Hello everyone! Thank you guys soooooooo much for the reviews! I got at least 10 and that makes me really happy! I know ten isn't alot to some people but keep in mind this is my first ever story on here. lol. well ok Here's the the fourth chapter! Ejoy!

"blah" talking

'blah' thinking

blah flashbacks or dreams

blah emphasize that word

-blah- someone doing something. (example: -sigh-)

--blah-- something happening (example: --Bam!--)

---------blah---------- scene change

Chapter 4: Nightmares or Memories?

--Knock! Knock! Knock!--

"Just a sec!"

--click--

"Oh. Mr. Yuki, uh...wha-"

"Did the brat come by here last night?"

"What? Yeah he did...Did he not come home!"

-sigh- "He came home..I...was just checking something."

-sigh of relief- "Oh ok. Is there something I need to know?"

"Ahh..no. Everything is fine...thanks."

"uhh sure no problem."

--click-- -sigh- 'So I completely overreacted about nothing,...and on our anniversary. Well, hopefully the rest of the day will go well after Shu forgives me.' Eiri thought as he left Hiroshi's place to go home.

-----------With Shu-------------

-sigh- 'The house is at least cleaned up, now time for a shower...' -sigh- 'I still don't understand why he would do this?...I mean I know he hates me but...it...it hurts!...' Shuichi thought, holding back tears.

-------Ten Minutes Later-------

-click-

"Shu? You home? Hey brat?..." -sigh- "I'm sorry! I overreacted!...Shu?..Where are you?"

"That you Yuki!" Shuichi answered from the shower trying to sound happy.

"Yeah it's me! Are yo-"

"Yukiii! I'm so so sorry! I have no idea who that girl is!"Shuichi apologized frantically while running from the shower to Eiri and hugging him.

"Shhh...It's ok. I should've asked you about it before I just left, I'm sorry."

-sobs- "I.." -sob- "love you." -sob- "Yuki." Shuichi sobbed into Eiri's shirt.

"Shhh...Shu? Why are you so upset about this? I'm here aren't I? Is something else bothering you?"

'O god he can't find out! ok Shuichi. you can do this. Just act normal! No one is going to be hurt because of my big mouth!' "No, nothing else is bothering me. Why do you ask?"

"Shu. Tell me the truth. Is something wrong?"

"Well, it's just,..today is our anniversary and all this happened" 'and that' "And I just...I feel really bad about it is all." he lied. 'Oh I hate lying to Yuki! But I have to. I'm sorry Yuki! I wish I could tell you the truth! I really do!'

"Oh Shu, It's not your fault. Although...I do know a fun way we can make it up to eachother." Eiri said, smirking.

"And what's that Yuki?" 'O God! Please! No sex! No sex! No sex!'

"We can make hot. wild. sweaty. Love." he answered, lust apparent in his eyes and voice.

"S-sounds fun!" 'No! Not fun! Not fun! Not fun! Fuck! I'm still sore from Taki!'

"Oh trust me. It will be. For both of us." Eiri said picking Shuichi up and carrying him to the bedroom, turning him on despite his pain and fear.

----------------------Later---------------------

Eiri lay beside his young lover in their bed. -sigh- "I love you Yuki." Shu said.

'I love you too, kiddo...Oh! I wander if he found the ring...' "Hey Shu, did you ..eat that breakfast this morning?"

-giggle- "Yes, I found the ring if that's what you mean and my answer is yes." he answered before kissing Eiri quickly.

-sigh- "I love you"

'What! He actually said it out loud!' -giggle- "I love you too Yuki..." -sigh- "Good night."

"Night Shuichi."

-sigh- 'It hurt like hell but I'm glad me and Yuki were together tonight...Only one problem,..I don't think I'll be able to walk tomorrow! Oh well, time to sleep!' Shuichi thought as he tried to fall asleep.

---------------Later that Night--------------------

"NO! NO! Stop it! Ahhhhh! M-make it stop!.." Shuichi yelled and kicked in his sleep.

"Agh! Damnit Shu! Wake up! You're kicking me!" yelled a grumpy novelist who was kicked awake by his lover.

"NO NO NO NO! Yukiiii! Make it stop Yuki! Please..." -whimper- "p-please..." he whimpered finally calming down a bit.

"Shuichi wake up!" Eiri yelled hoping to interrupt his lover's nightmare but only getting more whimpers in return. "Shuichi Shindou Wake the Hell up right now!" he yelled, shaking Shu.

"Huh?" Shuichi said, his eyes fluttering open. "Y-yuki?"

"Yeah it's me. You were having a nightmare."

"Oh...just a dream...just ...just a dream..." 'You're wrong Yuki...it's not just a dream...'

"You wanna talk about it?"

"Huh? Oh, n-no. I-I'm ok." he answered, shaking.

"No. You're not ok. You're still shaking. C'mon Shu. You can talk to me about it. " Eiri said while taking his fiancee' in his arms comfortingly.

Shuichi just snuggled closer into the embrace, remaining silent. 'What should I tell him? I can't tell him the truth or someone might get hurt...' he thought, not noticing the silent tears falling down his own cheeks.

'Is he crying?' Eiri thougt. 'Why won't he talk to me? It's rare that I'm this nice so why doesn't he take advantage of it? Normally anytime he has a bad dream he wants to tell me about it...is there something he's not telling me other than his dream?'

"I hate you Taki..." the young singer whispered, not realizing he said his thought out loud.

'What! Taki! Is he not over that yet? Is that what his dream was about!' Eiri thgouth. "Shu, is-" -sigh- "Nevermind. Just try to go back to sleep."

"mhm."

'So was it a dream or his memory?'

END OF CHAPTER 4!

so? Is it ok so far? All my friends at school say it's good and all but what about the people who don't know me personally? What do ya'll think of it so far? ok well.. I shall try and have the next chapter up as soon as I can. Review please!