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Part 2

Throughout the half hour drive to the cabin, all these once thought feelings for Daniel swam up to the surface. He had thought he buried the love and respect he had once felt for the man behind the hurt of his love destroying his heart. He thought about the tears he shed; All in private. They would fill the fish-less lake in back of his home. It was only a few years back meeting Billy that a smile once again adorned the old General's face. Billy flirted and made it obvious he was interested in the older man. Jack at the time felt like he was robbing the cradle. Still does in a way. Billy, handsome and barely 27 did everything to get into his heart.. And bed. Then a year ago he happened. It took Billy's own Mom and half the town to get Jack to open his eyes.

They set Jack up, and he finally caved in. Thinking of the younger man made Jack smile. There is so muchto loveabout Billy. From the way he fits in the younger man. To the way he moans out Jack's name when he comes. His smile every time he tells Jack he loves him. To his blue eyes; The exact shade as Daniel's.. He just wasn't sure if he could truly ever love the younger man. Burned too many times, he never in the year together has he said, "I love you." He knows Billy would love to hear it replied back, he never pushes for it.

Snapping out of his thoughts, he pulls into the cabin.

In hale. Ex hale. He closed his eyes for a mere second to try and shut that box in his soul he thoughts was long dead. Stepping out of the truck he waited as Daniel pulled his car up next to his. 'You can do this, Jack.'

Yes he could.

"So.. Talk!" the silver haired man holding his grocery bag yelled.

Daniel sighed. He wasn't even partly out of the car when Jack's yelling at him. But, he deserved this.. He knew that. .

"Could we go inside and talk.. I.. It's a bit chilly out," Daniel stammered out.

Rolling his eyes, he nodded and walked toward the cabin. Unlocking the door, he walked into the kitchen and placed the bag on the counter.

Daniel entered and looked around the small cabin. It looked so different from the last time he was here. It felt more lively then back then.. But, Jack was living here full time now. Has been since... His thoughts were interrupted by Jack's voice.

"I don't have all day here, you know. I do have company coming real soon.. So talk!"

Jack grabbed a beer from the bag and sat down on the couch. Daniel, obviously uncomfortable started fiddling with his hair.

"I.. I don't s..suppose you have one for me?" He asked of the beer.

Jack just shook his head.

"You're a cheap date. You are not staying, so no."

The hand in his hair moved down to his face, and wiped away a lone tear. Unseen to Jack.

Where did Daniel start. This was so hard. Something he should of done years back, but circumstances beyond his control kept him from.

"I first want to ssay... say.. I'm sorry, Jack. For everything. My intention was never to hurt you. I loved you too much to ever do that, intentionally."

The smashing of the beer bottle against the cabin walls stopped Daniel's words dead.

"BULLSHIT!" Jack screamed. Standing up in front of the seated man. "You LOVED ME? Bullshit. You had a nice way of it... BASTARD!"

Daniel covered his hands in his face. As always of late, he screwed up. The loving part was suppose to be later, much later in this well rehearsed speech. He had this all planned in his head, but seeing Jack again turned it to hell.

"I.. I..I'm ssorry. I had this speech all plannedout. I.. It's just so hard.. I.. Iwanted to apologize for hurting you. I missed you. I missed our friendship. I never meant to hurt you by turning down your advances." Daniel was up from his seat and standing tall in front of Jack's face.

The anger in Jack's face scared him.

"Advances! You fucking call me telling you I love you and want to be with you ADVANCES! I gave you my heart on an open platter and you diced it up."

Jack was fuming. He was pacing back and forth.

"M' sorry," Daniel tried to speak, but Jack was not having any of it.

"So your sorry. Well, if your plan was to come here to tell me you love me and want me your too late. I am with someone now andwould be insulting him by calling you half the man he is. He's everything your not, and I am happy with him. So.. Go back to Cameron and leave me alone. We are done here!"

Jackstormed tothe front. Pointing outward to the now open door.

Daniel just stood there. He looked like a little boy lost. Tears were flowing down his face.. "Cameron's long dead," He whispered barely loud enough for Jack to hear.

Wiping the tears from his face, and Inhaling deeply Daniel made his way over toward the door.

He looked Jack dead in the face. "Cameron was murdered seven years ago, right after you told me..." He walked out the door and down the steps. Making his way over toward the car, he jumped when a forceful grip on his arm turned him around.

"What the fuck? ...Where the hell have you been then?" Jack demanded of Daniel.

Looking down at his feet, he answered..

"Hell! I've been in hell. "