Title: You Can Never Know
Rated K+
Summary: Wally can't stand it anymore! He has to let his secret out! Only problem is, no one can ever know his secret WallyxKuki
Disclaimer: I don't own KND
A/N this follows 'I Wish I Can Tell You', so if you want you can read that first, but you won't be confused. The two stories just go together. Here's a WallyxKuki one shot for everyone! Hope you enjoy and don't forget to review! Oh, and it's in Wally's POV also FYI
ARGH!
I can't stand it anymore! I have to tell someone! I'm going insane! I'm going crazy! I'm going mental! I can't keep it a secret! I just can't!
I like-like Kuki Sanban!
Phew, there I said it! Oh crap, I said it! I told you the secret I've been keeping to myself all this time! You'd better not tell anyone, I swear! If you do, I'll. . .I'll. . .
I don't even know what I'll do. I'll probably die of embarrassment!
So yeah, I like Kuki. Wait a minute, you already knew? Am I that obvious?
WHY CAN'T I BE SUTTLE ABOUT MY FEELINGS FOR KUKI?
Does she know too? Does anyone else know? I know Hoagie knows, he can figure out everything! He's just really smart like that. . .something I'm not.
If I were smart, I would have been able to keep my secret a secret! Now you know it and I'm probably screwed! Kuki can't find out I like-like her! She just can't!
I don't know how she feels about me.
What if I tell her I like-like her and ask her out? What if she doesn't want to go out with me? What if she rejects me?
I don't want her to reject me!
That's why she can't ever go out with me!
I don't know how she feels, so I'm not going to tell her how I feel!
And that's that!
I just keep wondering what it would be like if we actually did go out as a couple. Would our friendship with the others be different? Would our friendship be different?
I don't want anything to change.
I want it all to stay the same, that's why I can't ask Kuki out on a date.
If I asked Kuki out on a date our lives might change.
They might not change dramatically, but they might change.
Maybe it'll be a good change, maybe it'll be a bad change.
Still, I'm not taking any chances.
I don't want to change anything. I don't want to change anything just because of one girl.
Truth is, I'm crazy over her.
I've been crazy over her since we met. I kept my feelings secret by making fun of her. Maybe no one would notice that I liked her.
I was wrong, making fun of her only made it worse!
Now the whole world probably knows I like her! Kuki probably knows I like her!
Maybe she's just too afraid to say anything to me. Maybe she's avoiding the subject so she won't have to turn me down!
Darn it! Why can't love be simple?
We were best friends, and I wasn't about to let my crazy romantic feelings mess that up for us.
So Kuki could never know that I like-liked her.
I'm sorry Kuki, you just can't know.
You can't know how I really feel about you. You can't know how much I like you.
You can't ever know, because I don't want anything between us to change.
A/N sorry I had to cut it short. . .I'm being kicked off and I wanted to finish this for Friday's updates! Hope you like it, thanks for reading and don't forget to review!