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A/N: sorry for the long wait and stuff. I would like to dedicate this chapter to Agent of the Divine One for constantly paying attention to both my fics and of course for always reviewing. Thanks so much :)

Okay now let's get on with the story, enjoy and plz R&R :)

(BB's POV)

Raven gasped and thrashed her limbs around.

"Please, I really have to go. Let go!" she yelled and glared at me.

"No, I don't want you to run away every time you lose control of your powers!"

"I'm not running away, I'm going to fight my emotions so they don't escape again!"

"Then let me help you. Tell me what's bothering you and perhaps I can help."

"You can't do anything to help. It's my life and I have spent the whole of my life like that. None of you will be able to help me!"

"But at least let me share your burden, I don't want you to suffer alone and I am not going to let you go!" I shouted and pulled her head into my chest.

"Azarath Metrion Zinthos, Azarath Metrion Zinthos, Azarath Metrion Zinthos…" she chanted with her eyes closed, trying to calm her emotions down.

"Enough! Stop meditating! Stop suppressing yourself! You are just hurting yourself, stop it!"

"Azarath Metrion Zinthos, Azarath Metrion Zinthos, Azarath Metrion Zinthos…" she continued chanting and covered her ears with her hands.

"I said stop it do you hear me?" I yelled at her and removed her hands from her ears but she still kept on chanting. "Raven please, I'm begging you. You have always been so strong, please just let yourself be weak for once okay?"

"Azarath Metrion Zinthos, Azarath Metri…" she stopped chanting and looked as if she was asking me for permission before breaking down, sobbing into my chest. "Beast Boy…" I wrapped my arms around her and let her cry.

"Cry Raven. Of all people, you deserve to cry most."

"Beast Boy…why do I have to be this way…why do I have to be a demon…why can't I feel? Why?"

I could feel tears rolling down my cheeks when I felt her pain. It must be hard for Raven to bear all this pain.

"I know asking these questions are stupid. I already know the answers but why does it always hurt to think about them?" I stroked her head with one hand, hoping it would comfort her. "When I was young, I didn't know why. I didn't know why I have to be kept away from mother. I didn't know why I have to meditate everyday and why I can't go out to play like other children could. Azar told me the reason is because I am special and I am different from other children. But only until I grew older then I knew the answer." She raised her head when I covered us in my blanket. I nodded, motioning for her to go on.

"Yes I am special and I am different, but it isn't in the good way. I am a demon, I am nothing but evil. I can only bring destruction and misery. Why was I borne in the first place? Why didn't Azar kill me when the Azarathians wanted to? Why did mother die so I could live? Why? My life isn't worth anything but why do people I love have to suffer?"

"Who says your life isn't worth anything? It means everything to me and the others. Seeing you so sad breaks my heart. How I wish I could do something to ease your pain."

"Beast Boy I'm sorry, please don't cry. I want you to be happy, not sad." Raven wiped away my tears with her hand and looked away. "I shouldn't have told you all these, I shouldn't have made you so sad."

"I want to share your pain, I don't want you to be alone. I don't even want you to feel alone."

"Why do you always care for me? Why can't you leave me alone like the others?" she raised her voice at me.

"Because to me you are more than just a friend. You are always there for me when I need you so I hope I can be of some assistance when you need me. And I know you don't wish to be alone do you? You wish someone would be there for you right?"

"You can just ignore me, I'm complicated. Just say I am not meant to be understood or anything. I will only hurt you whenever you try to get close to me."

"I don't believe you are not meant to be understood and so what if you are complicated? Everyone can be complicated, but if one doesn't even try, he will never understand. I wish to understand your problems and help you deal with them if my abilities allow me to do so."

"I don't even understand myself. I'm just fighting a losing battle and you can't help me." She shook her head.

"But at least I am there to share your burden and I can cheer you up." I gave her a big grin, which was returned by a soft smile.

"Can't you just stop cracking jokes to make me laugh?"

"I can't." I shook my head and gave her a sad look before breaking into a laugh. "Because making you happy is my life-long mission." Raven did not smile, instead she frowned.

"I am not supposed to feel. What if the tower gets destroyed? What if the city gets destroyed? What if I hurt you? What if…"

"You worry too much." I patted her head. "Even if you hurt me, I won't blame you."

"But what if…what if I killed you?" Tears welled up once again in her eyes. "I will be guilty for the rest of my life."

"If you can feel after killing me, maybe I won't blame you. Being able to feel is your greatest dream, if my life can be exchangeable for your dream to be fulfilled, I won't mind."

"No I'm not worthy of that. If being able to feel meant in the expense of my friends lives, I rather not feel. I rather be a heartless demon, I rather…" she paused and sobbed. "Why can't you just hate me?"

"Silly girl, how can I possibly hate you?" I stroked her head gently. "You are my best friend on the team. Why do you want me to hate you?"

"If all of you can just hate me, I can leave the team without any worries."

"What! You want to leave us?" I cried in shock.

"I don't want to hurt anyone of you. What if my powers really go out of control? What if I destroyed the Earth?" I saw her chew on her bottom lip. "I wish all these would just end, I just wish I have enough courage to leave this world forever."

I hugged her tightly and was so angry with her. How can she have such thoughts? Why does she not treasure herself?

"No such thoughts okay, no suicidal thoughts." I tucked errant strands of violet hair behind her ear. "If you died, do you know how hurt we will be?"

"It would be a blessing to the world if I died. The world does not need to live in fear and I don't have to be afraid of hurting others anymore."

