Chapter 20

All Jason heard was the loud boom of the explosion, and he yelled, "Courtney!" But he couldn't see her through the amount of debri, and he was getting scared. He saw Sonny and Carly coming out and he heard the faint sounds of the ambulance in the distance. He went over to the, now, wrecked c ar, if you could even still call it that. Before he reached it, he felt Sonny grab his arm and to hold him back. "Sonny I have to find her!" Jason yelled. "Jason you have to wait!" Sonny said, trying to remain calm, but he saw this happen before with Lily, and he knew that it wasn't possible that Courtney could've lived through that. The ambulance and the police came through and tore through the debri and kept shouting stuff to each other,but all Jason couldn't hear anything. He was in a deep trance. He just kept staring at the tons of debri everywhere, just hoping that Courtney would emerge from it. He needed her,s he couldn't die.

Mac and the rest of the police officers kept looking, but they couldn't find anything. "Jason was anyone in the car?" Mac questioned.

"Yeah, Courtney was." Jason answered simply.

"Did you find her?" Carly asked, worridly.

"All we have is debri and no sign of a body. It was probely blown up with the car..." Mac started before he was grabbed by the collar by Jason.

"No she is not dead! You are going to keep looking for her, becasue she is strong and she willlive through this! You just have to keep lokking for her!" Jason yelled. He couldn't let Courtney and his child die! No, no, no he wouldn't! Not again!

"Jason, Jason, let him go!" Carly and Sonny begged his while prying his hands off of him.

"I should bring you in on assult charges,but I'm going to let this one slide. We are doing everything we can, but so far we haven't found a body. I'm sorry." Mac walked away ful of sorrow. Caarly was breaking down in Sonny's arms, while Sonny told Jason to come inside. "No, I have to wait for Courtney. She needs me." Jason said, still keeping his eyes on the damage, waiting for Courtney.

Yacht

Courtney woke up and looked around the large room she was in. She looked over to her side and saw a nightstand beside her bed and a small window on the wall on the left side of the room. She looked over to the other side and saw a desk in the corner of the right side and a mini bar right beside it. She got up off the bed and lookd out the window and saw that they had just taken off. She started wallking towards the door but it opened to reveal...

Jason had walked back to the penthouse, shooken up from today's events. He couldn't grasp around the fact that Courtney was dead. His heart didn't feel empty like it would if she was gone. He walked over to the fireplace and put his hands on both sides of it as he leaned forward. The news was still stabbing him in the heart over and over again as he thought back to it...

Flashback

"Jason." Mac said coming over to Jason with a sloemn look on his face.
"Did you find her?" Jason questioned anxiously.

"I'm sorry." Mac said as he bowed his head.

"No, no, no." Jason said shaking his head.

"She's gone." Mac said.

"No your lying! Courtney is out there and she needs me!" Jason screamed on the top of his lungs, holding back the tears that were begging to fall. He ran over to the destroyed car and yelled, "Courtney, baby. Where are you?" He was so distraught and coudln't believe that she was gone,and his baby! He just couldn't believe it.

End Flashback

Jason was so hurt, but it quickly turned to anger as he swiftly swept all of the contents on top of the fireplace to the floor with a crach, and flipped over the coffee table and then his couch and then slumped down on the floor in tears. He rarely cried, but Courtney made him do that, and now she was gone. Her and that baby were his whole world and they just dissapeared. His whole world gone. Just like that. With one tick, all of his hope and will to live just blew up right in front of his face. He had failed her and their baby again.

"I'm so sorry Courtney. I'm so sorry." Jason mumbled outloud softly to the silent room, no longer filled with Courtney's prescence.

A/N I know not a lot of information, but it will get a lot more interesting! I promise you that. Just wanted to leave you guys in a little suspence. Keep the reviews coming:-)