Chapter 29

"What Monica? Who did she ask for?" Jason asked, clearly confused.

"Lorenzo Alcazar." Monica said.

Jason sat there thinking to himeself. Why the hell would she ask for Alcazar? He sat there, while this same annoying question rang through his head. He needed answeres, and he needed them now.

"Monica can I see her?" Jason asked.

"Yeah you can, but Jason, do you know why she would ask for Lorenzo Alcazar?" Monica asked with a very confused look on her face.

Jason sighed deeply and said, "I don't know." He walked towards Courtney's room, wondering the same thing Monica was.


Courtey sat in the hospital bed, totally confused, and utterly at loss at what to do. These docters say that she had to stay over night, and she would call Lorenzo, but she didn't know where he was... but then... there was that blue eyed man who was in here before. God why did she feel like she knew him... then something hit her...

Flashback

Jason: That's it. Come on. You can go.

Courtney: I have to do this for my husband.

Jason: No, no, no, you can leave right now. Just walk off the stage.

Courtney: He saw me. Oh, god, A.J. Saw me.

Jason: That's ok.

Courtney: My purse is in the dressing room.

Jason: I'll take care of it.

Courtney: So are my clothes.

Jason: You never have to go back to that place again.

Courtney: I am supposed to be there right now. God, I only had two more weeks left. Five days a week, five dances a night, 50 more times on stage, and it would have been done.

A.J. Would never have seen me. Why did you have to bring my husband to that place? Why did you have to hurt him like that?

Jason: Do you want to take a shower or change your clothes or something?

Courtney: Why? Don't you like me like this? Come on, Jason. It isn't anything you haven't seen before. Sitting there in the dark, watching me, show after show, guarding me. I thought you understood what it was costing me to be up there. God, how much I hated it.

Jason: I know you hated it.

Courtney: Then why? Why did you make all this for nothing? Why did you bring my husband to that place? Why did you make him see me dancing in front of all those men? No, you did this. You made a.J. Hate me. You did this!

Courtney: I want you to leave.

Jason: I can't.

Courtney: My brother told you to guard me while I was dancing. Well, I am not dancing anymore, so get out. Sonny has what he wants. Sonny did this. Sonny made you drag A.J. To that club, didn't he? That's what happened, right? Why are you protecting him? Why won't you just admit that Sonny did this? God, it had to be Sonny.

Jason: What happened happened. There's nothing you can change. All that matters now is what you do with it.

Courtney: What i do with it? What, are you out of your mind? I lost the man that I love tonight, the man that gave up his fortune to be with me. My husband saw me stripping, ok? He asked me to leave with him. But did I? No. No, I get his brother to drag him out while I take off the rest of my clothes for a bunch of drunks.

Jason: You were doing it to help A.J., To keep him out of prison.

Courtney: He's never going to believe that.

A.J. Thinks that i am perfect, clean. But now I'm just dirty. And I will always be. And he's never going to want to lay a hand on me.

Jason: Your husband needed help, so you stood up, even though it really hurt. If a.J. Can't see that, he doesn't deserve you.

End Flashback

She gasped. God why was this so confusing! Who was this man, and why was she talking to him? What was she to him? While all these thoughts ran through her head, she placed a protective hand over her abdomen. But she promised herself that no matter what, she would protect her baby against anything.


Jason was walking down the hall towards Courtney's room, while his thoughts continued to run through his head. He got to her room, and stood in front of the door. He was hestitant to go in, not really even sure that she wanted to see him.

But his thoughts still were running through his head... why? That seemed to be the question of the day, but he wanted answers. He looked in through the door, and saw Courtney's angelic face, with a very confused look plastered on her face. He watched as she raised her head, as her eyes met his. He smiled slightly, as if asking for silent permission to come in.

Courtney saw him outside, and she was surprised at how well she could read him. A man she didn't even know. She saw him look at her as if asking for permission to come in, and she nodded, telling him that it was okay to come in.

Jason sighed as he opended to the door to her room, and walked in. Once he walked in, he felt the tension immediatly. He looked at her, as she looked back up at him nervously. Why is she nervous? What am I thinking, she's probely afraid of me! She doesn't even know who I am!

Finally the silence broke, "Well are you gonna stand there all freaking day, or you gonna come over here? I don't bite you know." She said timidly. He smiled a little at her, and walked cautiously over to the side of her bed. He wanted so bad to hold her hand and kiss her, and tell her everything was going to be okay, and it was killing him knowing that he couldn't. Her insticts would take over, and she would probely hit him in the face. He had seen her right hook, and it definatly was NOT something to laugh about.

"Sit." She instructed, while pointing her finger towards the chair. He did as she said, and just looked at her. He saw her bite her lip, in the cute way that she did, knowing she was about to say something.

