-----Chapter 5:Instainty-----

I walked outside of the house and sat on the porch. I was just thinking. Then I was angry at myself. Winry was so beautiful, and I was pure ugly.

"Why did Al like me in the first place?" I asked myself out loud. I felt so embressed. I placed my elbows on my knees to support my big air filled head. I heard the door open.

"Kiki?" a voice asked me. I turned around to see that sad, and lonley figure was Al.

"Oh. Hello sir." I said, then went to my position on supporting my stupid head. Al sat next to me on the porch step.

"Kiki...there somthing I need to tell you."

This is it, I thought to myself. The moment when Al would tell me that he dosent love me. My heart felt pain, suffer, all because Winry exists. I felt already tears in my eyes, forcing myself not to let them free.

"What is it sir?" I said with sadness.

"Um...Um...I..." Al studderd.

"I ALREADY KNOW!" I blurtted out. Then I stormmed back in the house. I closed the door only a crack. Al stared at my hessiation.

"What?" he questioned.

"You dont love me, you only love Winry." I said. I looked down at the carpet. My face full of anger of Winry's life. If she wasnt there, then Al and I would live in peace.

"Um..." Al keep studdering.

"Shut up!" I yelled, I opened the door all the way so Al can see my forey. The sound of my yelling made everyone rush down stairs.

"Kiki..."

"IF YOU REALLY DID LOVE ME THEN WHY DID YOU SAY YOU HATED ME IN YOUR NOTEBOOK!" I blurtted out, "Then what was that kiss for?" I wisphear, tears poured down my eyes. I walked upstairs.

Ten minutes later Pinklo and Winry came into the laundry room, where I was folding clothes.

"Maybe you should leave." Winry suggested.

"Why? Are you going to fire me, in order to get an old cron, who maybe more expericed, and dosent even speak English?" I asked, I was still mad at Winry.

"No. Thats not it. You just practilly broke up with Al, and you go to the same house every day, same room witch he sleeps in. You wont be albe to bear. Thats why you should leave."

"Its all because of you."

"What?"

"Its because of you!" I yelled, "Al likes you better, thats why he hates me. If you where dead then Al and I would live peace fully." I said with insanity. And then out of my pocket, I pulled out a sharp knife. (A/N: shocking isnt it?What...Too soon?)

My mind was growing my anger and insainty to kill. I was going mad because of her. I rushed to her with the knife, but I never wanted to acctully kill her. But somthing was controling me, my mind has no control of my body any more. I rushed toward her with the knife, just three inches from stabbing her in the heart when Pinklo stopped my hand.

"Kiki! Let go of the knife! You should leave." Pinklo yelled out making Ed and Al run upstairs.

"Kiki!" Al yelled. He gaspped. There was me, about to kill the woman that Ed was about to marry(A/N:maybe...) and have kids with, and the girl who Al is in love with.

"Stop!" Winry yelled with fright, while my arm was loosing from Pinklo's grasp.

"Why should I stop? I love the feel and look of blood." My mouth said. I struggled for my mind to take control again, "Run..." I wispheared.

"What?" Everyone asked me. It took at lot of force to make me say a simple word. But Winry did what I said and ran down stairs. My legs rushed after her but then I was stopped by Al. At that moment that Al stopped me I could control my body. Witch would make it even more difficult to explain that I couldnt control myself. I fell on my butt to the tile floor.

"Wow that was wierd." I said. I had a huge headache.(A/N:I know im writting alot of notes in this chapter, but this is wierd right?cause i had a dream like this, so i just put it in this story.)