A/N: Thanks for the review for the last chapter! In this chapter doesen´t happen much, but there is a flashback and Cat continues writing a little bit, so I think it´s worth to read. (Please do it!) So, I don´t have to say much more, so I´ll just stop annoying you with my authors note, and you can start reading the 3. Chapter! Yay :)

I woke up, hearing my Nona singing. At first I just listend to her while I was still lying in my bed, but then I stood up to join her. She was in the kitchen, making waffles.

„Morning Nona! It is smelling very good!", I told her, when I arrived.

She stopped for a moment to answer: „Morning Cat! Did you sleep well? I am making waffles!" Then she continued singing her happy song. I joined her and together we sang the song with heart and soul. The last waffle was ready and we finished the song at the same time.

„Good timing!", I shouted, while I took two plates out of the cupboard.

„My waffles are always perfectly timed!" Nona smirked conspiratorial. She took maple syrup out of the fridge (we it waffles always with maple syrup, then they are the best) and sat down at the table.

I sat down too and we ate our maple syrup waffles happily. Then I remembered Jade. It came suddenly, and it startled me deathly. Nona and me were sitting here, happily singing and eating waffles with maple syrup, while she was alone at her house, heartbroken and without her best friend.

Immediately I wanted to rush to Jade, but then I took a look at the clock and I had to admit, that it was a way too early, to go to Jade. It was 8.00 AM and Jade usually slept long. When Beck was over at hers they slept even longer, but Jade always told me, they didn´t sleep much nevertheless. I knew exactly why and I was proud that I was allowed to know this, because I was the only person, that knew something like this about Beck and Jade. Always when they made an innuendo about things like this, I was the only person that knew, what they were talking about.

We even talked about IT, before they were doing it for the first time. I still remember clearly.

/ Flashback 3 \

I am sleeping, when my Pear Phone starts ringing.

„Cat, I have to come over."

„Oh, hi too Jade!"

„Now."

„It is really late. I don´t think my parents want you to come at this time."

„It´s important, Cat."

„What about telling me on the phone?"

„Ugh, fine. I… I was at Becks RV-"

„This late?! O my god, did you do IT?"

„No, Cat, we didn´t. And that´s the point."

„What do you mean?"

„I think we almost did it. We were lying on his bed and then we started kissing and suddenly he was shirtless… and me too."

„You too?!"

„Yes. No. I mean, I was still wearing a bra. And then we suddenly realized, what we were about to do."

„Oh."

„I´m scared Cat."

„If you are silent, I can wait at the door and open it for you, when you arrive. My parents won´t notice."

„Thanks. I´m here in ten minuits."

„I´m waiting for you."

/ Flashback 3 end \

I finished eating my waffles and after I gave Nona a hug, I went to my room again. At my desk I saw two things, that caught my eyes.

The fixed pink heart was lying there. Because Jade had gone downstairs, I had hidden the fixed heart in my jeans pocket, where I had found it yesterday. Now it was lying on my desk, over the second thing, that had caught my eyes.

The piece of paper I used, to write the few lines down, that came to me yesterday. I took it and red over it again. I still didn´t knew, what it was, but I liked it. I took a second paper and began writing again.

[Jade is sitting on the ground (grass), it is night and a tear is slowly rolling down her face]

[Beck comes; sees Jade; sits down next to her and takes her hand; again a tear is rolling down Jades face; they don´t look at each other]

Jade: I love my life. It´s great. I have talent, I can act and have an amazing voice and I have… you.

[Jade looks at Beck for a second; he looks back at her; then they look at the dark sky again]

Jade: There is no reason for me to be sad.

[Another tear is rolling down her cheek; Beck nods slowly]

Jade: But sometimes everything overcomes me. I am so lucky. Isn´t it unfair, that not everybody has such a great life like me? I don´t mean, the same life, just a life, where they are just as happy as I am. And then, we´re speaking for example about the poor animals, that murdered by us. But just for a hour or two. Maybe a day. You know? And after this time, everybody is happy again. Because they spoke about it , that they have to do something, they don´t feel like they have more responsibility, now, they spoke about it. But what is with the animals? Nothing, everything continues and nobody ever changes. I hate being so lucky, when I hear of the lifes o other people. I don´t deserve this all. This talent. … And you…

Beck: Sometimes, you have to be sad. It is part of life and it´s good. It keeps us grounded. When we understand, for just a moment, what the whole world is like. How everybody works. And then, when the moment is over, we can´t understand anymore, why we felt like this.

Jade: And all the responsibilty, what everybody is expecting from you, it is hard. Sometimes it is too much. It feels good, that you understand me Beck.

Beck: It feels good, that you trust me, Jade.

[They turn around to look at each other; they kiss shortly and sweetly, Beck looks in Jades eyes; takes her left hand]

Beck: You know, sometimes things are so beautiful, so magic, so perfect, that it´s sad at the same time.

Jade: I know.

It was based on something, jade told me about, maybe a year ago. They were at Canada and Beck wanted to show Jade the stars. Altough she said it was too sappy, she came with him and then it was so beautiful, that it was sad again. Back then, I didn´t understand, what she had ment, with the sentence it was so beautiful, that it was sad again. But today, I think I understood it.

I red over it for the second time, and then, I realized, what it was. It was like a play. I was writing a play about Beck and Jade!

A/N: Sorry if the ending sucked! The next chapter will be better, there will be more action again. It´ll be a monday, so they all have to go to school again… :P

What about two reviews for the next chapter? Is this too much? I really don´t know, but I can try it ;)

So: review this, please!

And check out my oneshot They were best friends. I wrote it a while ago, and I was really proud of it, but I didn´t get ONE review :(

So if you are nice, read it and review, please :´(