Note: Since Chapter 2, there'll be a pairing MiyaHika and I won't put Daisuke in this chapter, so if you don't like shoujo-ai or romance, it's recommended if you not read this.

Chapter 3: The Hopeless

Yagami Residence, 07:15 AM…

"It turns you can cook well, Hikari." Miyako said as she admired me. My face blushed. "No…not too…I don't really able to cooking…, unless…if make a noodle, cake, or…crackers…maybe I can…" I answered nervously as I giggled. "Lie. You said it to her, whereas actually you can't do it too." the devil side of me said. "You moron! Don't disturb her! Take this!" the angel side of me shouted and chased the devil side of me.

"Finally…it finished too…" I sighed. Then, I ate my breakfast, while Miyako sat in front of me.

"Seems you cried at my hug yesterday. It means, you were very sad." Miyako said. "How if we go to the King Penguin Park after breakfast?" Miyako suggested me. "Mmm…I want to talk to you too, Miyako-san…" I said slowly.

King Penguin Park

We sat on the swing. "Miyako-san…just past…you understand about my sadness…" I started to speak. "Eh?" Miyako asked. "I feel you like my mother…and my own sister too…" I answered, as the swing swung. "I feel…only you who care to me…who are weak, sad, stupid, and clumsy. But, my heart and feelings could work if my friends were sad and gloomy…because that…, thank you, Miyako-san…" I end the chat. Miyako sighed, then her eyes looked downcast. "Mmm…you're my light, who guides me in the darkness." Miyako said to me. I stood up, then I walked far away from her. "I glad have been made friend to you, Miyako-san…So, I want you trust me…" I said as I looked at her. I walked far away the park. "If I said anything which had been hurt your feelings, please forgive me…" I said slowly. "Maybe…" Miyako thought. Seems she felt it was my last word. I didn't know if she followed me.

I walked alone along the street. "Why with me…? Why…?" I thought, as I held my forehead. "Seems…I got a fever…My head…my head is dizzy…I…" As I thought, "Aaakh…" I collapsed and lose the consciousness.

When I opened my eyes, I found myself in my own room. "I…where am I…? Who had been brought me to my room…?" I asked in heart. Suddenly, the door opened.

"Miyako-san…" I said weakly. "Are you all right?" Miyako asked anxiously. "So…" I said in heart. "I was shocked when found you unconscious at the street, then I brought you to your own house…" Miyako said again. I felt sad, because I only can make troublesome of her. "Maybe I really ill…I really not suitable to be your friend…I always troublesome you…and…me…" I couldn't continue again, and I hugged her.

"I don't want you gone…If you gone…, I'll sad forever…" I said and I cried in her hug. Miyako saw me softly. "We already predestined to always together." Miyako said. "So, our mind and feelings are joined. If the one feels hurt or sad, the other one will feel it too." Miyako said as she rubbed my head with her hand. I felt Miyako is my own mother and my sister.

"It's better if you take a rest. I hope you're better." Miyako said as she left my room and the door closed. I held my chest with my palms. "My chest…my chest felt hurt…why…?" I asked in heart.

I saw my wish book under the bed, then I took it and started to write it with my color marker. It wrote: I feel I always make a troublesome with my friend. It's better if I gone from here. "What can I do…with my condition like this…?" I thought.

To be Continued