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"This isn't right Scully, we need to stop and discuss what's going on here..." He was retreating from the bed, from under my touch.

"Why? I'm tired of talking Mulder, I'm tired of always having to explain everything, Why can't we? Can't you just let me have this before you walk out of my life forever?" We've never spoke about his coming departure, I couldn't bring myself to face it until now.

"Because?" Was his only response.

"Because what Mulder? What's the difference between this time and any other time? Is there something wrong with me? I'm I not to your liking anymore?"

"Oh god no, why would you think something like that Scully?"

I don't know how, but I made it to the foot of the bed. I need him in the worst way right now, how can I get this without belittling myself to begging? I'm I begging? He was pacing around the room like he needed to escapes, but he didn't make a move to the door, but to me.

"I don't know…I just…I just need this…" He's just staring at me, his thumb and index finger are resting on the side of my neck, caressing my cheek and ear, pulling my glaze from the floor to his eyes, and I speak.

"Please Mulder……" It was so soft that I barely heard it myself. Once those words passed my lips on that heated stream of molecules and double meanings, his lips where upon my own, and everything was right once again. This is what I needed right now, his masculine frame wrapped around my smaller fragile feminine physique. I could get lost in this forever world of euphoric pleasure, but I know it will only least for a short time. I'll be forced to deal with the coming changes in my life soon, there's no way in getting around it. But, for now I want to enjoy this I want to enjoy him, because I may not have an opportunity to experience his pure fervidness again.

He's slow and meticulous as if he's cognizant of the fact this will be the last time; it's as if he's burning the sensation of his lips against my flesh into his memory. When he enters and we join, everything is a blur; I don't know if it's from him or my tears that I've fought from falling this whole time. He's kissing my eyes, whipping my tears with those cherry lips that I'm already missing.

"Scully its okay, don't think about anything else, just think about this moment…"

He's searching my face for some kind of understanding. I can't give him any acumen, because it's the very thought of us, that has produced these falling tears. His apex comes and slowly I follow. It's not the greatest climatic experience that I've had with him, but I didn't need it to be, it wasn't about any sexual gratifications, I just needed to feel him within me to be as close to him as possible. He doesn't move from off top of me, I wouldn't allow him to if he tried. His arms are wrapped around me and I watch him as he falls into a deep sleep. I whisper "I Love You" to him, but I know he doesn't hear me. It doesn't matter; I just need one more time…

TBC...