why do I feel like a part of me just died. I know that I hurt her for cheating on her but we were never a couple. She never said a kind word to me. How was I supposed to guess that she loved me! When she always showed me the opposite. I just thought we were friends but I guess…. cruelness is the way Anna shows emotion and I made the worst mistake of my life!

I guess that I love her… I love Anna and I didn't realize until now. While I was walking out of the park. I wanted to turn back, to tell her that I love her and that I'm sorry but its to late. I have already broken her heart countless times and I hate myself for being such an idiot.

ARGH! Does my stupid science teacher ever shut up I can't focus on my thoughts. Who wants to know about bloody planets? The whole class is half asleep can't this man take a hint!

Anyway I should break up with Muyi there is no point leading her on. Hmm but its going to be so uncomfortable since were going to be home alone tonight. None of the guys are staying over tonight and Ren is visiting his family. I wonder if he got a date and I wonder who? I'll have to ask him when he gets back.

Somewhere in China The next day

Anna's POV

The flight to china was so boring ! Thank God they were showing a movie on Ren's private jet. I couldn't't stand the silence anymore and Ren's snores! Hmm Ren is kind of cute and he has the whole dark and cold attitude going on. Which is very sexy! Maybe I could use Ren to make Yoh jealous…… nah that wouldn't't Yoh doesn't't love me heck he doesn't even like me why would he be jealous. WHY can't I stop thinking about that urgh! ( a/n: I would include the bad word but just in case kids are reading this lol) damn it why do I have to love him! Why can't I just get over him and start liking some other guy! Love is so bloody painful that I wouldn't even wish it on my worse enemies!

However maybe this trip can help me clear my mind and find a way to forget about that jackass! Heck maybe Ren has a cute cousin that can help me forget about that idiot!

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