De-Evilized- 4

I'm glad so many of you liked this story so far… And thanks to the two people who left reviews.

Disclaimer- don't own nothing except Raven

I'm going to keep the ball rolling on this as fast as I can so expect time jumps.

John gathered up his supplies, credit cards, weapons, truck keys, and his duffel bag. Picked the talisman he always wore and placed it on the table. With a heavy sigh he opened the front door and walked out of it. He hated to do this to his boys, hated to leave them. It had to be done, if he were to save his sons and kill the demon, which killed Mary, this had to be done.

John wasn't sure how Dean, would react. He was hoping that Dean just thought his old man went hunting. Then when he realized something was wrong, he would go get Sam from School. Would Sam leave school though to go back and chase ghosts? He had given up that part of his life when he walked out the door a few years ago. John smiled to himself; his boys would be okay. It was Raven he had to worry about. He knew Dean would cut her loose that would not be good. Something would kill her.

John hated to give her back her powers that he stripped from her three years ago, de-evilizing her, giving her them back would back her evil once more. John stood next to his truck, wondering what to do. He saw someone coming out the front door it was his son Damn it. Dean rubbed the sleep from his eyes

" Dad? Where are you going?"

"I have a case in Indiana, I'll be home afterwards" A/N- I forgot where Dean said John went sorry

Dean nodded and went back into the house, not bothering to watch John leave. If he was coming back then his word was good enough.

John watched his son wander back into the house that they had called their own for a couple years. He placed the keys into the ignition and turned the engine over. The truck rattled to life, the shell looked older than dirt, but John had, made sure everything under the truck was brand new even the engine. He was just about to put the truck in gear when Raven startled.

" John, where are you going?" she asked him, hoping he wouldn't lie to her.

" Raven, I have a hunt I'll be back, but in case I'm not I'm going to restore your powers and its up to you to stay un-evil" Raven eyes lit up "Really?"

This is what she had been waiting for.

" But not until I'm sure you won't hurt my boys" John nodded as he motioned for her to move away from the truck. Raven stepped back and watched him drive away. She looked back at the house and decided it was too early to face Dean so she snuck back into the house to get some sleep.

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A week later

She watched Dean pace the floor; he was starting to get on her nerves.

"What! What Raven?" he exploded at her.

" I just want you to stop pacing the floors, I'm sure John is fine, he is a big boy Dean. You would know if he needed your help."

Dean shot her a nasty glare " It has been a week raven, seven days two hundred eighty days. He would have called if he could, but what if he can't. What if he is hurt? What if " Dean went on.

It was Raven's turn " Dean, get a hold of yourself, you are driving me crazy, I care about your father, he saved me from myself. But this isn't going to help " she gestured at his pacing.

" You need to shut up Raven" dean warned.

" Or what Dean? Huh? Your going to hurt me Dean?" she knew she was goading him in to something.

Dean fell into it too, he grabbed her and threw her up against the wall and pinned her there, knowing fully well she could kick his ass. Raven kept her eyes closed and could still tell how close he was by the way his breath hit her.

Cautiously she opened her eyes and stared into his. Dean backed away " You bitch, you knew, you fucking knew he was leaving" he slammed her again against the wall, her head connecting with the wall.

" Where is he?" Dean asked trying to calm himself before he actually hurt her.

" I don't know he didn't tell me, he did say something about giving me my powers back, when he thought it was a good time" this made Dean take a step back " What, he'd what, my father would never give you your evil powers back"

Dean let her go and went upstairs to his room; he grabbed his duffel bag and started throwing clothes into it. Anything he could think of that he would need went into his bag. when it was full, he grabbed Sam's old bag and filled that one as well. He grabbed his weapons from the basement and placed them in the false bottom trunk in his car, ever weapon he could find or think of finding, went into the trunk.

After he finished packing his things, he saw it, the talisman the silver talisman on the black cord. He walked over slowly and picked it up, it was his father's, he would never leave it unless he knew something Dean didn't. Dean picked it up and placed it around his neck. He looked up to see Raven standing in the doorway.

She had been watching him scurry around the house; the feeling of loosing Dean was becoming more evident in her. For three years it was the three of them, hunting, laughing eating and sometimes sleeping in the Impala together. Now the fact that he was going to leave, to look for his father was a little much even for an ex-demon girl.

Dean wasn't sure what to say to her, of course he'd let her stay here as long as she wanted all of the bills were paid up, the house was under John's name, bought and paid for, it was legally the Winchester's home. Dean wasn't sure what the look on her face was all about, but before it turned into ironically a 'chick flick moment' he wanted to get out of there.

" Listen, I got to go, I have to find my dad" Dean tried to move past her, but she stood in front of the door.

"Dean" she began, knowing perfectly well that the second he walked out of the door, that was it, she would never see him again. Or when she did, he would kill her.

Dean backed away from her, not liking where this would be going, well it could go two ways, her begging for him to kill her or her begging him for a release, which that wouldn't be a problem she was an attractive girl but….

Her voice cut into his thoughts " Dean, I am not good with words, or emotions, cuz well you and John pounded that into my head, but I want you, so very badly" Dean almost passed out right there as the words entered his brain then went south.

"Um…. Look Raven" those words were the only thing that left his mouth as Raven walked over to him, pinned him against the wall, and kissed him.

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Dean opened his eyes, the sun now shinning high in the sky was try to blind him, he blinked a few times trying to remember, how and what happened. He rolled over to his left side and saw Raven sleeping. It wasn't horror that filled his head, but dread. The kind of dread those fills you when you know you've done something, you know you really shouldn't have.

Dean eased himself out of the bed, dressed and slipped quietly out of the house. He didn't want to have an awkward moment. He slid into the driver's seat and started up the car. As he pulled away from the house he looked in the rear view mirror as if saying goodbye. His eyes went back to the road ahead of him and a small smile played on his lips as he thought of going to pick up his brother.

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John sat in his truck out of sight at the Impala pulled away; he shook his head and opened the spell book he had used to strip Raven's powers. He read the words one by one hoping that the added passage of keeping the evil at bay would help. He watched as a blue light left the book in search of its target.

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Raven felt warmth filled her soul, her eyes popped open and was ready to scream as the blue light flooded around her. She felt her powers flowing through her veins but there was some thing else. She wanted for the evil feeling to come back, but it did not. She picked up the cell next to her and called John "Thank you" as she hung up she also felt a burning sensation on her right shoulder. Then it was gone.

She really didn't want to get out of bed yet, so she just lay there wondering what she should do next. The door flung open and a female shape walked through it

" So here you are, sis, I thought I had lost you. It seems that when Winchester stripped your powers you went off the radar."

Raven sat up pulling the sheets up around her " Meg, what are you doing here?"

" I came to get you father has been so worried, you just disappeared off the radar screen, so you ready to go? Time to go destroy some lives?" Meg asked her sister, she didn't realize that her sister was not evil anymore.

So I hope I did well, I'm not going with the possession theory just is just a bitch is my theory but hey. I might hook her up with John