Title: Just a Secret
Rated: K+
Summary: Abby has a secret that she's been keeping for all these years. How long will it be before it comes out into the open? AbbyxNigel
Disclaimer: I don't own KND
A/N just something I came up with during IPC (I hate that class). It's another one of my one shots so I hope you like it! Don't forget to review! This is in Abby's POV
So, I like him okay?
No, I don't just like him, I like-like him.
Isn't that what you wanted to hear? Aren't those the exact words you told me to say?
I like Nigel Uno. A lot.
So there you go, now you know my secret. The one I've been keeping from everyone all these years. The one that I've never told to anyone except you. You probably already knew that I liked Nigel, I could tell by the excited squeal in your voice. I guess it was a good thing I told you my secret. I've been dying to tell somebody! Do you know how hard it is to keep a secret that big to yourself? I couldn't even share it with Kuki and we tell each other everything! I knew about her crush on Wally before she knew about her crush on Wally!
It's kind of weird, now that my secret is out. I know you won't tell anyone but still. What if he rejects me? What if he doesn't like me the way I do?
I'm not going to say I love him.
I don't even know what real love is. How should I know? I've never been in love!
So for now, just deal with the fact that I like-like Nigel Uno.
The only problem is, I don't know if he likes me back.
I know he likes me as a friend. We've been best friends since the first grade! We've always been close, we've always been able to tell each other everything!
I can't tell him this.
What if it ruins our friendship forever? What if he doesn't like me back?
My friendship with Nigel is too important to ruin.
Besides he loves Lizzie. He's absolutely crazy over that girl. I don't like her much myself, but hey that's just me. Who knows, maybe I'm jealous. Maybe I'm not.
It's really kind of complicated since I've never been jealous before about anyone.
So yeah, heck, I've said it before so I'll say it again. It actually feels good to get this off my mind.
I like-like Nigel Uno.
I'm so glad I can finally say that to someone!
I can never tell him though.
I just can't, I'm afraid he'll reject me.
Yes, that's right. Me, Abigail Lincoln, is afraid a boy is going to reject her!
Hoagie always told me he never thought that Nigel actually loved Lizzie. He told me that he could have sworn that Nigel has feelings for me.
I can't believe him.
If I believe what he says, I'll never forgive myself. If I believe what he says, then I'm going to go up there and tell Nigel my secret.
I can't let that happen!
I can't let that happen no matter what! No matter what, Nigel Uno will never know my secret! No matter what, Nigel Uno will never know how I truly feel about him!
No matter what I can't ever tell him what I've told you.
I can't ever tell him that I like-like him.
I like-like you, Nigel Uno.
I just hope one day, you'll like-like me back too. . . .
A/N yes I know it was short but it was just something I had to get out of my mind. Tell me what you think by reviewing! Thanks for reading, and until next time!