Ok first sorry for the long break and shortness I've been away and wanted to post something now I'm back. Second sorry but I've lost me beta's e-mail so all mistakes are mine I've read it carefully but with me been dyslexic it may make sense to me and me only!
"That's' ok we'll get a test to make sure" smiled the nurse pulling the curtain and leaving. Brass was now left stood awkwardly looking at the curtain he had suddenly gained so much interest in. Sara was sat staring at the bed picking with her right hand at a piece of plastic sticking gout from the wall.
"Um I think I'll go get a drink either of you fancy one?" asked Brass coming up with a excuse to leave.
"I'll come and get one with you" smiled Cath sensing that Sara would rather be left alone at the minute.
"CATH" Nick's rather frantic shout greeted Cath as she exited into the hallway. "Where's Sara is she ok?"
"She's ok Nick I told you not to panic"
"Yes and that made me think you were just trying to keep me calm"
"Clearly it didn't work" added Brass shutting up as Cath gave him a glare.
"There just doing some…tests, she's in there," Cath pointed to a curtained of area.
"We were just going to get a drink but we'll leave you two to it, see you back at the lab" smiled Cath following Brass who was making a quick exit down the hallway
"Sara are you ok" Nick almost fell through the curtain and onto Sara as he hurried through to her.
"Nick I'm ok, there just doing some tests" said Sara
"Tests what does that mean what are they testing for?" asked Nick losing his characteristic cool.
"Um" Sara paused not to sure what to say.
"Well they think my wrist might be broke" she nodded her head to where her left arm was laid on a pillow with an ice pack on it. "And may have cracked a rib so they just have to check some stuff before they can give me a x ray"
Nick was looking at Sara completely blank.
"They have to do a pregnancy test," blurted out Sara finding a black spot on the floor very interesting.
"Pregnancy. You think you could be…um pregnant" asked Nick stuttering form shock.
"It's possible"
"Possible how. I mean I know how, we um, we used protection" Nick manged all in one breath.
"It will probably be negative," said Sara
There was now a strained silence. Nick was stood looking uncomfortably at the wall while Sara was staring at the floor.
"I think I'd make a good dad," Nick blurted out suddenly as his attempt of telling Sara that if she was it would be ok. Slowly he reached out and took her good hand. He didn't need to say anything else as Sara simply smiled at him squeezing his hand back as a nurse came in.
"Congratulations are in order" the nurse paused looking at Nick
"It's ok" stammered Sara
Sara suddenly gave Nick's hand a death grip.
"It was positive so well shield your stomach and since you seem to be moving ok were not going to do a chest x ray"
For all Nick or Sara knew she could have been speaking French because they hadn't taken a word in after positive.
"I'll leave you two alone a porter will take you up soon" she said whipping the curtain back around as she left.
"So about you been a good dad" started Sara staring at nock like a small child, "you think I'll be a good mum?"
"The best. I mean is that what you want?" he asked as the grip on his hand was released.
"I guess. I never really thought about children I guess I just figured I'd have one eventually I never really had that married with children dream when I was young"
"Can't say I did" replied Nick a smile appearing on his face "didn't mean I didn't' want it. I have always seen myself been a dad someday. With my family you get used to having lots of people around I always saw myself with a house full"
"Don't' get carried away" warned Sara "what I'm trying to day is. I'm scared" she looked down at the floor again. "I mean we didn't' plan this, what if we can't cope"
"Lots of children aren't planned for, my dad used make fun o me been a 'accident' I guess you just cope the best you can. I mean I love you and I'm not planning on going anywhere. I hate to admit this but I may have imaged getting married to you oh once or twice"
"Really" asked Sara her eyes glistening with tears.
"Really and maybe the odd child, I can see you helping them with homework while I teach them to ride a bike"
"Nick I'm getting worried about you" said Sara wiping at a tear that ran down her cheek.
"It's not so much that I'm not ready, that's not what I'm worried about. I guess I'm worried I wont be a good mum"
"I couldn't think of anyone better" said Nick hugging her gently.
TBC ……………..
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