What's Mine
Chapter 5
She watched as people walked right by her, not like they'd care, she thought and closed her eyes, letting the picture of Lucas standing right there in front of her flood her mind. She didn't know why, she really had thought she was over him, especially after Sadie happened.
Not that Sadie was a bad thing; she loved her little girl with all her life and would give her anything she needed. She tried hard to have the life she imagined she'd have as a family when she was little but she was missing something, a husband.
She really hadn't thought about it for a while until last week when she'd seen him at Haley's.
But she could never even think about having anything to do with him because she'd been hurt enough. She didn't need to be hurt anymore by him and she most defiantly didn't need him hurting Sadie.
Not that she was planning on telling him about her anyway. There was no need to even though he had a right to know... Besides, it wasn't like she was going to talk to him anytime soon... or ever.
As soon as he left Tree Hill, which he could have by now, she could go on living like she had been and forget about him and maybe even find somebody... But she didn't want just anybody. She hated to admit it but she wanted the father of her children. Which was apparently Lucas.
She ultimately wished though that none of this had happened, she loved her daughter to pieces but sometimes she knew it would have been so much easier without all this. She wished that she would have never been with Luke and hadn't even met him. All he did was cause her trouble... And love... She reminded herself, partly because it was somewhat true.
She felt the bench she was on move a bit as somebody sat next to her, she didn't bother to look, she was to wrapped up in her thoughts to care less who it was.
"Brooke?"
When she heard that voice she instantly recognized it and cringed, it was the subject of her thoughts. Exactly who she didn't want to see. Lucas.
A/N I know, bad cliffie and I'm terribly sorry this is so short! Please review and tell me what you think though!
Chapter 5
She watched as people walked right by her, not like they'd care, she thought and closed her eyes, letting the picture of Lucas standing right there in front of her flood her mind. She didn't know why, she really had thought she was over him, especially after Sadie happened.
Not that Sadie was a bad thing; she loved her little girl with all her life and would give her anything she needed. She tried hard to have the life she imagined she'd have as a family when she was little but she was missing something, a husband.
She really hadn't thought about it for a while until last week when she'd seen him at Haley's.
But she could never even think about having anything to do with him because she'd been hurt enough. She didn't need to be hurt anymore by him and she most defiantly didn't need him hurting Sadie.
Not that she was planning on telling him about her anyway. There was no need to even though he had a right to know... Besides, it wasn't like she was going to talk to him anytime soon... or ever.
As soon as he left Tree Hill, which he could have by now, she could go on living like she had been and forget about him and maybe even find somebody... But she didn't want just anybody. She hated to admit it but she wanted the father of her children. Which was apparently Lucas.
She ultimately wished though that none of this had happened, she loved her daughter to pieces but sometimes she knew it would have been so much easier without all this. She wished that she would have never been with Luke and hadn't even met him. All he did was cause her trouble... And love... She reminded herself, partly because it was somewhat true.
She felt the bench she was on move a bit as somebody sat next to her, she didn't bother to look, she was to wrapped up in her thoughts to care less who it was.
"Brooke?"
When she heard that voice she instantly recognized it and cringed, it was the subject of her thoughts. Exactly who she didn't want to see. Lucas.
A/N I know, bad cliffie and I'm terribly sorry this is so short! Please review and tell me what you think though!