" Naru-K- Naruto!" he stopped himself from giving him his lover nick name.
" What Sasuke?" Sasuke heard the squeak that erected in his voice What more can I do to stop your tears?
What more can I do to stop you from killing your self in your pain?
Do you realize how sorry I am?
Do you realize sorry I am?
What do I do to stop that bleeding?
I was so blind to so much love that you had.
What I did to you was show my rage of how stupid and how sad I am.
I am mad with so much pain What have I done?
Sasuke crawled in to a ball on his bed as he began to weep. He never knew one person, some one, a human could make him feel like shit.
As the salty orbs rolled down his cheeks he shook his head violently with pure sadness , 'No…Why? What the hell was I thinking? What's wrong with me'
" Naruto… I can't believe… I said those words…I-" Sasuke felt those horrible words smack him in the head, mind ,body and soul. Within that moment he cried.
He cried in front of many that thought he'd never be able to crack. Who gives a damn. If he couldn't love what the hell else point was there in having self respect, or manhood for that reason. I hurt like hell to see that the blonde had no emotion though. He stared at him as if nothing was happening to him as if what Sasuke was doing was just so natural.
Sasuke cried even more because of this. The only man that he would died for, the only man that felt every thing that he was feeling as they shared feelings. But what feeling was that?
Loneliness This was something Sasuke and Naruto knew like a damn bible. This pain was too much, so hurtful. He wanted to forget this boy and the feeling of the dark and glaring sadness. But that was like giving people in hell ice water.
" Naruto… I'm so – so sorry- I can't even begin to find any other words to ask forgiveness.." He almost barely whispered to the blonde fox.
" Sasuke –I can't be sorry… not after what you did… not after what you said to me in this god damn mall. It can't leave me like you think it can"
Sasuke then looked up again at the blonde and saw the eyes of a person that was torn on the brink of balling his eyes out. The blonde he knew was long gone. It was a person who had thought they found love but was lied to like he was nothing. Like he was nothing but a shitty thrill.
"I'm can't even look at you Sasuke with a straight face I'm leaving…" he stared to walk in the crowd of the Suna Mall.
" Sasuke … what's wrong?" He said hugging the raven haired Uchiha boy, Sasuke glared at the blonde," Naruto get your hands off of me, and why are you still here?" the fox flinched at the normal name that was let released from Sasuke, Naruto? What happened to Naru-koi?
He stepped back and weakly smiled at Sasuke," I texted you but I got no reply and I called but you never answered all returned my calls… I've been wanting to talk to you"
" Naruto…" Sasuke looked dead in his eyes," I'm getting tired of… this" " What do you mean by this"
Sasuke glared," US. Do you get the picture now?" Naruto's eyes widen in shock " Why?" he whispered," Because we need to explore other relationships you know?" Naruto bit at his bottom lip" But Sasuke … you said so your self that you loved me… I still do believe that… I love you… so why know after all of this"
Sasuke glared venomously at the starting to be annoying blonde, "Because Naruto I had enough of the Bullshit. You being jealous over shit. You wanting me to show up every where. Well guess what? I not superman! I need to let you go"
Naruto felt like some one shot him in the damn head.
What Sasuke said to him was like being tarred and feathered. Each piece at him. It nagged and nagged not to mention the tons of people that exacerbated their relationship drama. He couldn't believe the strength Sasuke had to look at him. Not even showing that he was feeling a little sadness from not being able to stay with him in their once relationship.
That's what probably made the blonde male cry . He would've mopped around then went home to cry, but Sasuke did the trick," Sasuke – please think about what you're saying to me …" Sasuke frowned at this comment.
" I say this to every one I break up with… leave teme"
Naruto never felt so betrayed. He gave up his whole life to him. Did Sasuke know how many people teased him even more because of his sexual preference and with Sasuke no less. Did he know what it was like make sure that Iruka- sensei didn't find out about his homosexuality relationship?
