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Chapter 2

Jude is sitting in the studio with Speed listening to the newest song that he and SME recorded for their first album.

Speed: So, how was it?

Jude: My favorite of all of the ones you guys have finished.

Speed: I was hoping that you would like it.

Jude: So how does it feel to be almost done with your first album?

Speed: how does it feel to be number 1 and 2 on the charts still?

Jude: you know what they say it's lonely at the top.

Speed: Jude it has been over a month and it's tme to accept that was has happened; happened

Jude: I don't want to talk about this anymore

Her phone begins to ring and she says "hold on". When she is finally off she tells speed that she had to go.

Speed: is there something wrong?

Jude: No, I just have a very cute friend that just finished his first tour to pick up

She smiles and leaves the room and goes to her car. She gets to the drop off site just as Mason is getting off of the bus.

Jude: I missed you!

She gives him a big hug

Mason: I just talked to you and I saw you two weeks ago

Jude: I know but what can say other than, I still missed you.

She smiles and he pulls her in a head lock and messes up her hair. They get into the car and drive off.

Mason: how about some food, I am starving.

Jude: yeah, it gives me a chance to talk to you about the hot guys you met on tour.

Mason: I boy never tells his love secrets

He smiles and she just looks at him like she knows she will get it out of him.

Jude: well I am sure you found at least one guy during your American leg of the tour. I still can't believe that Darius let you go to the states.

Mason: neither can I?

Jude: so spill. Did you meet any guys on tour?

Mason begins to remember a night in a club called the Midwestern. He is performing when a strange guy walks into the bar and sits in the back. As soon as he realizes who it is he stops playing and tells the crowd that he is gonna take a short recess and that he would be back on in just a second. He began to walk over to the guys table. He had a very angry expression.

Mason: what are you doing here?

Guy: I need to talk to you about some stuff.

Mason: No what you need to do is call a certain mutual friend since she had left you a couple hundred messages.

Guy: I can't it's not eh right time. I just wanted to ask you how she is.

Mason: wow little tommy Q asking me how someone is and actually sounding concered that's one thing I would never had expected.

Tommy: just tell me how she is.

Mason: well where do I start. Hmm how about the night you left when she skipped out of her release party and drove to see me at a gig I was doing in Ontario. Where she got drunk, passed out on my hotel bed right after a guy escorted her up and almost gave me a heart attack. Or what about all the times she called me crying wanting to know what she had done to make you leave. So tell me tommy where should I start?

Tommy: I get it. You don't like me because I hurt her so much, but I had to leave and I couldn't tell her why and I still can't

Mason: your right I don't like you. The funny thing is, I could have sworn that you were in love with her just as much if not more than she was with you.

Tommy: I did; I do, but I just can't…

Mason: yeah because she's too young right?

Tommy: never mind, don't tell jude you saw me or that you know where I am.

Mason: no problem, I don't want to make her suffer anymore than you have already.

Tommy gets up and leaves and Mason goes back on stage. Then jude snaps mason out of his dream like moment.

Jude: Mason, Mason

Mason: Oh yea, Sorry no guys

Jude: o..k.. So do you want to grab some pizza and go to the studio? I am sure D wants to see you and I need to work on some stuff.

Mason: that will be fine.

Back in Montana:

Tommy is packing up his siters house. And looking through old phots and things. Melody walks in with mary and hands him a drawing of her and tommy with her mom as an angel looking from the clouds. You can tell mary helped her out, but tommy began to tear up a little.

Tommy: Thanks sweetie

Mary: She has been drawing all day. I will be leaving at 5 today sir. I still don't think she gets that she is leaving her home for good and that I won't be around.

Tommy: I know but I will help her I promise

Mary: I love her like my own sir, but I know you will take good care of her, after all you are isabella's brother.

Tommy: thanks

Mary walks out and tommy packs the last box. He looks down in his pocket and pulls out his phone. He presses one and it says judes cell and has a picture of the two of them with their noses touching, but he can't bring himself to press the call button. He wonders if he should even go back now. Other than jude there will be nothing there for him. He had already told Liam and D he was leaving for sure and had been gone for over a month. What was he going to do.

Back at G-major

Jude and Mason finish their pizza and D comes in and asks jude to come to his office. She sits down and he begins to talk.

Darius: okay I know you are ready for this so I want you to start doing big concerts. I don't just mean local either. I mean here then the states and from there we will see just how far we can take this record. Then we can finish or well start from what I can hear your third album.

Jude: Well that is fine I guess. I mean I did agree to home schooling so that I could tour if I needed to for this album. I have also written ab bunch of songs for my third album but they are missing something, so they aren't ready.

Darius: any chance that something starts with a T….?

Jude: I don't want to talk about it. It's all in the past, I can't change it so I have to jhust deal with it right?

Darius: Listen jude I know that what you and tommy had in the studio was magical and doesn't happen often in this industry but you'll find your own rhythm with out Quincy.

Jude I know

Tears begin to fall down her face as Liam comes walking in the dorr

Liam: Darius can you… Good god don't tell me you are crying over that inadequate ex-producer again. You really should just get over it already.

Darius: Liam I am going to give you 2.5 seconds to get out and I would appreciate if you would knock nest time or else.

Liam: whatever, I just needed to tell you that I have the new charts and that juse is still doing well for now, but we need to give her a PR boost and soon.

Darius: GO!

Liam Walks out and jude gets a slight smile on her face as the tears still stream down it.

Jude: Thanks but he is just still mad that you let sadie keep her job even after he fired her and called her useless.

Darius: what can I say, she learns quick and I like her and last I checked I was owner around here and not him.

Jude well I had better get back

Darius: okay, but jude remember that the pain willl go away eventually but you have to just give it sometime.

Jude: I know, thanks D.

Jude walks out and sits in the studio and listens to a song on her ipod. She still feels down and wants to unwind so the inspiration can flow. She turns her ipod on and after a second realizes what song is playing first off she knew for sure hat Sadie had been using it then she realized it reminded her of Tommy. It was lillix " It's about time".

"It's About Time"

I hate you, I love you
I just can't remember to forget you
Who are you, who needs you?
You make me feel alive, I die, so high
I'm crawling on the ground
I have found I can fly

One of these days it all comes together
One of those days that goes on forever
Think I sound crazy? Maybe, whatever
What's it all about?

Chorus:
It's about life, it's about fun
It's over before it has begun
It's about you, it's about me
It's about everything between and I say
I'm saying goodbye to you, I say hi to you with no clue
It's about time that I
Make up my mind

It's simple, confusing, the truth is I'm winning but I'm losing
And pulling and pushing, won't do me any good
It could, it should
I'm honest to myself that the truth is I lied

One of these days it all comes together
One of those days that goes on forever
Think I sound crazy? Maybe, whatever
What's it all about?

Chorus

Time is creeping behind me, surrounding around me
Fading the words so desperately
Now give me a reason that I can believe in
Time is something you can't rewind
One of these days it all comes together
One of those days that goes on forever
Think I sound crazy? Maybe, whatever
What's it all about?

Chorus

Jude began to feel like she was going to cry.but instead she decided that she was over crying and got very angry and threw her ipod across the room. She began to think about how it wan't fair what he did to her. She got up to get her ipod when she noticed an envelope on her bag that had a post- it on it saying that her dad had dropped it off for her. She opened it up and gasped at the site of it's contence.

Sorry it's short.but I have to go to work tomorrow or today since it's 1:52am. I am stil tying to understand how to work all the stuff on fan fiction. I can't seem to figure out how I split the chapters, but I will get it eventually just ner with me. Thanks read and review please!

Thanks

Jessica