"You won't hurt us. Look around you, even if you let yourself feel, you will not hurt the people around you." She raised her head timidly and looked around. "See, there is no damage done except the mug which exploded."

"It's because my body is weak now. If I recover full strength, my powers would be destructive. It might even hurt you or destroy everything in the tower."

"You won't hurt anyone, you will only break things. We can replace the things with new ones," I raised my hand to caress her cheek and locked my eyes into hers, "but seeing you feel, it's priceless." She froze and looked into my eyes.

The moonlight illuminated her face, adding a glow to her pale skin. She is so beautiful; her delicate features and especially her eyes, they are the most beautiful thing in the world. Hidden behind the deep violet are the pain and fear in her heart but no matter how hard she tries to hide her feelings, her eyes would always give her away.

'Kiss her, now's a chance to show your love unless you expect her to take the initiative to do so.' The beast growled. I felt the skin beneath my palm grow warm as a tinge of red crept onto Raven's cheeks.

(Raven's POV)

'He is going to kiss you!" Happy squealed in delight.

'You are doing well Raven, just stay there and close your eyes.' Affection instructed.

'We must stop this! He doesn't love us and we…we do not love him.' Timid protested and cowered in fear when the other emotions glared at her.

'Don't stop it Raven. You love him and we all know it, including Timid. Just follow your heart and go on, give yourself a chance in love.' Brave cheered on.

'Being love is a beautiful thing you know.' Affection purred.

Oh no he is leaning closer and closer. Should I let him kiss me or push him away? My emotions (most of them) are screaming for me to let him kiss me and I know Affection is right, it feels good to be loved. I closed my eyes when our lips are a few centimeters apart.

It sent a shiver through my body when his lips came in contact with my skin, but our lips never met. Unexpectedly he kissed my eyes instead of my lips.

(BB's POV)

She opened her yes in shock and stared at me, surprised by my act. My mind fumbled for words to break the pregnant pause.

"Er…I love them, I… I mean your eyes…they are beautiful, yeah they are beautiful. The most beautiful thing I have ever seen."

"Oh…thank you." She gave a weak smile and shifted her gaze away from my eyes.

Why does she seem so disappointed? What did I do wrong this time? I complimented her so shouldn't she be happy? Why are girls so complicated and hard to satisfy?

'You didn't compliment her you silly. You said her eyes are beautiful, then what about her? You should compliment her, not her eyes you dumbo.' The smarter part of me said.

"Well, I mean…" I scratched my head. "Your eyes, they are beautiful…"

(Raven's POV)

Beast Boy scratched her head again. "They are beautiful," he tilted my face and looked into my eyes, "but you are the one who makes them so beautiful."

My cheeks grew warm again. Why is he so sweet? I just hate this type of silence, it's just so awkward. My heart started thumping and I felt a little giddy. Feeling so many emotions for a night is just too much for me to bear.

"Rae, you okay?" I nodded and laid my head on his shoulder.

(BB's POV)

"Thank you Beast Boy." She whispered and I saw tears rolling down her cheeks.

Oh my god, what did I do wrong again? Why is she crying again?

"I…I…I'm sorry." I raised my hand to scratch my head. "I hurt your feelings again didn't I?"

"Beast Boy, you don't have to be so nervous when you are with me." She said with a soft smile and raised her hand to move my hand away from my head. "No wonder you will be bald in the future." I smiled at her joke and she smiled too.

She looks so sweet when she smiles, such a bashful and blissful smile. Because Raven doesn't smile much, her smiles matter a lot to me. Her smile is something that is so true, something straight from her heart and something that I love.

"Is there anything on my face?" she asked and wiped her face with the back of her hand.

"I'm just happy that you are smiling." I took her small hand in mine and rocked us gently. "You don't mind do you?" she shook her head and blushed, looking away from my face.

"Rae."

"Hmm?"

"It's late, you better get some sleep."

"I don't want." She shot up and protested. "I mean I'm not tired yet, I…" she let out a yawn. "I'm not sleepy."

(Raven's POV)

It was a good night and I didn't want it to end so soon. I wanted it to last longer and just wanted to be in his arms where I feel safe and warm.

"You really are a bad liar Raven. Come on, you really need some sleep." I sighed in defeat when he shifted his hands to move the blanket. "There, you won't be cold in this way." He said with a smile and wrapped the blanket around the both of us.

"Beast Boy?" I questioned.

"You are my patient tonight so I must watch over you." He let my head rest on his chest. "It may be hard here but it's the softest part of me since you are lying on my heart." He joked and grinned when he saw me smile.

I snuggled close to him and let his rhythmic heartbeats coax me to sleep.

(BB's POV)

I can't believe it! Raven hasn't killed me for what I have done and now she is sleeping in my arms. I must be the luckiest guy in the world to have a date with the most beautiful girl around in Jump City on Valentine's Day. I placed my face on her silky hair and let her soft lavender scent drift me to my slumber land.

Next chapter: Raven and Beast Boy both have a nightmare each, how would the story end?

A/N: there is still one more chapter cos I didn't want it to end in this way even though it is quite nice to end the story here… please review cos I would appreciate it :) I hope to hear from the readers whether my story is to their liking and how they felt about this story or this chapter.

I hope to have at least six reviews before my next update so I hope you guys can make it come true :) I admit I am a little bit disappointed with the number of reviews to chapter 2 cos it is less than half of the number I got for chapter 1. But I still hope you guys would continue reading my story :D

Next chapter is the last of this story but I would post a poem for chapter 5, hope you guys would read it. It is quite lousy cos it's my first poem haha. It's something that Beast Boy writes for Raven :)