" WATCH OUT!"
" What Sasuke?" Sasuke heard the squeak that erected in his voice What more can I do to stop your tears?
What more can I do to stop you from killing your self in your pain?
Do you realize how sorry I am?
Do you realize sorry I am?
What do I do to stop that bleeding?
I was so blind to so much love that you had.
What I did to you was show my rage of how stupid and how sad I am.
I am mad with so much pain What have I done?
Sasuke crawled in to a ball on his bed as he began to weep. He never knew one person, some one, a human could make him feel like shit.
As the salty orbs rolled down his cheeks he shook his head violently with pure sadness , 'No…Why? What the hell was I thinking? What's wrong with me'
" Naruto… I can't believe… I said those words…I-" Sasuke felt those horrible words smack him in the head, mind ,body and soul. Within that moment he cried.
He cried in front of many that thought he'd never be able to crack. Who gives a damn. If he couldn't love what the hell else point was there in having self respect, or manhood for that reason. I hurt like hell to see that the blonde had no emotion though. He stared at him as if nothing was happening to him as if what Sasuke was doing was just so natural.
Sasuke cried even more because of this. The only man that he would died for, the only man that felt every thing that he was feeling as they shared feelings. But what feeling was that?
Loneliness This was something Sasuke and Naruto knew like a damn bible. This pain was too much, so hurtful. He wanted to forget this boy and the feeling of the dark and glaring sadness. But that was like giving people in hell ice water.
" Naruto… I'm so – so sorry- I can't even begin to find any other words to ask forgiveness.." He almost barely whispered to the blonde fox.
" Sasuke –I can't be sorry… not after what you did… not after what you said to me in this god damn mall. It can't leave me like you think it can"
Sasuke then looked up again at the blonde and saw the eyes of a person that was torn on the brink of balling his eyes out. The blonde he knew was long gone. It was a person who had thought they found love but was lied to like he was nothing. Like he was nothing but a shitty thrill.
"I'm can't even look at you Sasuke with a straight face I'm leaving…" he stared to walk in the crowd of the Suna Mall.
" Sasuke … what's wrong?" He said hugging the raven haired Uchiha boy, Sasuke glared at the blonde," Naruto get your hands off of me, and why are you still here?" the fox flinched at the normal name that was let released from Sasuke, Naruto? What happened to Naru-koi?
He stepped back and weakly smiled at Sasuke," I texted you but I got no reply and I called but you never answered all returned my calls… I've been wanting to talk to you"
" Naruto…" Sasuke looked dead in his eyes," I'm getting tired of… this" " What do you mean by this"
Sasuke glared," US. Do you get the picture now?" Naruto's eyes widen in shock " Why?" he whispered," Because we need to explore other relationships you know?" Naruto bit at his bottom lip" But Sasuke … you said so your self that you loved me… I still do believe that… I love you… so why know after all of this"
Sasuke glared venomously at the starting to be annoying blonde, "Because Naruto I had enough of the Bullshit. You being jealous over shit. You wanting me to show up every where. Well guess what? I not superman! I need to let you go"
Naruto felt like some one shot him in the damn head.
What Sasuke said to him was like being tarred and feathered. Each piece at him. It nagged and nagged not to mention the tons of people that exacerbated their relationship drama. He couldn't believe the strength Sasuke had to look at him. Not even showing that he was feeling a little sadness from not being able to stay with him in their once relationship.
That's what probably made the blonde male cry . He would've mopped around then went home to cry, but Sasuke did the trick," Sasuke – please think about what you're saying to me …" Sasuke frowned at this comment.
" I say this to every one I break up with… leave teme"
Naruto never felt so betrayed. He gave up his whole life to him. Did Sasuke know how many people teased him even more because of his sexual preference and with Sasuke no less. Did he know what it was like make sure that Iruka- sensei didn't find out about his homosexuality relationship?
" WATCH OUT!"