A Warm Place
Seras Victoria
It's sort of funny if you think about it.
When he had me... I mean... when he had me, I didn't know what to think. When he put me under that spell, I knew what was going to happen. And the first thing that came to mind was that I had to make it out of this. That I had to survive... because I never got to go to Mexico City.
That sounds funny, huh?
It sort of is funny.
The kind of funny things you think... when a man is about to violate and ruin you. Maybe you'd think of something else. Maybe if that kind of monster grabbed and controlled you, you would think about your family. Your friends. Think of a way to get out of it. See... I didn't. I had no family to think about. And all my friends were killed by him. I knew there was no way to get out of it. All I could think about was that postcard of Mexico City an old friend sent me when I was in fourth grade and I thought, hey. The shores are beautiful. I'd love to see the sunset there sometime. And I blocked out everything and focused just on that.
I have to get out of this... I have to survive this.. I never got to see Mexico City. I'd like to see it. The sundown. I really would.
Then, well.. HE came. HE rescued me. And as I laid there with a hole through my chest, I kept thinking about Mexico City. Then when HE turned me, I thought to myself..
Well... at least now I'll get to see Mexico city. Maybe not Mexico City during sundown, but I can settle for a full moon instead.