Logan sat by Jean's side simply looking at her an thinking about how much he had missed her since she had been gone. He felt that he missed Jean just as much as Scott did but Scott would have argued that point for hours on end had he wanted to do so but the one eyed x-men hadn't done much since Jean had died. But apperently she hadn't died at all becuase otherwise hewouldn't be looking at her right now. Logan's fingers were playing with Jean's long red hair when her green eyes opened and met his gaze.
"Hey, there, Jeannie." Logan siad letting go of her hair and placing his hand by her shoulder and began rubbing it. A movehe would not have made if anyone else was in the roo but that was not the case. Jean's gaze met his but her expression did not change and when she did not speak, Logan said, "Do you know who I am?"
"You're Logan." Jean said sitting up and placing her arms around his neck,"Your the manI love."
"Chuck said you'd be confused. You don't love me Jean." Logan said even though it hurt him to sayso, Jean needed to know the truth and because he loved her he would tell her. "You love Scott. Xaiver said you'd have memory loss."
"What does he know?" Jean asked with a hint of anger in her voice that confuced the hell out of Logan. Why wasshe angry with Xavier? What had any one done to make the firey red head angry?
"Why are you mad at Chuck?"
"He invded my mind! He had no right to attack me!"
"Jean, he didn't attack you." Logan said holding her shoulders trying to convince the woman he loved that she was safe. "He wants to help you. That's why..."
"I don't want his help!"
"Then what do you want?" Logan asked as Jean wrapped her legs around his waist and said, "I want you!"
Then with out warning, Jean began kissing Logan as if he was her beau, which he wasn't. When the lake had taken Jean, she had chosen Scott overhim and yet she was acting as if Logan was the one that she truely loved. As Logan kissed Jean back and wrapped his arms around her all this went through his mind. He loved Jeanbut this was so wrong. She wasn't herself and surely she wouldn't have been acting like this had she been the Jean Grey that she knew and loved.He knew Storm was right and that just by being by Jean's side when she woke up wasn't going to make her chose him over Scott but he did like this chance to kiss the woman he loved again with out anyone knowing and yet he knew it was wrong and just as he was about to pull away, Jean pulled away herself, letgo of Logan and for awhile just stood there not saying anything. Logan looked at Jean and saw herhard, angryface give way to a scared and gental face that somehow seemed to be more familiar with the place around her.
"Jean?"
"Logan?" Jean replied as she sat on the floor out of pure shock of everything that had happened to her, "What am I doing? This isn't right. I love Scott."
"I know Jean but listen, we'll help you. Make everything better."
"No, Logan you can't. No one can." Jean said with fear not only on her face but in her voice as well.
"Jean, why are you so scared? What happened?"
"Phoenix came and saved me and left but my powers are growing rapedly and I can't control them!" Jean said with tears in her eyes she spoke.
"Xavier can control them for you, Jean! Can't he put some kinda block on your powers?"
"I don't think that will work this time, Logan. My powers are going so out of control that I can't even control what I'm doing! It would be best for everyone if I didn't exist anymore! Something bad is about to happen." Jean said looking away from logan and when she didn't say anything Logan held Jean by the shoulder's and said, "Stay with me Jean! We fix this! Make every thing like it was!"
Jean looked back at Logan, tears running down her face and said, "Oh God. Kill me!"
Logan's heart jumped into his throat. Why would she ask him to do a thing like that? Couldn't Xavier help her? Logan didn't know the answers to these questions but he did know that he could never kill the woman he loved, espesually is she asked him but beforehe could reply to tell her he'd never do a thing like that, Jean's scared and gental face changed back to the hard angry face Logan had seen before.
"You should not have hesitated!" Jean said as she punched Logan in the face and then hit him mentally. Logan went down and the last thing he saw was Jean telekinetically blowing the med-lab door away and then walking out into the hall way.
A/N: Okay, hope you liked it. please review. I don't know when I'll up datebut i think it will be sometime this weekend.