Hello everyone, I am back sorry I have not been able to write for a while I did not abandon this story my real life got crazy busy.

Bella POV

After dad and Paul left the room, I feel asleep right away. It did not feel like I slept that long when I got up it was almost time for lunch. Even though I still felt like crap I knew I need to eat something so I headed out of my room to see if I could find someone or the kitchen to so I could eat.

When I was in the hallway wondering if I could find someone Kim was walking to me. She asked me how I was doing I told her that I still felt like crap. She looked at me sympathetically and warily. I told her I was hungry she said that she would take to the kitchen for lunch. She had been headed to see if I wanted to eat something with the rest of the girls and my mom.

I asked her where the guys were, and she told me that they had a meeting with some friends. I said okay while we were talking, we walked into the kitchen. When I saw all of the lady's that helped me with everything. Some I did not know about when Kim and I walked into the kitchen they all looked to us and then mom headed to me asking if I felt okay to be up.

I smiled at her and my eyes stung Renee had never acted much like a mother the roles were often reversed she was the child and I the adult. I took a good look at her and she did the same. I realized that my whole life I had been missing this. I hugged her and she started to cry I inhaled her earthy scent and my body relaxed this was home. "Momma" I whispered, and she cried harder. She whispered. "Oh, how I missed you."

Once we both calmed everyone was avoiding eye contact feeling awkward. She patted my head and asked again how I was feeling. I told her even if I felt like crap, I need to eat something then the next thing I knew mom pushed me to the table and into a chair so that I could eat.

While I ate, I asked why I felt the way I did. When I asked that the room got really quiet and mom said that I need to wait till dad got back. He knew what was going on, but she did say it will be okay.

Well this is it for now folks. I hope I will get another chapter done sooner than later till next time please review.