Chibi-Kari: Back again…sorry about the wait. But exam week starts on Friday so I've
been a little stressed. I hope to start updating a little quicker after exams.
Max: She doesn't own, otherwise the show would only air during the summer and then
it would be all day all the time.
Chibi-Kari: I wish. Maybe I could be voted the leader…ha…anyways sorry about
Kai's character in this chapter, but it's really important to the story and I wanted
to explain why Hilary knows so much about Kai.
Max: On with the fic…
Love Is Like A Role We Play That We Play
Chapter 3-Letting You In
A young woman walked the floor of a training area. Her brown hair was falling in
her face, covering the anguish and abandonment that she felt. Her family, the one that
had been falling apart for the last few months, truly diminished. True she had a real
family, but it wasn't one that any normal person would classify as a normal family. Her
mom was either drunk or working. Hilary was the person to pay the bills. Her older
brother had died when she was twelve. He was hit by a drunk driver, which made her
mother's drinking habits all the more ironic. Her father had walked out on them when
she was five only to come back every so many years to get their hopes up that he might
stay, he never did. This is why she considered the Bladebreakers her family, but they
were falling apart just like her real family had. Max and Rei had left, she was horribly
saddened that they hadn't even said goodbye or even written to say they were alright,
but then a wonderful thing had taken place. Hiro had confessed his love for her, they
had been dating for almost two months now. Just when she thought for once she could
have a bit of happiness, Kai left. Left without saying anything. This was the most
tramatic thing that could have happened to her. Through the year she had confided in
him and him in her. They shared a bond, one that bordered on her knowing what
caused him to act the way he would. It had all started with the discussion of not quitting
the team after he lost Dranzer.
Flashback
Hilary started to walk away, leaving Kai to think for himself. The wind was
kicking up and it was starting to get cold. Hilary wrapped her arms around herself to
keep warm.
"Hilary." Came a soft voice, causing her to turn.
"What, Kai?" She asked walking back towards the young man that had turned to
look at her.
His eyes scanned the ground for a moment before shifting up to her, "Thanks."
She smiled knowing that he could barely talk yet alone say thank you, "No
problem. You guys are my only family. I just wouldn't want anything to happen to you
guys." She turned again to leave.
"Only family?" His question hanging in the air as she cursed herself silently for
not saying like family, "What is that supposed to mean?"
"Nothing. I meant to say like family." She answered still not facing him, she tried
to ignore the echo of his footsteps nearing her stooped form.
"When you make a mistake in what you say, you say what you truly mean." He
said as he uncertainly placed his hand on her shoulder.
"Don't try to use any of your tricky logic on me Kai! I know the book!" She said
firmly.
"Oh so you hide from the truth too."
"Don't construe my words like that."
"I'm not. It's what you're saying."
"Just leave me alone."
"Talk to me."
Hilary started to laugh, "I never thought I would hear you speak such blasphemy!"
Kai let a smile appear on his lips, "Neither did I. But since I said it, it was what I
meant to say."
"Oh Geeze."
End of Flashback
Hilary smiled gently as she recalled the hours they had spent talking about her
family, his past. Insecurities was a major portion of the discussion. He knew she had
abandonment issues, but he went and left her anyway. Hilary let herself fall to her
knees as she cried. Cried because she never had before. Cried for her real family and
her other family. No one was there to see her. Kenny had left to sleep and Tyson and
Daichi were lost somewhere out there in the forest. She was alone. Alone like she
convinced herself she would always be.
"Hilary?" A voice rang out through the darkness, echoing against the walls and
mixing with the only sound, her sobs. Footsteps neared her slumped form, but she
didn't hear anything, "Baby." Came the soft sound of Hiro's voice as he leaned down
toward his girlfriend. "What's wrong?"
She looked up as he wrapped his arms around her and gently rocked her in his
arms, "He-he left me. We kn-knew each other's secrets an-and he left me." She buried
herself into her boyfriend's chest as he gently shushed her.
"Kai?" He asked as she shakes her head yes, "You guys were close?" Once
again she motioned yes. "I could tell when you spoke about how he felt during the
battle with Daichi." She gasped and looked up as he softly laughed, "Yes I was there. I
heard it all. You know an awful lot about him."
"Everything, as he does about me." She responded as she wrapped her arms
around his neck.
"Well, how about letting me in. Telling me everything. I'm here for you and I
won't ever leave. But for now you need to get to sleep. We have a long day tomorrow,
especially if we have to find my little brother out in the forest." Hilary laughed slightly at
his joke, "Now that's better." He stood helping her to her feet. They walked hand and
hand down the long hallway, letting silence fall between them. Soon they reached
Hiro's door and it was time for them to separate.
She turned to walk down the hallway, but turned back and walked to her
boyfriend. Hiro stood with his hand on the door, the light pouring onto the floor in front
of the open door. Hilary walked toward him and stopped him from entering by placing a
hand on his arm.
"What?" He asked as she leaned onto the tips of her feet and wrapped her arms
around his neck, their lips joining fiercely. He wrapped his free arm around her waist
pulling her closer to him.
When they let go, Hilary placed her hands on the sides of his face, gently
stroking them as he closed his eyes, "Let me stay with you tonight. I mean really." She
softly said causing his eyes to snap open and stare intently into her eyes. He quickly
pulled her into his room and shut the door. The sudden light leaving the dark hallway,
the only sound was the lock on the door echoing down the corridor.
TBC
Chibi-Kari: Well I liked it.
Max: It was very serious and kind of depressing.
Chibi-Kari: Yeah…well you have to take into account that I was listening to Boulevard
of Broken Dreams by Greenday.
Max: That explains it…anywho…Read And Review!
