Okay here's the next chapter and it's a passionate one! Hope you like it! R&R
Chapter: 21 What Do YouWant
Amy was sitting on the roof of the RV she watched the stars sparkle. She hadn't gotten her mind off what had happened earlier. Tails and Cream reminded her so much of how she and Shadow use to be. "I wish I could just tell him."
"Tell him what?" Shadow asked.
Amy gasped and tuned around. She saw him watching her from the other end of the roof. "I...it's hard to explain." "But I gotta get some sleep." Amy got up and walked towards the latter to get down.
"Amy." Shadow grabbed her arm. "Don't be upset you're going to do okay."
"I know I won't let you or the group down." "I known I let you down once I won't do it again." Amy slid down the latter.
Amy landed on the ground safely. She looked up and saw Shadow looking down at her. She wanted to say something to him but couldn't. But she was going to have to say something soon. A person can only hold in their emotions for so long unit they explode.
---Next Morning---
The group was up and getting breakfast. Amy was sitting next to Shadow. He was still warm from where he had previously been wrapped up in covers. Amy rested her head on his shoulder out of habit. Shadow coughed hard to bring her out of it. Amy sat up straight in one jolt and looked at him out of the corner of her eye.
The moment was coming soon. They were walking though the parking lot, and by parking lot that meant a sea of RVs. Shadow and Amy had drifted to the back of the group. Amy was watching Shadow's eyes, his body, his everything. She missed him so much she couldn't make it through this day without him in her arms one more time. She wrapped her hand around his wrist causing him to stop. Amy put her hand over her lips in a sign that meant quite. Amy pulled him behind one of the RVs.
"Amy what is it you want from me?" Shadow pulled away from her.
She was going to be the forceful one this time. Amy grabbed Shadow by his shoulders and thrust him against the wall of an RV. "Just let me do this okay." She pressed her lips to his and very deeply and very passionately kissed him. She refused to release him and he resisted for only a moment before closing his eyes, enlacing her in his arms, and returning the kiss. Amy stopped for a second and only a second catching her breath and then holding him to another kiss. Shadow cracked his eyes open slightly and looked at Amy's face. She was so peaceful as she pressed her mouth deeper into his. She was releasing the love she had been holding back the love that had been dieing to get out the moment she sealed it away. Shadow pulled her from him as the thought of her words of dieing love for him came to mind.
"Amy you either love me or you don't! Which is it!" Shadow demanded an answer from her.
Amy reached up and whispered in his ear. "Please forgive me."
All Amy did after that was shake her head, tare away from him, and run. Shadow ran after her but for once he was to slow she had reached the auditorium and there he lost her in the crowd. It didn't take long for him to figure out where she was though. The intercom had come on and announced that Amy Rose was now on stage for the final count. Amy was a really good singer but this was the M.O.A and only the best of the best preformed here she was going to have do well in this final category which was any form of love music. Shadow found his way to the front row of the crowd and was staring up at Amy.
Amy was standing there on stage her eyes slightly closed. "This song is meant for a very special person and I hope he listens to it."
I know you think that I shouldn't still love you I'll tell you that
But if I didn't say it well I'd still have felt it where's the senses in that
I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder or return to where we were
But I will go down with this ship and I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love always will be
I know I left to much mess and destruction to come back again
And I cause nothing but trouble
I understand if you can't talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of it's over well I'm sure that makes senses
But I will go down with this ship and I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
Amy stared straight at Shadow hopping praying that he would understand the next verse.
And when we meet which I'm sure we will
All that was there will be there still
I'll let it pass and hold my tongue and you will think that I've moved on
That verse hit Shadow like a tone of bricks he knew at that moment Amy must still love him. He remembered how she loved to express her feelings and emotions through her music and this was what she was doing right now.
I will go down this ship I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
I will go down this ship I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
I will go down this ship and I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
Amy had closed her eyes for the last chorus and when she reopened them she saw that Shadow was gone. She could only assume he didn't want to hear anymore. She walked off stage without evening glancing at the score board. When she was back stage she wasn't looking where she was going and bumped into someone. "Oh I'm sor-" She stopped mid-sentence She looked up to see Shadow standing there. Tears welled up in her eyes. "Shadow I'm sorry…I'm so sorry." Amy put her head down and was going to turn away but he grabbed her and shoved her into his arms. She began to cry harder. "If it wasn't for me you wouldn't hurt so much…if you'd never met me you'd be happy." Amy wanted so badly to return the embrace but she knew now that everything she'd done was going to come at a price and that could be Shadows life.
"Don't say that." Shadow almost yelled as his embrace became tighter. "I don't want you to ever say that, don't even think it."
"But I've hurt you so much there are so many things I've done…how could I ever make you happy…" Amy wanted to move away but then she wanted to stay with him too.
"Happiness was something I didn't even know existed until I met you. All this time we've been apart I've felt like I've been dieing without you."
"I've tried to make you happy and I tried to keep you safe…I'm such a burden…and now after all I've done I may even end up causing you too…" Amy couldn't even say it. "Please just hate me forever then we'll both be alive."
"NO!" Shadow put his hands to her face and brought it up so that it met his. "I will never hate you…I've tried and I've realized that I could never abandon you…after what you said to me the other night about never hating me I decided that I would wait for you, even if it took the rest of my life for you to love me again."
"Shadow I don't want to hurt you anymore."
"Then say you love me."