Dear Malfoy,
I never write down how I am feeling but I always hear that it is really good for you. I know that I can't write these kinds of things to Ron or Hermione because they would just run to Dumbledore thinking that I turned evil. I figure that you are the only person who I can write to who won't care what I say. You might not even be reading this or you might be laughing at the pathetic boy who lived. Oh well, here goes nothing. I feel lost, alone, sad, angry, confused, and hurt. I am feeling all these feelings at once including self-doubt.
It's like god created me and forgot to finish but he sent me down to earth anyways. When people look at me its like they can tell there is something wrong with me and there right. I walk around and see all these people enjoying their life. What do I have to enjoy? I have an insane man who wants to kill me, an old man who is controlling my whole life, a family who wants me dead, and a world that is counting on me because I am the Boy who just won't die and keeps letting people control him.
This is not how I imagined my life would turn out to be but I don't think I have any control over it. I don't even think I have control over myself either. I used to cut myself and I still feel like cutting myself although I don't know why I did it or why I liked doing it. If you are still reading this, which I doubt you are, I just wanted to say I am sorry that I never gave you and I a chance to be friends. I listened to what everyone else was saying about you without forming my own opinion and for that and so much more I am sorry. Yes, you read it right. Harry Potter is saying sorry to Draco Malfoy. Well, if you are still reading this, tell Snape he was right. I am exactly the person he always knew I was, a quitter. I got to go. I have one more thing to do today. Have a good life Draco Malfoy.
Harry Potter
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Also, I do not own harry potter or anything related to it because if i did i would be rich.