"It's Jason, right?" She said with a raised eyebrow.

"Yes." He said quietly, trying not to get his hopes up that she remembered him.

"Okay, so here it is. You will NEVER, and I mean NEVER, take my baby from me, and you will not hurt anybody I care about. You got that?" She said angrily at the blue eyed man in front of her.

Jason sat there astonished. Wha the hell was talking about? "Courtney, I-" Jason started.

"No! I don't know you, but all I know is that you are trying to hurt me, and my baby, and I am telling you right now, that will never happen. Because not only will I kill you myself, the father of my baby will..."

Now Jason was really confused. What the hell was she talking about? "What?" Was the only thing Jason could manage to get out.

"You heard me! What are you freaking stupid or something! Stay away from me, and my baby! I don't know you, so don't talk to me, and don't come by here anymore, because I am not yours to take care of!" Courtney screamed in anger. But she saw something in his blue eyes. Hurt, pain, and... sadness. Something she said must've got to him.

Jason heard her call him stupid, and he tried not to let it get to him, knowing that she didn't remember anything about him, but he couldn't help it, it still got to him. She was the only one who could make him hurt by words. He looked away from her, and shook his head slightly, trying not to look in her eyes. He got up, and walked quickly out the door, before Courtney could say something else.

Once he was out, he leaned his head up against the door, and closed his eyes. He could see how confused she was, and he wanted to help her, but he wanted her to trust him, but obviously, whoever had her, convinced her with these lies that they told her.

He walked down the hallway, back down to the waiting room to talk to Monica about Courtney, but stopped when he saw Lorenzo Alcazar run off the elavator in a rush. Curious, he walked closer towards him to hear.

"Yes, Courtney Matthews room." Lorenzo said in a rush.

"Um... 219." The nurse said.

"Thank you." He said before running towards the room.

Jason was beyond pissed. There was no way in hell Alcazar was getting anywhere near Courtney. Jason ran down the hallway back towards Courtney's room. Alcazar was already in the room talking to her. Jason stood on the outside, listening in on their conversation. He watched as Alcazar leaned down and gave her a kiss...

That was it. Jason stormed into the room yelling, "Stay the hell away from Courtney!"Alcazar froze, not expecting Morgan to be right behind him. He turned around and faced the angry hitman.

Courtney sat there, looking back and forth between Lorenzo and Jason, and had had enough. "What the hell are you doing? Didn't I tell you to stay away from me!" She yelled at Jason.

"Courtney what the hell are you talking about! This is the man who kidnapped you, and killed our baby!" Jason yelled back.

"Don't yell at her! She doesn't need the stress!" Lorenzo said to Jason, but Jason ignored him, while him and Courtney were shooting daggers at each other with their cold blue eyes.

"What the hell are you talking about! The only child I have is inside me, and it is with Lorenzo, not you!" Courtney screamed at Jason. Jason stood there, now putting all the pieces together. He looked at Lorenzo with deadly eyes, making Courtney very scared as to what he was going to do to him.

"You. You took her, and you told her that you were the father of her baby! And let everyone who loves her suffer because we thought she was dead! You son of a bitch!" Jason yelled as he came over and hit Lorenzo in the face, sending him backwards. He recovered, but not before Jason hit him the face again, sending him to the ground. Lorenzo got up and hit him back. Soon they both were in an all out brawl in the hospital room. Courtney was screaming at them to stop.

"Stop you guys! Stop! You're going to kill each other! Stop! Ahhh!" She screamed out in agony, as she grabbed her stomach in pain. Jason immediatly looked up from hitting Lorenzo in the face when he heard Courtney scream out. He rushed over to her, and tried to calm her down, while Lorenzo got up and tried to find a doctor.

"God, it hurts! God, no... my baby... please! My baby can't die!" She screamed.

"It won't. Courtney calm down." Jason said as he tried to calm her down by taking her hand, and holding her.

"No..." Then she felt something pull her back suddenly...

Flashback

Doctor: No, lie back, lie back. You almost drowned.

Courtney: They were shooting at me. The water was so cold.

Doctor: You're exhausted, but you're safe now.

Courtney: The baby -- the baby's ok? You didn't do any x-rays?

Doctor: I'm very sorry.

Courtney: No. she starts to cry

Doctor: You had a miscarriage. The baby's gone.

Courtney: No!

End Flashback

"No, not again... Jason I can't lose our baby again..." She said as she looked up into his eyes, with her teary ones, before going unconscious in his arms.

"Courtney? Baby? Courtney wake up!" Jason yelled trying to wake her up, but suddenly stopped when the he heard the loud beeps coming from the machined hooked up to her beside her. He saw her heart pressure rising... and then suddenly, she flatlined.


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